personally i think the lyrics are
“called up one, drunk called up another” (insinuating an impulsive decision while intoxicated, also relates to “yeah i know i’m over my head” in the 2nd chorus)
“if i told you that it was me did you really think that anybody would think i didn’t ask for it”
(saying rxped is such a sharp turn in the song imo to the point where it wouldn’t make sense, and the “i testified i already fucked up my story” is just her saying she’s an unreliable narrator and that how she’s describing herself in the song is just how she views herself and not 100% accurate)