Mee

Thanks for the love you guys! It means so much to artists to feel understood on any level or even a little appreciated.
Excited about this new era of music.  
 
Fun Facts: I write my songs and sometimes I even have input on the actual production.  I also wrote my own video treatment for this video. My friend made the horns headpiece for me. I created the story & storyboards. I think what you mean when you compare me to other artists is those are the ones you can think of that would take the risks I took in not making a twerkathon or typical pop with some 5,6,7,8. I'm guessing the wigs and my brown skin did me in.
 
If you really look at it, it's not like either of them.
 
I love comparisons, it helps people accept you and finally see you (eventually).  Initially people compared Gaga to Christina (which now is so absurd). The suggestion that I'm not being myself is what didn't sit with me. I'm so thoroughly myself, that because I don't fall in line with general expectations of what certain kinds of women should be doing, I guess it's "annoying" to a certain kind of audience. I spent 2 months planning, paid for everything and shot with a great dedicated team for 12 hours....yeah I guess I am doing "overdoing it".  
 
Nonetheless I'm really grateful for anyone who takes the time to watch, listen, share or care at all...even if it's not your cup of tea.
 
I guess the reason I'm responding is to say I have been writing since I was a kid....and releasing my own music since 2011.
 
As for the hair, I actually worked with Azaleas hairstylist 3 years ago - and she actually asked me about the grey hair (which I used to color myself). Exact words: "Ok this hair, let's discuss." So I knew that was gonna happen .
 
Not that any of that matters. 
 
A lot of up and coming artists are mined for ideas by the majors' teams/associates. Kinda the way Maluca Mala did the cans in hair look that Gaga sported AFTER the fact. 
 
That's just the game, and all we can do is keep going.
 
Ultimately there's room for everyone and I fully respect anyone who tries to tackle this crazy business, ESPECIALLY women like Azalea and Gaga.
I could've just shot a video with me in a desert like space making sex-faces, or just dressed in something really tight and hit some choreo for the kids - but I wanted to use my brain and life experience - to challenge myself, because I was bored with the ideas of not going for my true vision for this song. Maybe down the line I'll be too exhausted to think, and I'll give a semi-status quo visual but on some level still I'll over do it or it'll be so understated people will hate it for that. Lol
 
I'm 98.9% sure I won't come back to check this because I made a pact with myself not to. lol 
 
Again, thank you. Seriously. <3
 
xoxo

Thanks for the love you guys! It means so much to artists to feel understood on any level or even a little appreciated.
Excited about this new era of music.  
 
Fun Facts: I write my songs and sometimes I even have input on the actual production.  I also wrote my own video treatment for this video. My friend made the horns headpiece for me. I created the story & storyboards. I think what you mean when you compare me to other artists is those are the ones you can think of that would take the risks I took in not making a twerkathon or typical pop with some 5,6,7,8. I'm guessing the wigs and my brown skin did me in.
 
If you really look at it, it's not like either of them.
 
I love comparisons, it helps people accept you and finally see you (eventually).  Initially people compared Gaga to Christina (which now is so absurd). The suggestion that I'm not being myself is what didn't sit with me. I'm so thoroughly myself, that because I don't fall in line with general expectations of what certain kinds of women should be doing, I guess it's "annoying" to a certain kind of audience. I spent 2 months planning, paid for everything and shot with a great dedicated team for 12 hours....yeah I guess I am doing "overdoing it".  
 
Nonetheless I'm really grateful for anyone who takes the time to watch, listen, share or care at all...even if it's not your cup of tea.
 
I guess the reason I'm responding is to say I have been writing since I was a kid....and releasing my own music since 2011.
 
As for the hair, I actually worked with Azaleas hairstylist 3 years ago - and she actually asked me about the grey hair (which I used to color myself). Exact words: "Ok this hair, let's discuss." So I knew that was gonna happen .
 
Not that any of that matters. 
 
A lot of up and coming artists are mined for ideas by the majors' teams/associates. Kinda the way Maluca Mala did the cans in hair look that Gaga sported AFTER the fact. 
 
That's just the game, and all we can do is keep going.
 
Ultimately there's room for everyone and I fully respect anyone who tries to tackle this crazy business, ESPECIALLY women like Azalea and Gaga.
I could've just shot a video with me in a desert like space making sex-faces, or just dressed in something really tight and hit some choreo for the kids - but I wanted to use my brain and life experience - to challenge myself, because I was bored with the ideas of not going for my true vision for this song. Maybe down the line I'll be too exhausted to think, and I'll give a semi-status quo visual but on some level still I'll over do it or it'll be so understated people will hate it for that. Lol
 
I'm 98.9% sure I won't come back to check this because I made a pact with myself not to. lol 
 
Again, thank you. Seriously. <3
 
xoxo

Thanks for the love you guys! It means so much to artists to feel understood on any level or even a little appreciated.
Excited about this new era of music.  
 
