LanasPhilosophy

new kind of porno one that has yet been borno born to die through lust for life is a new kind of porno everything in between and get free is the birth out of the black womb into the blue earth

the problem is theres millions of law abiding citizens with gun.... if they to take all guns.... itll just make em morre exppensive on black market but it wont stop ppl from doing shootings. 60,000 guns were used in self defense last year

K SOME TIPS FOR THIS SONG CHILDREN OF BAD REVOLUTION (ALL ABOUT GETTING FREE) SUPER MOVIE -ON OUR WAY (WOKE UP IN FUTURE AND SHE CAME OUT BLUIE BUT HE CAME OUT AS SHAPE OF FORMER SELF) WEST COAST HER BABY SMOKING CIGARETTES SWAYING AND SO CLOSE TO HER YET SO FAR AWAY HER ARCHITECTURE IS HER LYRICS- YOU GOT THE MUSIC IN YOU BOY BLUE THE BIRDS FROM COACHELLA SONG ARE GUNNA BE A BIG THEME ON NEXT ALBUM THE WIND BLOWS IN THE CHANGE...... THE BIRDS ON THE SUMMER BREEZE AS SHES RIDING SHES ALONE AT MIDNIGHT IN RIDE CUZ THE BIRDS DONT FLY AT NIGHT SHES ENTERING A PLACE WHERE HER WORDS WILL BE CLEAR THE MYSTERY REVEALED THE NEW FORM OF BUDDHISM SHE HAS CRAFTED THAT WILL LITERALLY CHANGE THE WORLD OR AT LEAST HER FANS FOREVER THE BIRDS WERE CAUGHT UP IN THE DANCE JUST LIKE THE FANS....... THEY DIDNT LISTEN CLOSELY....... TO SEE WHATS INFRONT OF THEM........LANA IS ALREADY IN THE BLUE SHE WANTS TO BRING HER FANS WITHOUT OUTRIGHT SAYING IT... WE HAVE TO EARN IT U GOTTA ENTER HER ARCHITECTURE NOT JUST DANCE UNDER IT............... SIT BEFORE IT GIVE BIRTH TO IT

i can take you so deep down this rabbit hole that it will consume your life to the point you've acheivement eternal perpetual fulfilment

i been preaching for years about how lana IS a new religion "new kind of porno, one that has yet been born-o" line from resistance...... porn = sex birth = result of sex all her music is code for a new modern form of zen buddhism i can go for hours if you are itnerested born to die lust for life burn to die lost for life a Hole song called "Whose porno you burn" relates direct;y to heart shaped box by nirvana when lana covered heart shaped box it was her most pwoerful vocals ever nirvana is a buddhist term, hole = emptyness = opposite of nirvana frontwoman of hole and frontmaqn of nirvana were married and there lyrics combined are a perfect precursor to Lanas lyrics

personally i would pay with my life just to see Lana.....

guess what....... for5 years i never was able 2 see lana live cuz i kept gambling,....... feb 16th my bday and shes playing mandalay bay casino..... day after i bought tickets the terror attack happens there!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

for a true lana fan my ideas will only enhance the enjoyability for the music to be honest my best friend irl died on heroin few weeks ago..... he actually liked lana the new songs describe our theories to a tee.. as if she been lsitening the fact she mentions charlie manson and my buddy loved charlies music and i have a feeling hes a huge inspiration to her.... but she gave no clues we jsut guessed.. this heroin song seems proof to me..... and the fact she killed me friend first then released this just 2 tease me haha

notice her other song syaing turtle dove beautiful player u make me coocoo like a turtle dove now birds in ride and coachelle her crazyness is code for her wisdom loving me is all you need to feel like i do its all a game to her anyway

he architecture of the best american record the city streets mistake or design every now and then the stars aline starline tours honeymoon fly to the moon be my undercover lover my old man is a bad man leaving my old man again play my music watch you leave he is why the thousands of girls love the way bill plays guitar music to watch boys to playing my guitar only one of my toys hundred doillar bill - inventor of electricty is on that bill body electric bill plays guitar bill is code for jim the shapes of letters hold clues jim is everything but jim jim is other the other woman the other man the jazz singer the cult leater

FLYING TO THE MOON AGAIn............... honeymoon cover starline tours on the car.......... the car in burning desire..... the car in love video.......... the car in never let me go send me to the stars the city streets........... all roads lead to you........... everything i say and do ........ i see you for who you really are, why the thousands of girls love the way bill plays guitar. mnational anthem ....... moneyn is the anthem........... hundred dollar bil about a hooker......... whose porno you burn links to heart shaped box cover ....whose pormo you burn never officialy released cuz its a key filter..... a key moost will overlook. prevents randiom ppl from stumbling on this secret...........| silver springs coiver by courttney and freak video same day........... a year later stevie nick oin the album beautiful people beautiful problems........ stevie is being used as a pawn........ stevie was a natural great unaffected by the time travel switch......... allowed a small string oif music to stay organic and unaltered...... the same way u cant create a trea from nothing in a lab...... u cant create a string of ideas with millions years of evolution encoding it....... thats wahy stevie was preserved and used by courtney on her first album when it was super uncool for the crowd of her audienmce.........everything went perfect grunge was a new form of music latching a new string onto an ancient string to reconnect with ourselves....once u can prove lana crafts her songs to camouflage a certain messages makes u convinced that theres a realmeaniung to it......... just by hearing her voice she is genuine...... u cant fake her...... i was born easily maniuplated........ i would fall for everyuthiung flashing infront of me...... i lived that way til age 14 when found courtney...... now at 28 exactly half my life later ive come full circle and not be afraid to get lured by lana........ my instyincts are soliud from hating holywood and celebritties but also liking them at first...... 1 extreme to the other programmed my mind to defend againstt fakes..... lana sis the real deal and i wanna create a group where we can secretly discuss this and prepare for a reelease when the time is right and change the world to be in her state of mind ill give u a hint......... courtney loves old mysp[ace blogs were way worse than this...... maybe im purposely rambling the flow of thoughts from my head so that the majoirty of ppl will be turned away and only the people who are truely meant to join me in this quest are able 2 look furhter into my claims the song super movie leaked right after i watched this movie on netflix......... crazy place that traps ppl and makes nthem thiink they r kidnapped then revealed it was all a game...... at very end of mnovie he admits he made the idea while on shrooms as a teen.. his maniesto..... super movie leaked the next day then my new riommate moved in and i did heroin for a year and when love came out it slowsly cleansed the filth outta my life now im fully rejuivinated

