GUYS I JUST GOT OFF THE PHONE TO ALLIE. SHE WAS THE CUTEST. IM SHAKING SO MUCH AND SHE WAS SO SWEET BUT I HAD TO COME TELL YOU GUYS - THAT WAS LIKE THE MOST AMAZING EXPERIENCE IN MY LIFE!!!
EDIT: Right so i thought i would update you guys on this since i've calmed down a bit. Allie called me after some very personal messages i sent her via dm, and support in general for the upcoming album. At first i was so nervous and could barely get my words out, but she has the most CUTEST laugh and told me not to worry or be nervous, so i soon got down into talking as i would with any non celeb status person on the phone. She made me feel so comfortable and the conversation flowed so naturally! I'm genuinely amazed at how loving she is, and how warm inside i feel after such a precious moment between us. She was noting my accent and even google the dialect i have because she liked it, and we talked about my hometown.city. She's so down to earth, i'm actually still teary eyed at everything. We talked about the personal stuff i referred to, and other things but i'd like to keep that between us. I also bought up my upcoming ep as i had mentioned i was a musician of sorts previously - she listened and said it was like the smiths and i have potential, and gave me some great tips im definitely gonna take up! I'm so ecstatic, never in my life did i imagine i would be able to have this opportunity of speaking to one of the most iconic pop stars of our generation, and most importantly one of my biggest inspirations and idols. I WISH EVERYONE COULD FEEL HER AURA AND HER GENERAL LOVE AND SINCERE CARE DIRECTLY THROUGH A CALL OR MEETING HER. SHE IS SO PURE AND KIND AND SELFLESS AND I'M JUST SO AMAZED AT HER FOR DOING THIS FOR FANS. SHE IS TRULY AN ANGEL, AND THIS SHOWS HOW DEEPLY ASHE CARES ABOUT US X'S. I'M BLOWN AWAY, I HAVE CRIED AND ITS TEARS OF HAPPINESS FOR A CHANGE BECAUSE THIS IS SO SPECIAL TO ME AND I WILL TRWASURE THIS MOMENT IN MY HEART FOREVER.