Fun Facts: I write my songs and sometimes I even have input on the actual production.  I also wrote my own video treatment for this video. My friend made the horns headpiece for me. I created the story & storyboards. I think what you mean when you compare me to other artists is those are the ones you can think of that would take the risks I took in not making a twerkathon or typical pop with some 5,6,7,8. I'm guessing the wigs and my brown skin did me in.
 
If you really look at it, it's not like either of them.
 
I love comparisons, it helps people accept you and finally see you (eventually).  Initially people compared Gaga to Christina (which now is so absurd). The suggestion that I'm not being myself is what didn't sit with me. I'm so thoroughly myself, that because I don't fall in line with general expectations of what certain kinds of women should be doing, I guess it's "annoying" to a certain kind of audience. I spent 2 months planning, paid for everything and shot with a great dedicated team for 12 hours....yeah I guess I am doing "overdoing it".  
 
Nonetheless I'm really grateful for anyone who takes the time to watch, listen, share or care at all...even if it's not your cup of tea.
 
I guess the reason I'm responding is to say I have been writing since I was a kid....and releasing my own music since 2011.
 
As for the hair, I actually worked with Azaleas hairstylist 3 years ago - and she actually asked me about the grey hair (which I used to color myself). Exact words: "Ok this hair, let's discuss." So I knew that was gonna happen .
 
Not that any of that matters. 
 
A lot of up and coming artists are mined for ideas by the majors' teams/associates. Kinda the way Maluca Mala did the cans in hair look that Gaga sported AFTER the fact. 
 
That's just the game, and all we can do is keep going.
 
Ultimately there's room for everyone and I fully respect anyone who tries to tackle this crazy business, ESPECIALLY women like Azalea and Gaga.
I could've just shot a video with me in a desert like space making sex-faces, or just dressed in something really tight and hit some choreo for the kids - but I wanted to use my brain and life experience - to challenge myself, because I was bored with the ideas of not going for my true vision for this song. Maybe down the line I'll be too exhausted to think, and I'll give a semi-status quo visual but on some level still I'll over do it or it'll be so understated people will hate it for that. Lol
 
I'm 98.9% sure I won't come back to check this because I made a pact with myself not to. lol 
 
Again, thank you. Seriously. <3
 
xoxo

Thanks for the love you guys! It means so much to artists to feel understood on any level or even a little appreciated.
Excited about this new era of music.  
 
Fun Facts: I write my songs and sometimes I even have input on the actual production.  I also wrote my own video treatment for this video. My friend made the horns headpiece for me. I created the story & storyboards. I think what you mean when you compare me to other artists is those are the ones you can think of that would take the risks I took in not making a twerkathon or typical pop with some 5,6,7,8. I'm guessing the wigs and my brown skin did me in.
 
If you really look at it, it's not like either of them.
 
I love comparisons, it helps people accept you and finally see you (eventually).  Initially people compared Gaga to Christina (which now is so absurd). The suggestion that I'm not being myself is what didn't sit with me. I'm so thoroughly myself, that because I don't fall in line with general expectations of what certain kinds of women should be doing, I guess it's "annoying" to a certain kind of audience. I spent 2 months planning, paid for everything and shot with a great dedicated team for 12 hours....yeah I guess I am doing "overdoing it".  
 
Nonetheless I'm really grateful for anyone who takes the time to watch, listen, share or care at all...even if it's not your cup of tea.
 
I guess the reason I'm responding is to say I have been writing since I was a kid....and releasing my own music since 2011.
 
As for the hair, I actually worked with Azaleas hairstylist 3 years ago - and she actually asked me about the grey hair (which I used to color myself). Exact words: "Ok this hair, let's discuss." So I knew that was gonna happen .
 
Not that any of that matters. 
 
A lot of up and coming artists are mined for ideas by the majors' teams/associates. Kinda the way Maluca Mala did the cans in hair look that Gaga sported AFTER the fact. 
 
That's just the game, and all we can do is keep going.
 
Ultimately there's room for everyone and I fully respect anyone who tries to tackle this crazy business, ESPECIALLY women like Azalea and Gaga.
I could've just shot a video with me in a desert like space making sex-faces, or just dressed in something really tight and hit some choreo for the kids - but I wanted to use my brain and life experience - to challenge myself, because I was bored with the ideas of not going for my true vision for this song. Maybe down the line I'll be too exhausted to think, and I'll give a semi-status quo visual but on some level still I'll over do it or it'll be so understated people will hate it for that. Lol
 
I'm 98.9% sure I won't come back to check this because I made a pact with myself not to. lol 
 
Again, thank you. Seriously. <3
 
xoxo

Thanks for the love you guys! It means so much to artists to feel understood on any level or even a little appreciated.
Excited about this new era of music.  
 