continueing my next ap0artment... the 2 ppl moved out... a a heroin dealr and a heroin addict moved in.... it was like woah... my friend adam was so happy.... he lost track of my timeline/.......... he cared more about the drugs./.... eventually after a wierd series of events i ended up back at my parents and stopped hanging out with him.... he made new friends who always had drugs........ the last lana song he heard was stairway 2 heaven........ coachelle........ he didnt even like it much...... he didnt even click my cherry liunk......... even tho i had proof of sending him 1000 messages about decoding the word cherry in her music....... cherry cola to cherry knots i brainstirmed fior hours oin this site....... the very next day she plays cherrry live........... im like hear we go again the build up to this album has been so magivalk love leaked my bday album leaked my bros bday the day b4 love audio leaked i did meth and wrote my first song....... about stars and eyes and looking behind your eyes and all this wacky shit.... it ended up being like 200 lines long (while waiting outside the happiness inn) i had nothin 2 do but stargaze and just came up with the song i literally dont sleep until the video comes out... the video is perfect for my poem i heard the song before writing the poem but my poem is irrelevant to the song along... only with the viudeo notice it zooms out of her eyes at end of love and it begins with her eyes in lust foir life like theyr continued take off your clothes suopports my theory of her party dresses and soft linen (fine china) my theory of in without you how you wanna see her falll fall to peices of cherry going downj with all my fine china and fresh linen fine china links fresh linen to the without you song cuz the china doll lyric now holes very first songh on a early pagan babies demotape was best sunday dress this was courtneys first ever vocals in this form........ put on my best suyndway dress wa;lk straight into this mess watchiong you burn watching you burn" now freak and silver springs blew my mind same day...... the video for freak has a shot of the eart.//... blue green colouyrs flashing, flames so hot that they turn blue (first dylan song which my theory says is a replacement for charlie man by time travekllers) its all over now baby blue gamblers and highways and really relates to my life.........u combine these 3 extremely pwoerrful songs of my reality and it results in my roommate dissapearing without a trace and now bering found a year later...... he was anti suicide its just so wierd...... now the actual wriutier of silver springs appearts on new album......... along with sean lennon daughter of john elnnon whjo courtney references in 20 years in the dakota song for beautiful son with kurt as a id on cover...... you look good in my dress get ur friends to clean the mess......... now cruel world goes put my little red dress on everyone kjnow im a mess............ now finallyt sher has a song called heroin after my friend od's on it.....and in the sam,e song she sings about charlie manson.......... and her friends left..... courtney sings get ur frineds to clean the mess..... we're left with being alone with charlie manson in the air in your dress and flying to the moon again leaving my od, man agaiunb......... in off to the races she describes her old man and puts the idea of title track being a race....... feet dont fail me now........ 4 albums later shes flying to the moon...... she has song called serial killer with perfectr line about game boys.... in stevie nicks song she sings it smore than a video game...... the song video games introduces the idea of life being a game and her having a purpose........ clearly her lover isnt worth all this emotion... thats cuz the lover is a decoy.... summer bummer her first official album song with rap in it....... i always hated rap until the last uyear with my heroin addict rommate.... i started enjoyi8ng it........ summertime sadness was my former gangster roommates favourite sonmg somehow... similar titled song has her first rapper... the president from national anthem vid.............. national anthem is first clue that her music and art is more than entertainment.... it has the ability to unite and unify and create good people and cleanse evil brainwashing......... like a cult leader ...... new kind of porno one that has yet been born o that fucking resistance song it came out the day after lsitening to an alan watts lecture about resistance i have been exposed to alan watts for years but never paid attention his videos always show up on side bar for terrence mckenna vids after my theory that lana is singing about shrooms ..... literally has a song terrence loves you... describing my exact theory also a connect to david bowie which is what most ppl took it as... and he died soon after song released... cancer grew during the writing process.. i beleive all the false thoughts by her extremely obsessed fans killed hima nmd gave him cancer even tho he got cancer before we heaard the songs////.. my theory depends on time travel existninmg which means past present overrlap love came out and i was so happy i felt like we were on the same page like shes praying that sum1 is understandinmg what shes all about o ya after my roommatye dissapear my workd suddenlly stopped playing silver springs.... ltierally same day... it was playd every shift since beginning i become obssesed with seniors day music last year........ i start lsitening 2 it all day at home leading up to new album...... suddenly when love cvomes out seniors day music at work is stopped... and i stopped lsitening at home for some reason all the songs remind me of lana but i feel like it was removed at just the right time for me to be able 2 focus on new album without linking it to the oldschool songs right away....... because this new album directly relates 2 my theories song by song adresses my theoiries.... my theory she uses the gangsters as her lkvoe interests to make it obvious to me not to take it l;iteral....... at the same time it blurs