Make me your Dream Life

beautiful film btw, I forget how it ends exactly but the way he carries on even without her. changed him for the better, the love was special no doubt. may you walk with someone you'll end up being with too. paralleling the film, personally want the same, rooting for us if as well for you, if anything. a beautiful film.

I'm annoyed. this movie actually elicited some genuine concern out of me for the characters like. first off. *spoiler warning* I get it. I get it- but why'd it have to end that way. i'm annoyed at how things ended for the characters it's just- and now he's just gonna be stuck there? absolutely shakespearean. mythic. poignant, a photograph. in my own mind, self-aware, placing in the story, he ends up moving on after staying a while, resolution, and finds his own self, healed and learned to let go. awful. meandering to a haze. i'm so annoyed!!

All of us strangers. blistering. Disruptive. Delicate. Fluid. Sorting out the layers on how I feel about it. Tears painted my face but god. Distressing. Marvelous. but bottom line, a kind of personal north star on how important it is to break through. That’s what Imm taking from it anyway. Was thinking maybe it might be good to watch with someone, but I’m glad I watched it alone. It’s just. Heavy feeling like if you watched it with someone, you'd have to be real close, or close enough for them to know you like that bc. under diff circumstances- let's just say it's not a first date watch of a film, it's like, a happy couple w time in of a watch of a film. whew. whew.

Our comment then- hold on I think the wifi’s not so settled-

does anyone else sing Lana's songs and immediately just feel all relaxed after? so good

Random but there was one comment telling her “babe get out of the garage” and it reminded me of that one time someone was asking her to sing and the internet connection wasn’t best either so it went black. It’s so chaotic I love it ahahahahaha. I think if I ever were to be some kind of celebrity I’d choose spotty net places too just in case my social battery ran out. I don’t know, the wifi just- oh no I have to go now ~

I wonder if she’ll style it similarly to how she sang like in dayglo reflection. I’d love for it to sound more downtempo and grand but we’ll see.

Today

It’s honestly so easy to forget how magical this woman is and how she just propagates the kind of magic you can find when you can truly respect the things in your life. no expectations, but I just wanted to say that I’m ready for the next song

1. she needs to get offline. who knows what kind of mindsets these people even have. plain toxic. 2. she needs to address whatever the hell's going on on why everyone's talking about her family, which to an extent I get bc it's your family, but if there's so much convo about it, address it or make some kind of song. communication. she's a rapper. something should click. 3. only bc I think she's been treated like the eldest child turned traumatized turned tyrannical, I don't think it's as simple as some might make it up to be. industry sabotage, trying to replace her with more obedient, less talented in the actual craft this and that, not being able to control her. but. I think she needs to get a reality check of some short/ go see someone cus she seems more threatened when she shouldn't be. this happens all the time cus I guess it's just how the industry is, especially for the more outspoken like rap, but personally? I dislike the whole pitting of sides and fueling of this and that, holier than thou, it's just all sorts of negative circle j*rking and it's not it. seems like both sides are kinda shady and it makes me a bit peeved how rap overall just kinda perpetuates this, cus honestly, with how tender people can be these days? I don't think a lot of people have the grace to really handle these situations well. I just wanted to jam to Barbie Dangerous instead I find all this

Groupie love

it's ok, Henry's on his way

woke up from a real sweet dream

Wait I thought this forum hated nikki

I love Dolly, I hope they both wear bedazzled cowgirl suits while she gives us the gay brokeback mountain album

Dearest Henry, cometh on

it's actually the name of her next album, but bc majority rejected it, she'll now be releasing another one 8 years from now. we had our chance and we blew it

Alrite who’s saving my photos thinkin I’m cute STEP UP!

I liked it sweet, warm anonymous vague message kween They’re embarrassed cus their hearts are unwillingly decayed

I like how there's a theatrical sound to the album here and there. it beautifully contrasts the deeper themes of the album and compliments how real things can be. adds to an overall delicateness to it, and at the very least, supports some kind of over it soft satire is self-aware. nice touches here and there