Fun Facts: I write my songs and sometimes I even have input on the actual production.  I also wrote my own video treatment for this video. My friend made the horns headpiece for me. I created the story & storyboards. I think what you mean when you compare me to other artists is those are the ones you can think of that would take the risks I took in not making a twerkathon or typical pop with some 5,6,7,8. I'm guessing the wigs and my brown skin did me in.
 
If you really look at it, it's not like either of them.
 
I love comparisons, it helps people accept you and finally see you (eventually).  Initially people compared Gaga to Christina (which now is so absurd). The suggestion that I'm not being myself is what didn't sit with me. I'm so thoroughly myself, that because I don't fall in line with general expectations of what certain kinds of women should be doing, I guess it's "annoying" to a certain kind of audience. I spent 2 months planning, paid for everything and shot with a great dedicated team for 12 hours....yeah I guess I am doing "overdoing it".  
 
Nonetheless I'm really grateful for anyone who takes the time to watch, listen, share or care at all...even if it's not your cup of tea.
 
I guess the reason I'm responding is to say I have been writing since I was a kid....and releasing my own music since 2011.
 
As for the hair, I actually worked with Azaleas hairstylist 3 years ago - and she actually asked me about the grey hair (which I used to color myself). Exact words: "Ok this hair, let's discuss." So I knew that was gonna happen .
 
Not that any of that matters. 
 
A lot of up and coming artists are mined for ideas by the majors' teams/associates. Kinda the way Maluca Mala did the cans in hair look that Gaga sported AFTER the fact. 
 
That's just the game, and all we can do is keep going.
 
Ultimately there's room for everyone and I fully respect anyone who tries to tackle this crazy business, ESPECIALLY women like Azalea and Gaga.
I could've just shot a video with me in a desert like space making sex-faces, or just dressed in something really tight and hit some choreo for the kids - but I wanted to use my brain and life experience - to challenge myself, because I was bored with the ideas of not going for my true vision for this song. Maybe down the line I'll be too exhausted to think, and I'll give a semi-status quo visual but on some level still I'll over do it or it'll be so understated people will hate it for that. Lol
 
I'm 98.9% sure I won't come back to check this because I made a pact with myself not to. lol 
 
Again, thank you. Seriously. <3
 
xoxo

Thanks for the love you guys! It means so much to artists to feel understood on any level or even a little appreciated.
Excited about this new era of music.  
 
Fun Facts: I write my songs and sometimes I even have input on the actual production.  I also wrote my own video treatment for this video. My friend made the horns headpiece for me. I created the story & storyboards. I think what you mean when you compare me to other artists is those are the ones you can think of that would take the risks I took in not making a twerkathon or typical pop with some 5,6,7,8. I'm guessing the wigs and my brown skin did me in.
 
If you really look at it, it's not like either of them.
 
I love comparisons, it helps people accept you and finally see you (eventually).  Initially people compared Gaga to Christina (which now is so absurd). The suggestion that I'm not being myself is what didn't sit with me. I'm so thoroughly myself, that because I don't fall in line with general expectations of what certain kinds of women should be doing, I guess it's "annoying" to a certain kind of audience. I spent 2 months planning, paid for everything and shot with a great dedicated team for 12 hours....yeah I guess I am doing "overdoing it".  
 
Nonetheless I'm really grateful for anyone who takes the time to watch, listen, share or care at all...even if it's not your cup of tea.
 
I guess the reason I'm responding is to say I have been writing since I was a kid....and releasing my own music since 2011.
 
As for the hair, I actually worked with Azaleas hairstylist 3 years ago - and she actually asked me about the grey hair (which I used to color myself). Exact words: "Ok this hair, let's discuss." So I knew that was gonna happen .
 
Not that any of that matters. 
 
A lot of up and coming artists are mined for ideas by the majors' teams/associates. Kinda the way Maluca Mala did the cans in hair look that Gaga sported AFTER the fact. 
 
That's just the game, and all we can do is keep going.
 
Ultimately there's room for everyone and I fully respect anyone who tries to tackle this crazy business, ESPECIALLY women like Azalea and Gaga.
I could've just shot a video with me in a desert like space making sex-faces, or just dressed in something really tight and hit some choreo for the kids - but I wanted to use my brain and life experience - to challenge myself, because I was bored with the ideas of not going for my true vision for this song. Maybe down the line I'll be too exhausted to think, and I'll give a semi-status quo visual but on some level still I'll over do it or it'll be so understated people will hate it for that. Lol
 
I'm 98.9% sure I won't come back to check this because I made a pact with myself not to. lol 
 
Again, thank you. Seriously. <3
 
xoxo

Thanks for the love you guys! It means so much to artists to feel understood on any level or even a little appreciated.
Excited about this new era of music.  
 