everyone elses perception and makes them think she is just into hiphop and cool black guys...... the way she used him to play jfk.......... the fact im a trump supporter...... the fact i was a hillary supporter in 2008.... and buy 2016 i was opbsessed with hating her......... shows how tv really can influence ur mind........... lana cant publicly endorse trump without her career being ruined...... but she has yet 2 cash him//////......... courtney is friends with hillary her husband died while bill clinton president courtney and lana attend courtneys fmaily reunion....... first time courtney ever socially met with family since a young girl.......... the fact lana sings the word black so loud in heart shaped box cover...... loudest and longest ever......... holes first song in 1989 called burn black..... first line u complain u want the key,... over my dead body thats where itll be........ relate that to burn black in heart shaped box...... the key for the box......... the line in ehartshaoped box about meat eating orchids...... really mreferences the earliest form of birth control which was a heart shaped flower....... but somehow it erradicated the main source of meat........ now an anicent myth based on this flower has a girl trapped in a room with 3 posessions foir eternity.... the song burn black has line "theres a room full of death whoires and trutyh" in lvie version she sings "and you instead of and truth" how can it be an accident that the song brigning lana and courtney together is so extremely linked lyrically to my theoiries...... now in utero is last album like a goodbye message from kurt....... born to die album hints that while in utero the whole point is to die...... the race is the to starting line is birth....... in utero..... sex creates life......... beauty attracts sex now after kurt died courtney did a new version of burn black called who porno you burn black its more 2 the poiint......... and my most extreme revelation that happened so suiddenly........ i was in my room thinking i am retired... i love my roommate i love experiencing life.... i just felt so rewarded and graced from god...... i realize alan watts and lana del rey have the same name........... i become hooked on alan watts i opened up pandoras box suddenly... hes been staring me in the face for years while watching the mushroiom guy...... just like holes lyrics for 10 years then suddenly nirvana lyrics make it all make sense in a way not pissible unless were blind 2 the oither half........ i can see but once i was blind born to die lyric............. terrence mckenna kept me hooked on magic mushroom theories..... alan watts was always theree in related vids....... but a common guest on the alex jones show had same name without the S.... i thought same guy... he was dull... the was placed to help me not click his vids or listen........ well the same week i discover alan watts....... lana song resistance leaks morning after i hear his talk about path of least resistance........ the porno line in resistance links directly to the burn black and ehart shaped box.......... new kind of porno one that has yet been borni the porno is a metaphor for the true meaning of this art...... the national anthem nation = imag i nation stolen images in without youhe says to be cool im already coolest ..... shades of cool shades of blue out of the blac k into the blue hollywoods dead dont tell me its over its over now baby blue lana is alan watts del rey of light watts electrciity the largest relationship we can fathom is light vs electrcity lana harnesses that in her art thats how she can be so passionate when the literal lyrics dont support it and it can draw millions of obsessed fans like a mmoth to a flame like she sings in her song serial killer charles manson is known as a serial killer although he did nothing... his followers did it not him just like lanas followers really have no clue what theyre following charlie manson got fuked over by the system...... he got too big too fast in an alternate reality.......... lana has taken his message and applied it in camouflage basically guiding you to the ANCIENT wisdom of zen and truth.......this is why she has to be as camouflaged as possible while allowing obsessed fans to be able 2 process it due to the extreme spiritual connectionm it is bypassing the controil system who cannoit let another charles mansoin rise to music superstardom the beatles and charlie manson are directly connected in another reality the beatles had different name........ the beetle insect it an ancient egyptian sacred symbol....... it is used to map the earth or something look it up....... she has the cleopatra line she has hjohn lennons son in a new song she even says its crazy that shes singing with the son of the beatles imagine what else she is doing in her music.... if she can do this now backtrack to amen by courtney love coming out ina russian show during lanas honeymoon tour i became obnsessed with the miscow live cooncert.... it was the only 1 i watched repeatedly............ no lie i put the audio on my phone and biked toi adams and saw a crazy object in sky........ and now the media obsessed with russia... my bro booiught me a parking for russians only sign years ago....... he said i looked like a russians//.....park live was the festival.......... dark park in lollita beaches peaches in cherry same shape different p b d for the difference in those wordss just like the b and d in born to die b to d dorn to buy or born to bye or dorn die sounds like door the doors jim morrison major references named after doors of perception my pussy tastes like pepsi cola is a clue that thats a main item designed to deflect ppl from taking it seriously along with allowing ppl who have no clue to love the song........ one day when the time is right........ someone will release the meaning of her coded words.... everyone will realize they were brought happiness and there is an enemy in the information war..... lana is helping us wake up from the trance.... the song get free........ the last track the last track of honerymoon is dont let me be misuyderstood last track of born to die is luckly ones and last track paradise burning desire now in cherry she sings real love is letting in burn up from the rush staring ion the face of evil desire is what fuels us the key to zen is have no desires but the avg person cannot suddenly disconnect from our desire driven world but sum1 like lana someomnne who can capitivate u and hook you and suck you in for years........ u will be compelled to read the truth eventually along wiuth the rest....... u will be shocked how obivoua it iis and how u overlooked it......... the fact she was able 2 do it so flawlessly and not be cancelled...... after charlie manson ordeal with technology and shit it became 2 hard 2 simply go back and change things.... they probably spent so much effort and time and energy and resources to patching up charlie mANsons reign........ lana is aware of it all and she wants to destroy the ability to time travel...... she knows the truth about good souls going to beautiful paradise... and evil is desperate to stay here cuz they know what awaits them......... its a war............... the enemy is in power but it can flip in a seconmd.......... swan song with just 1 wave it goes away...... then hearing alan watts relate all life to waves and birth and death is like the ctrest and a trough of a wave......... she clerarly had that in mind with the song......... u cannot fear death is the main message but more importantly she needs us to realize that she ius from the future....... she needs us to beleive so strong as a collective....... if she says it or hints it too opbivously........ the ppl who control the time machines wiill obliterate her.......... she playing the game for all of us who never got the chance......... children of the bad revolution demo links perfect with get free.... i beleive the bulk of the music was all wirtten in advance..........maybe she was contracted by a group or maybe she is the source......... if anyone wants to help wikth this project plz msg me on here too brea it down beautful people beautiful problems stevies voice for rhiannon was on starbelly track opn punk rock pretty on the inside album nevermind shows baby chasing money | in utero is adding to pretty on the inside... making the album mean inside the utero being born kurt wrote it in a way so that courtney would get the hint of what he did he knew she is a force of nature and he knew that him dying and her being seen as the killer and a crackwhore could allow her to worjk her magic on a lowkey while having the money of one of richest rock stars americas sweetheart contrasted by final hole album nobodys daughter u must fully understand this concept before able 2 understand born to die high by the beach lying under the pines LIKE MUSHROOM

this song was the ultimate mind fuck for me...... ill lay out very breifly 1990 i was born same year courtney love and kurt cobain in process of making first albums 2004 (half my life) discover courtney become instantly obsessed 2006 make a pledge to only listen to music or movies or kno0wledge that relates somehow to courtney right after this thoiught her diaries gets rel;eased giving me tonnes of material including quantum physics n shit late 2006 courtneys hole reuning album is announced and hyped and she said on a doc that she listened to bob dylans blood on the tracks prior to this statement i spoent a year lsitening to onew bob dylan song it"s all voer noiw baby blue"/ since hole covered it... (courtneys band) now i added blood on the tracks to the mix and loved it for a year....\ 2007 new hole album keeps being delayed and delayed but a whole album of demos leak (im convicn ed corutney personally leaked 2 songs to me but thats another post) around this time lana is crafting her art consistentlly 2007 i do LSD gic coincidence (my first drug) opens my mind to everything and i slip off into a year of random drugh use and breaking away from my courtney love commitment i start listening to mass bob dylan and riot grrl music (now embarrased for having like riot girl feminist bands) bob dylan has stuck on me tho| fleetwood mac referenced in the song "starbelly"" on holes first real album.. actually plays a clip of stevies voice along with a bunch of live versions of gold dust woman dating from 1990 to present never was a huge stevie or fleetwood mac fan but had a few phases of loving it.... the 1 song that played at my work that i loved was silver spring by fleetwood mac.. played for my first 8 or so years there always made me happy to hear it 2012 is nearing i lost my best friend completely and as im getting over it i discover my first music that is compeltely non related to courtney my friend adam showed me "the hedgehog song" by inncredible string band ----- the VERY same day a new courtney love song is sunmg live at a russian showq "called amen" first new song in years by her iw as so happy... i decided to put it on my ipod ands go for a long biek ride with it../.... i threw on the 3 incredible string band songs along with it (cant beleive i did that its not my personaloity at all,/ i beleive it was divine itnervention) make a note tjhat my friend adam brought this band to me| - i start listening to nothing but inmcredibole string band as my lifelong gambling addictio0n is at its worst point (but i loved losing) i embraced detatching from money - now lets go bakc in time - earlier in the year that i discovered courtney love my friend albert showed me a game habbo hotel.. i played off and on my whole life including now never more than a 6 months break since 2004 -now my whole time on habbo9 i was keeping an eye out for courtney love fans to make friends with -i dont recall meeting ANYONE who liked it - i was a closet gay at the time (now ims tr8 thanks 2 lana , no jo9ke" - so i would tell ppl i wont date a girl unless shes a courtney love fan -so it was a few months before lanas first album came out id nevewr heard of her -i made a new account on habbo callked (H0L3) -and was standing ina cage in a game at a casino for poor people../. last man standing wins 5 goldbars (game currency) -also i was dressed as a girl as always -this girl adds me cuz she likes hole and courtney - we instantly became soulmates happened so fast -first person i ever added to ym perosnal co9ntscvts from online (we're tlakinm a decade of hours a day on this virtual rerality.... to me it was all business - it was magic that brought us together - she reinvigorated my passion for courtneyt after not giving courtney love any attention for about 3 months styr8 ( a record for 7 years) - now before a week passed she decided to sing me a song voer skype... b4 we even heard each otherrs voice.. - she sang me video games.. even after finding out i was a man and a bit of jerk and conspiracy theorirst she still decided to sing me this song...... - i was instantly hooked on lana - i spent my whole life getting away from mainstream pop cuylture type shit... at early age i would hate music and say its just noise..... i secretly