Let the Light In

Well, this actually made me smile because it seems to be my favorite album. So I take it as a compliment I'm just a soul that is lost at the moment. I do try to find a way to get off this ride, but how and when is the question. I am actually not too depressed as I wrote, but thinking of death somehow brings me peace. I like to create a world out of words. Every song I listen to brings me another vision. Life imitates art after all. However, as the words resonate with the world I created, "I'd be lying if I said I wasn't sick of it".

It's strange that my mind always try to find dark meanings in songs. Maybe, I'm yearning for it. I always thought Swan Song as a suicidal song and someone is calling me to end this life and I imagine a woman, maybe woman of my dreams walking through bushes at the shore to the sea with her white tennis shoes. Now I see Get Free this way. It's actually a song with positive meaning: starting a new life. It should be, but no. I cannot see it this way. "Move out of the black, into the blue". I heard that when someone decides to take his life, he feels happy because he finally feels free. When I'll decide to move out of the black, i will head to the blues. Again a vision of walking to the sea and never coming back. Getting out of this prison called life and finally getting free.