Fun Facts: I write my songs and sometimes I even have input on the actual production.  I also wrote my own video treatment for this video. My friend made the horns headpiece for me. I created the story & storyboards. I think what you mean when you compare me to other artists is those are the ones you can think of that would take the risks I took in not making a twerkathon or typical pop with some 5,6,7,8. I'm guessing the wigs and my brown skin did me in.
 
If you really look at it, it's not like either of them.
 
I love comparisons, it helps people accept you and finally see you (eventually).  Initially people compared Gaga to Christina (which now is so absurd). The suggestion that I'm not being myself is what didn't sit with me. I'm so thoroughly myself, that because I don't fall in line with general expectations of what certain kinds of women should be doing, I guess it's "annoying" to a certain kind of audience. I spent 2 months planning, paid for everything and shot with a great dedicated team for 12 hours....yeah I guess I am doing "overdoing it".  
 
Nonetheless I'm really grateful for anyone who takes the time to watch, listen, share or care at all...even if it's not your cup of tea.
 
I guess the reason I'm responding is to say I have been writing since I was a kid....and releasing my own music since 2011.
 
As for the hair, I actually worked with Azaleas hairstylist 3 years ago - and she actually asked me about the grey hair (which I used to color myself). Exact words: "Ok this hair, let's discuss." So I knew that was gonna happen .
 
Not that any of that matters. 
 
A lot of up and coming artists are mined for ideas by the majors' teams/associates. Kinda the way Maluca Mala did the cans in hair look that Gaga sported AFTER the fact. 
 
That's just the game, and all we can do is keep going.
 
Ultimately there's room for everyone and I fully respect anyone who tries to tackle this crazy business, ESPECIALLY women like Azalea and Gaga.
I could've just shot a video with me in a desert like space making sex-faces, or just dressed in something really tight and hit some choreo for the kids - but I wanted to use my brain and life experience - to challenge myself, because I was bored with the ideas of not going for my true vision for this song. Maybe down the line I'll be too exhausted to think, and I'll give a semi-status quo visual but on some level still I'll over do it or it'll be so understated people will hate it for that. Lol
 
I'm 98.9% sure I won't come back to check this because I made a pact with myself not to. lol 
 
Again, thank you. Seriously. <3
 
xoxo

Thanks for the love you guys! It means so much to artists to feel understood on any level or even a little appreciated.
Excited about this new era of music.  
 
Fun Facts: I write my songs and sometimes I even have input on the actual production.  I also wrote my own video treatment for this video. My friend made the horns headpiece for me. I created the story & storyboards. I think what you mean when you compare me to other artists is those are the ones you can think of that would take the risks I took in not making a twerkathon or typical pop with some 5,6,7,8. I'm guessing the wigs and my brown skin did me in.
 
If you really look at it, it's not like either of them.
 
I love comparisons, it helps people accept you and finally see you (eventually).  Initially people compared Gaga to Christina (which now is so absurd). The suggestion that I'm not being myself is what didn't sit with me. I'm so thoroughly myself, that because I don't fall in line with general expectations of what certain kinds of women should be doing, I guess it's "annoying" to a certain kind of audience. I spent 2 months planning, paid for everything and shot with a great dedicated team for 12 hours....yeah I guess I am doing "overdoing it".  
 
Nonetheless I'm really grateful for anyone who takes the time to watch, listen, share or care at all...even if it's not your cup of tea.
 
I guess the reason I'm responding is to say I have been writing since I was a kid....and releasing my own music since 2011.
 
As for the hair, I actually worked with Azaleas hairstylist 3 years ago - and she actually asked me about the grey hair (which I used to color myself). Exact words: "Ok this hair, let's discuss." So I knew that was gonna happen .
 
Not that any of that matters. 
 
A lot of up and coming artists are mined for ideas by the majors' teams/associates. Kinda the way Maluca Mala did the cans in hair look that Gaga sported AFTER the fact. 
 
That's just the game, and all we can do is keep going.
 
Ultimately there's room for everyone and I fully respect anyone who tries to tackle this crazy business, ESPECIALLY women like Azalea and Gaga.
I could've just shot a video with me in a desert like space making sex-faces, or just dressed in something really tight and hit some choreo for the kids - but I wanted to use my brain and life experience - to challenge myself, because I was bored with the ideas of not going for my true vision for this song. Maybe down the line I'll be too exhausted to think, and I'll give a semi-status quo visual but on some level still I'll over do it or it'll be so understated people will hate it for that. Lol
 
I'm 98.9% sure I won't come back to check this because I made a pact with myself not to. lol 
 
Again, thank you. Seriously. <3
 
xoxo