liked the band queen we are the champions specifdically... until grade 4 that ws my only song... i was a lon er only friend was a lazy eyed super christian (he made me hate religion) and the most popular guy in school suddenly became my best friendf he had really gay taste in music he got me hooked on christina aguilera i shamelessly blasted it in my house all the time saying i respected her talent and didnt relate to the song to not seem gay... kinda true also it felt like an alter ego type thing... (being a girl on habbo allowed me to fully understand this part of my brain) (otheer story altogether) - so ironic that my7 year journey brings me from loving a gay disney pop star (christina) to loving a 1960s not very known posychedlic folk band) -it was too perfect -the 2012 end of the world was apporaching i was readfy for iut and not scared -now 3 month break from coutney brings a courtney fan iinto my life which brings a new girly gay icon popstar into my life right when i thot i had overcome all those fake holylwood scum| -but since i wa sso mindblown over falling in love with a courtney fan;;;;i was able 2 get hooked on it| -the 3 months of this 1960s incrediboe stirng band helped prepare me subconcio9usly to not care what anyone thinks juyst go with what feels right -if i would of gave it alot of thot i wud consider mytself relaping and going back 2 square one -but i didnt care. i was in love with lana del rey -my friend adam eventually came toi love her also by the end of 2012 -i spent years forcing courtney down hius throatr and he never got into it (he was mostly into deatrh metal n shit -lana is first singer we both liked -we made plans to do mdma for the album release| -3 albums later it never happened -now its my birthday 2013 i buy a video camera after becoming in love with youtube vloggers named ty and gray.... another stange love of mine that makes no sense until years later -now pre lana my formewr best friends neighbour became my best firend for 3 months )ALWAYS 3 MONTHS EXACT) he was copmpletely opposite of me half black rapper type i gave him most of my paychecks we met while i was basically stalking my former best friend biking circles in tennis court behind his house| his neigbhour saw me and asked if i was looking to buy weed i said no but mentioned my friend adam grows shrooms| - we instantly became best friends hanging out everyday -the things i learned about myself made me the greatest friend anyone could have -we ahd a falliiung out exactly 3 months later when he got greedy and i stood my grounmd - he prob thot i would come crying back to him but i was very strong at this point and said fuck it idc - key note him and adam and this kids neighbouyr (also the neighbour is ADAMS best friend since grade 1) were the only ppl i did drugs with pretty musch.. and shrooms except for 1 other girl named kat who could of changed the course of my life if i wasnt oblivious to her liking me (we even got each others names tattooed and never endiung up dating) (note i was agy but would of dated her as a cover and i liked her as a friend) -now i am alone again habbo work andf gambling my paycheckls but i feel very happy with my life -1 year and a few months after falli8ng out with the 3 month friend... he randomly calls me rright after i di ym first cahsout from onlien casaino since wewere firends (note first 5 years of gambling never cashout,... tonens of good wins.... the 3 months of this guy as my friend... i cashout 1500+ three different times and gave him most of it) - now its a miracle that we were able 2 not be friends i was supposed 2 be lonely and he wnated momney| -but hius random drunk call happend right after my first cahsout since we "broke up" that was a trip.... of course i redeposiited the cahshout so it meant nothing -key point is that the live games on the casinos i play at suddenly removed live games for canadians (i could not play anywhere else without anough id and paperowkr./... i have no photo id or anythin g| so now im stuck played copmputerizxed gambling games and my wins decreease like creazy but i kepe playing -anyone looking in on my life woudl call for an itnmervention -somehow i was able 2 be left alone for the most part my whole life -fast forward 2015 i move into a new apartment with this same blacxk freind suddenly....beaiutiful paradise apartm,ent -he had become shizophrrenic yet full of love at the same time in oour 3 years break -there was 1 day the prevcious winter he randomnly contacted me and asked 2 chill| -he brot a bottle of booz and i showed him the shrooms oin my mirror shelf that were sitting there foir months (the fact i never did them blows my mind..... i loved them and did them many times but i just blindly left them there - our previous 2 shrooms trips went bad he diud way 2many and couldnt handle it and tried to control it too much which i beleive lead to his shizophrenia -now its the fall after ultraviolence came out i was so addicted 2 lana del rey i didnt even listen 2 the 2 new courtney love songs "weddiung day" and "you know my name" released the same week as ultraviolence sidenote courtney loves first big song Violet my first favourite song uses the mixture of stars and fish and stars andf fists and violet and violence interchangeable - that was always in the bakc of my mind -now one day about 2 m,onths after meeting the courtney love fan back in 2012 ... my freidn randomnly shoiws up wioth homemade meth i try to play him all you need by lana del rey her epic song about peace... he ran home leaving me alone........ the video camera i gor for my bday inspired by those vloggers and new laptop (since gave my mom my poaychecks she bought me these" i took laptiop and camera to the sand pits all by myself... usauly scared of dakr forest but meth made me crazy i never did it b4 and it was super super strong - i spent hours making videos and replying to them and spinning.. basically keeping my mind stimulated due to my mdma theory that jaw cl;enmching happens wqhen m ind and body disconnect i was instantly determiuned to ride this high the majority of the video was directed at sareah the courtney fan from habbo saying how i should not be falling in lvoe with her cuz im too much of a degenerate and she was perfectiion - when i failed to meet her in person when she came near my city our lvoie basically dwindled......i would of kept the onlien relationship going if not for that.... however we're still in contact to this day - now its been over a year since no live games and one day after 4 months of non stop ultraivoence and