moonbeam monsoon

how unexpected 

Dark Paradise because I when I was like 15 melodramatically texted it to my ex like three days after he dumped me after we dated for maybe a month. That song takes me right back to that moment and brings up so much cringe. 

Far Out review lol
 
 

Sure! Here are the lyrics to Fingertips
 
 

lana slay queen yas mama mother is mothering put it in blender vomit in it you love her but you dont undnrstsnd her

when Lana reveals she was the leaker all along and Rosemead is Patty
 
and Lana got so mad that Patty didn't like Fingertips that in a fit of rage she decided to leak her own album

What name is sweet Charlie hiding under these days and where’s his track ranking, it’s the only pre-release opinion I care about 

I know that Fingertips is a masterpiece and I haven't even heard it so let's calm down everyone 

Is HoneymoonDaddy actually getting a vinyl tonight or was that a lie

I kind of want to get a picture with the billboard in Tulsa. How can I find its exact location lol

i just had a dream that i went to a record store to pick up a record i had repaired?  but while i was there saw two variants of DYKTTATUOB on sale that both had painted Violet-style covers where one had a tiger and a bunch of flowers and the other had a bunch of people standing around holding random things like LGBT flags and shit  it looked like the I Love You Honeybear by FJM cover. anyway i bought them and took them home and unpackaged them and they both had gatefolds with photos of drag queens in them  like blurry ass screencaps from RPDR but one was on this gorgeous baby blue clear vinyl and the tiger one was like an orange hazy one. i also remember i kept thinking whether or not i was gonna have my insider era on here or if i was gonna wait till closer to the release date to spill that i bought those copies early  there was a track called SubPop on the back too which is just so weird but anyway i kinda wish the painted tiger cover was real cause shit was pretty 

Omg? That makes a lot of sense actually. I can definitely see where you're coming from in your approach too. In Lana's case she went back to Los Angeles to record this beautiful record for us and now that she's said what she needed to say she went back to Tulsa to set the tone for the upcoming album 

near the airport apparently 
 

Y’all. The production is fucking gorgeous. The most perfect bridge between her older and more recent work. WE FUCKING WON

I’m into mood and atmosphere over gore for sure. Possession sounds interesting. I tried watching a similar movie from the 80s a few nights ago called The Entity about a young mom who’s raped and later terrorized by a poltergeist… I just could not
Kelly excuse me 

don't understand a word of it and it's kinda insane, i love it  

When I look back, tracing fingertips over plastic bags
Thinking I wish I could extrapolate some small intention
Or maybe just get your attention for a minute or two?
 
Will I die?
Or will I get to that ten-year mark
Where I beat the extinction of telomeres?
And if I do, will you be there with me?
Father? Sister? Brother?
 
Charlie, stop smoking
Caroline, will you be with me? 
Will the baby be all right?
Will I have one of mine?
Can I handle it?
Even if I do, they said that my mind
It's not fit, or so they said, to carry a child
I guess I’ll be fine
 
It wasn’t my idea, the cocktail of things that twist neurons inside
But without them, I’d die
They say there’s irony in the music, It’s a tragedy, I
See nothing Greek in it
Give me a mausoleum in Rhode Island with dad, grandma, grandpa, and Dave
Who hung himself real high
In the national park sky
It’s a shame, and I’m crying right now
I didn’t get to you, save you
If I take my life, find your astral body
Put it into my arms
Give you two seconds to cry
Take you home, I
I’ll give you a blanket
Your spirit can sit and watch TV by my side
‘Cause baby I
 
Went through a time when I felt you were doing it
I couldn’t handle it, I was in Monaco
I couldn’t hear what they said on the telephone
I had to sing for the prince in two hours
Sat in the shower
Gave myself two seconds to cry
It’s a shame that we die
 
When I was fifteen, naked
Next-door neighbors did a drive-by
Pulled me up by my waist, long hair to the beachside
I wanted to go out like you
Swim with the fishes that he caught on Rhode Island beaches
But, sometimes, it's just not your time, Caroline
 
What kind of ~~~ was she to say I’d end up in institutions?
All I wanted to do was kiss Aaron Greene and sit by
The lake, twisting lime into the drinks that they made 
Have a babe at sixteen, the town I was wed in and die
 
Aaron ended up dead and not me 
What the fuck’s wrong in your head
To send me away never to come back? 
Exotic places and people don't take the place of being your child
I give myself two seconds to cry
Let it crash over me like the waves in the sea
Call me Aphrodite as they bow down to me
 
Sunbather, moon-chaser, queen of empathy
I give myself two seconds to breathe
And go back to being a serene queen
I just needed two seconds to be me

Probably because every time she calls Ben he's stress-eating scones and sobbing, so she thought she'd cheer him up

If this was in black and white she’d look like a 50s movie star. She looks so fucking good 

The Dua shade

I need youtube to cut me off on the reaction videos, I can’t stop. The consistent sleeping on If You Lie Down With Me is really starting to get under my skin

Wildflower Wildfire is another one! When AJ said she thought her speakers were broken I