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  1. 5 minutes ago, Alison by Slowdive said:
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    from what i gather she's talking abt the theory of neurotransmission or lack thereof/genetics relating to mental illness. when she says "but without them, i'd die" i understand that to mean it doesn't all swing down, that certain predispositions mean a person might be pushed towards breathtaking albeit risky experiences, etc. they otherwise would not have had, that can add all sorts of meaning to life, esp. if that's how u have always lived <3 

     

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    Yes, I got you. But I think about that technique she uses in the greatest "blind/blonde and gone", or in Salvatore "soft ice cream, soft I scream", or white mustang "why am I staying"

    Cause the way she says "twisted neurons" reminds me of "all I wanted to do was to kiss Aaron"

    And the she says "Aaron ended up dead and not me, whats the fuck is wrong with your head to send me away, exotic people and places to take the place of being your child"

    Neurons and Aaron sound quite the same, and maybe these cocktail of things (medicines) made her undergo through a miscarriage.

     


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    6 minutes ago, redsangrias said:


    I thought it was comparing something young and innocent (being naked/bare, carefree as a child) with something horrible like her neighbour doing a drive-by (shooting I presume). Not sure what she means in the following lines about “I wanted to go out like you, swim with the fishes” - it sounds like yes she’s saying she wants to die a particular way but not sure why.

     

    Later I think she says have “a babe at 16” as in like a boyfriend. She just wanted a simple life, have a bf at a young age, get married and die in the town she was born in - yet all of these traumatic. things happened to her that took that innocent simple life away (being sent away, drugs, fame etc)

     

    I think the cocktails that twist neurons inside is medication for her mental health 

     

     

    I get it, but then she says "what the fuck is wrong with you to send me away, exotic people and places to take the place of being your child"

    Which I think she's talking about us, her fans, exotic people that take the places of being her child.

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