bike rides and gambling 10$ at a time (my friend adam would get my checks and give me 10 at a time and i had 2 decde between gambling or food) -but the music fueled me all summer -1 day im mentally preparing for my next paycheck -making a to do list in my head - in the process i decided im stuck in a endless cycle of dumbness when i feel so enlightened inside... i decide to stop being a fool and obsessing over lana del rey and even courtney i abandon them both i put ALL bob dylans music on my ipod (remember firts song was a whole year of its all voer now baby blue) - this is fiurst link to nhew lana song beautiful peiople because of this : - my shizo roommate dissapeared exactly 1 year after moving in with him -the day live games were brought back i won big and didnt cash out and he was drunk and never even knew -i was so happy that ym magic was back but the veryt next day he starts getting a strong prescription injection anti pyscotic or something i was so mad cuz i was so happy living with him and counselling him and lsitening i saw a clear end to his madness now the 3,000$ win was my first independent win ever where i didnt lose it i gave it ALL to ym friend adam a month later found an apartment finally after aboiut 2 give up on zimmerman ave (bob dylans original last name) 30 sewconds from the niagar river near the waterfalls//.. got 4 months there but was never able 2 win again (note i only had cheap ass rigged slots n shit to play) eventually i was broke and was about 2 mustr thje courage 2 move back with my parents (really really scary after the emss i left) i was literally crushed and hopeless for the first time ever for various reasons| this is when my buddy contacted me and i ended up moving in a day later my itnernet bill was never paid and it was disocnnected on my last paydayt as i was about 2 gamble my check so wierd for cogeco to alow a bil to rack up tjhat much if theyt cancalled it any earlier i wouylda never moved in with this guy| -if i went back2 my parents i prob wudda ignored his msg so the timing was perfect on so many levels - first month of that zimemrman apartment was a new bob dylan release called the basement tapes -thats all i lsitened to for the duratiion oif that apartment| ironic how i moved out of my parents house onto his street name and then on my sisters b day he released this huge collection most recoridng wqere never befor eheard and my alltime favourtie song "imn not there" suddenly came on and im like woah this is so cool ... i did not look back at lana or courtney other than the occasional search for new songs just 2 hear once... i never fell back into those obsessesiojns ... now rewind to thatr day my roomate came over and did shrooms ... mhe came over again the next dayt wanting more saying "the beast will come out tonight" i was sexually turned on by him and tried to initiate mutal jo but he pretended to ignore it but i cud see he was prob ok with it.... anyway he was palying a bunch of wierd as smiley cryus songs explaining hoiw shes owned by the devil and shit..... and he was doing some sort of spiritual task by playing this music....... he soon played a summertime sadness cover by mliley then i showed him the lana version..... the live itunes vewrsion he didnt comment on it but he didnt show much itnerested altyhoiugh he allowed the whole song 2 play which is not his personality esepcially when drunk and high...... so those 2 nights were my only cointact with him before eventually moving in with him hee was obssed with a demon in his head of a kid who he provoked into commiutting suicide by exposing his lies to his girflfriend - he was in the hospital for alcohol induced psyschosis when he found out the kid klilled himself.... he instantly started hearing a voiuce of him... i didnt learn thius until i moved in with him... this shit allowed him 2 go on disablity whivh paid rent so allowed me 2 live worry free... we shared a tiny basement bachelor for 2 months before moving 2 a really nice apartment| -instantly everything starts falling apart.... the kid directly above us started always coming down tih weed..... i didsnt like him i started staying in my room... without my support he started going too crazy..... and his mom ended up itnervening with blackmailing him that shot day after the new era of gambligna nd cahsing out like our past........ it was like going fullspeed into a bnrick wall.... the meds amde him crazy and paranoid and we were off and on movi89ng around/together tryiung 2 break the lease..... i was genuinely worried about him going into the world oin hiis own and at the same time he was the eprfect roommate... eventually i was forced out and movewd upstairs with the crteepy kid.... ev ereything is about 2 be done new p0plabout 2 sign thne lease.... minutes before it happens he messages me saying he wants 2 live with me..... now rewind about a month;;;the upstaiurs kids neighbour knocked on door and i answered he passed me a bag of meth for 20$ loan.. (my first time seeing meth since that crazy night years ago) now ever since the dfay i moved in with this kid,... i was instantly re hooked on lana del rey.. he wouyld pklay summertime sadness everyday full blast mixed in with his other select repeated ganmgster songs.... this directly caused me to get back into lana just because the subcocnious realizitiomn of how this si too wierd to be real//... now my friend adam is rarely seen ever since moved away from him.. he super lazy ... he slowly got into heroin and opiates... started with eatinfg poppy bark or poppy bulbs whatevcer... he had no way of getting it except online but no monmey..... i was his oly money source... during his slow vbery slow heroin habbit growing... lana wrrites an album ultraviolence referencing heroin in the first song ni extreme way...... now the day of the meth klnock at door... it was payday the only day every 2 weeks when i had cash.... also just so happened that courtney love released a new sontg called miss narcissist.. i listened 2 it repeat all night on meth... then ranteds oin her official facebook for hours and hours aboiut all my theories of her ylrics n shit, my very controvercial ones these very theories got her attenmtionn i beleive in 2005 and she befriended me via my yt channel on a fake account she sent me 2 songs acoustic standupmother fuckere and elft in the dark i instantly leaked the song to my friends in the courtney world and on her official site| she then closed her site and wrote scathing blog directed at me its as if i8 was supposed 2 know it was her buyt she couldnt directtly say it bcuz my theories were so farfetched yet real....... in 2005 she ahd no fans no record label and i ordered 300$ worth of bootleggs from her fansite.... the owner of that fansite later ecome courtneys opfficial web person ........ now i got sent those 2 songs cuz i reqwuiested lyrics to stand up mother fuycker and she posted them a day later...... and i wouyld praise her 2004 album when everyone hated it... i even go9t a tatoo with the album art... anyway im 100% convinced courtney felt extremely betreyaed and stupoiud over trusting me........ however lets say we did become friends this whole lana thing prob wuddda never happenened... now during the time i have boycitted both courtney and lana .......... lana performeds her most epic perfrormance of nirvanas heart shaped box.....most eopic vocals ever as if to get courtneys ettention and joni forces with her there first tweets were about courtneys pussy (a year or 2 after her pussy cola song < and courtneysd rare drown soda song about rape i was very intrigued by these connections but dint go to deep into them UNTIL after moving back in with my roomm=ate hours b4 new ppl took voer our lease... a meth habit developed... i was in the middle of watching the tv show LOST.... i develop a theory about charlie manson/lanadel rey/ and bob dylan while on meth it was a way 23 explain her extreme emotionm in her songs and realizi8ng its not of thism world and she must be a time traveller... id always beleived in tyiemt ravel but never got into9 the itnernet theorties of it........ now the enxt day i find out the show losty is about time travel.......... it was perfectly aligned with my newfound meth theory......... my freiend adam started coming over alot... and my room,mate was feeling more and more hoopless and withdrawn .. as he was fallingi was rising.... its like all the crazy shit he talked about for thoise first 2 months were prepping me like foreshadoiwng..... i had made sense of my whole life....... i was not addicted i was holding a job and i was so happy suddenly lana releaseda new album honeymoon time travel references in there also im like WHOA im actually probly right or onto something......... i listen obsessively i develoip new theories and have extremer revelations.... the mild research i did in my past was like just enuf to not have 2 much infleunce onm ym creatiivty........ eventually one day i decide to shoot into my veins after about 3 months of light meth use...... i always told ppl i was avign veins foir marriage ... my junky friends anyway i got so high and did the same odl same old theory disciussionh with adam... it must oif made roommate super depressed....... a month before this injkectrion this happened : when first moved in i boughthim wrestling game for xbox... he loved it it was perfect game..... i kinda started liking it to... we stiopped palying basicallyu after new apartment.,. cuz i got busy with habbo and lana and adam and just thot he was fine now when iu moved back in with hjim he stopped demanding all my money he became really docile he asked me to buy him a new xbox so i did and the enw wrestling he hated it iot broke his heart and the old one was filled with glitchers and buullshit and i sold it before he cuyd switch abck either way...... but one night me him and adfam were chilling........... he said play some nirvana there was a rap song on new mwrestling mentioning kurt cobain this inspired my roommate 2 say that instantly i realized a missing link] how the fucking fuck did i never read nirvana lyrics i had extremely well thot out theories of hole lyrics proving she murdered him and would always try preahci it to ppl and receiving hate somehow that girl was not turned off by these theoriues proving it was divine interventuion for her 2 show me lana.. iif she was in control she woulda bloicked me for talking like that... she doesnt put up with that shit ever but for me she did........ now i go look up nirvana lyrics;.... in utero was my fave album but cud hardly hear the lyrics after 1 read i was mind blown i had an instant revelation that he purposellpy made his wife look like a murdeerer now born to die and in uteori.... lanas whole thing is about an updated form of buddhism zen that she created or that shes trying to present just so haoppens nirvana is a buddhist term.. courtney mentions buddhism alot but i never went deep into buddhism..... i call this a block.... my destiny required my vieews of buddhismk to not be distorted until this realizition...... this also acts as a filter to prevent too many ppl from discoering this to makew sure it doiesnt go mainstrream......... the hollywood elite is completye opposite of this message and they are into cointrol and poiwer....... i am the one who was born toi inherit this i was so fuckli9ng mindblown that night loife was perfect when the excitiement died diown my roommate was staring out window asking us if that was a ufo in the sky.... he loved watching ufo docs and steven greer vids since i was high i overdramatized the situation andf went ontop balcony...... i natgurally looked for the moon... the album name honeymoon and shit....... so i had 2 lean over balcony to see moon on other side o9f building... i exaggerated about a spiral shape infront oif moion by clouds... we all 3 of us went downstairs and outside 2 look........ it was no big deal but we just were in the mood for star gazing i guess... my roommate whio sparked this went inside after 3 or 5 minutes... me and adam stayed outside longer and we saw a fucking triangle ufo fly across the sky..... with 3 red dots.... it was a sign that the realiztion to incorprorate nirvana lyrics was not an accident... it was a force of nature.... my friend advised not 2 tell anyone but i cudnt resist i told my reoommate he prob was annoyed and didnt beleive it.... and prob thot i was mocking him........ i was so grateufl for him...... without his being there i may have gone my whole life missing this kley knowlwedge..... it was the day aftyer boxing day and it kinda reminded me of rudolph and my odl theories about shrooms and santa and easter and shit......... now back 2 the day of my first injection in utero songs had lyrics about needles linking to one of my fave hole songs "use once and destroy" never realized til that day what the song was referencing but this additiion was the perfect compoliument to my 10 year long theories.... i fully beleive if i analyzed both of their lyrics atr the dsame time like any normal person would who was obsessed,..... thats why i fell for queen then 