gatadelrey

An active queen keeping us close together

She is truly the most beautiful poet.

https://www.instagram.com/p/B_vmVMWJPz0/?igshid=1w2tqjk8a826o This was it. I’m assuming this is Violet? It’s her haiku.

I’m hoping so! I believe a little bit ago she posted one of those posts with a much of pictures and in one she was holding a book with a picture in it and it looked liked the pictures she was posting when she was talking about violet a lot. Could be the whole violet book? Looked decent size but maybe a lot of pictures.

Patent leather do over. I love that.

Help I’m in love

Just out of curiosity does anyone know if Rob/and or Patty were supportive of her career in the early early days? If they were not supportive until she reached success, it’s possible that they “cut her off” so to speak financially or what not.

I’m sorry to hear that. It’s super helpful to vent. I also have a toxic mother and it’s something I started to realize a few years ago. I write about it a lot and am still learning about all the ways it’s affected me. I don’t want to go too much into detail about my own life, but I definitely understand why Lana wants to be well liked and caring so much about what everyone thinks. I relate to it so much and I’m sure you do as well.

It would make me so uncomfortable. It was out of control. There’s one thing to be a stan and think she’s hot and have a crush, but completely another to stalk her and hate any man she is with bc you want her for yourself. It’s sick.

THIS. Also having a toxic mother really fucks you up beyond comprehension. I mean if the ONE person who is supposed to love you in the world acts like they don’t or makes you genuinely feel like they do not care about you and is toxic then it is really damaging. There’s a ton of info online about having a toxic mother and what the long lasting effects of it are for anyone who would like to read about it.

Sean messages dat1guitarfuy on Instagram awhile back about how he is always talking shit about him or something. I used to be in a group chat with guitarguy and he is completely and totally obsessed with Lana. It’s kind of over the top. He used to talk about going to the church on nights she would attend and other various places she would frequent just hoping to see her. Very very strange and tbh, even tho I didn’t like Sean, he was right to say something.

And then tour next summer..... a girl can dream.

I wish she would drop violet first, then ldr7 and then the second poetry book in March....

Ahhh I forget all about that she said surprise release. That more more sense, thanks!

I need a third note bc I like odd numbers and it feels unfinished without another. But I would prefer a note with more details about the books, music, etc.

If this is actually coming September 5th, a single should be coming soon right? Also didn’t she mention this album being zodiac influenced? I wonder if that’s still a thing or if in her recent fits of rage she’s scrapped that.

Lana can slide in my dm’s anytime. I would probably die of a heart attack shortly after, but I mean it would be totally worth it. Lol

So excited for this.

She still follows Ariana and Win on Twitter.

Has Win said anything about why she unfollowed him? Or is she unfollowing all fans/fan accounts?

Wonder what note we’ll be getting tomorrow....

Aww happy birthday!

I think Lana leans the most on her people/family/friends/crew whatever you want to call them but I’m sure she can’t see her bff Jen bc she has a new baby and is worried about covid, everything in Cali is closed so she can’t really go do stuff with her friends. She’s basically isolated. I know 100% for fact that all of this stuff fucks with mental health and addiction. She got sober a long time ago, but we don’t know for sure that she stayed sober. For all we know she could of relapsed a few months ago and is newly sober rn. I’m sure she’s struggling and it sucks. I think the fact that she’s obviously choosy in what she posts on social as far as pics go and she added the AA book picture is very telling. As someone who is currently sober/clean and doing the best I can, I can say that sticking to a routine is so helpful and covid messes that up for everyone. I feel for her if she is indeed struggling.

Trying not to get my hopes up too high for the album and poetry book/books?? but like.... I want it all so much. I think it’s gonna be hella enlightening.

This has been the most intense 48 hours. Damn. Wonder if her vape will resurface.