3 blonds in a row then avril lavgine came out i saw her vidoe premier album called elt go i was hooked i felt so cool i realize now the album, and shit has pure buddhism zen meaning but very watered doiwn as if to trap the majority of ppl my age my path the date of my birth makes me one of the candidtates to inherit this i beleive avril lavigne was meant 2 hook anyone who had a similar path as me and similar taste and if the future already happened they would know the formula to lure me... i spent less than a year on that album before discovering courtney courtney was not easy to discover she was never on tv in a positive light my current best friuend who was the longtiume best friend of the kid who got me into my firs singer xtina aguilera he was ditched by the popular kids and became my friend... he told me courtney love sucked so i didnt bother looking into her... i saw her on a vh1 speciial a clip of her song ...... but soon after a new nirvana song was released by courtney on the black album gbreatest hits with 1 one un released song was "you know your right" think of me looking back in 2015 after my reveklations after hardly ever lsitening 2 nirvana the song that sparked it all was the only new nirvana song released officially with a music video and shit since he died i loved nirvana like no other band... which is strange cyuz there was alot of catchyu rock bands all over the music channel now i realize it was my stepping stone to courtneyu just so happens same producer linda parry did christina aguileras albums too christinas first ever song was for disney called reflections which was a trip because a few days before the ufo sighting courtney and christinma guilera played a private concert 1 song each and no1 else jsut them 2 i was like woah then the song choice for courtney was radio heads creep this was right after my theory about lana del reys use of the word radio as in dna receiver transmitter and maybe mushrooms shaoped like satelites lana had a song called radio mentioing sugar venom on first album one of my few early itneresting things with lana...... i never thot she was behind it tho... i just observe.. now gettiung back 2 the injection...... i felt like i had won the game of life the injection felt symbolic like a reward for linkinh the nirvana lyrics to my mind i felt so happy the following day...... lanas music video for freak comes out that day shows her dropping acid i had been talking like crazy about how acid could be behind it all... the fact me and courtney both did it as our first drugs.... well courtney gave lana a run for her money/.... courtney was playing fleetwood mac fest the same day as video release (not 2 mention they toured together for a summer andf were supposed 2 play toronto but it got cancalled or it never went on sale... it was on the website tho for upcoming....... i had missed courtney over 6 times now when i first discovered her i never thot she wud even do another tour but she did many.... and kept getting better holes final album was 2010 lanas first unreleased album under her current name was nevada same year nevada and nirvana sound so similar and she refrenced nirvana directky in a soong now my dream of charlie manson where he finished my sentence while in an icecream restaurant or somehting like that... that dream inspired my fiend adam 2 show me mansons music/.... it was very peaceful lyrics and my theory that lana is secretly singing to charlie manson was multiplied....... it now made me think manson was locked up because he changed the world ahjead of schedule//// he got famous and brought peace with his message...... his acid inspired knowledge...... now my theory was bob dylan was uysed 2 replace manson.... as a way 2 not create a riff in our precious timeline...... bob dylan was like a encoding system to keep anyone from receiving charlie mansns message indirectly or subconciously from the remains it leave sbehind........ if time travel is real and u go back and wipe out the world biggest roickstar... it must be replaced by something that will capture the same human emoption ....... it was probably a decade long project creating bob dylan.......... if courtney and lana are fighting for manson........ it is perfect camouflage....... make it really obivous to only 1 person.... let the evidence grow and grow... have top superstars as the key focal points.... but make it so u have 2 beleive courtneys and killer and alo respect her and also have a deep conenction to lana del rey.............this made me feel like a chosen one......... now courtney sang silver springs at fleetwood mac fest my favorujtie fucking sonmg ffinally i was convinced the timing cant be real the similar opening lines of both songs the fact courtneys previous attempts to lure me with recorded songs failed miss narcissist was perfect for right before the new tour with lana it reignited my passion for courtneys lyrics killer radio was not released foir moinths later not til after honeymoon.. it blew myt mind| thje beautiful were born ugly play it on the killer radio was choris no imagine me dwelling on the albums themes all about birth and death.. and lana advancving it into light and science and time travel this was the perfect line for a pat on the back foir me....... all her album titles hint at birth or death aloing with beauty pretty on mthe isnide live through this celebrity skin nirvana nevermind and inutero... nevermind shows baby chasing money americaqs sweetheart drifted off from the program and it showed her almost die almostget crushed publicly its as if she was sick of living in the past and wrote a rly smart as punk album under her it all unfolded right atfer i disocvered her too i defended her like crazy i loved her with a passion...... i never really had a good reason tho until 2015 whether i was crazy or i was right i reached a state of permanenet happiness all as my roommate was getting sucked unmder now its feb 10th my buddy adam comes over we cookl a roast and hjave some drinks we watch a 10 hour vid called hidden knowledge aor ancient knowledge then i discovered astrotheology i watched his vids all weekend he proved the meaning of the stars and how we are all connectred.. he scientifcally provewd eveyrhting my roommate would makle up i was lookinm forward 2 showing him i assumed he was at his moms but on my bday his mom comes 2 my work and says ehs missing my roommate dissapeared the day after the 2 most extreme music events happened its almost like i had it 2 good... now that i figured everything out the universe had 2 test me he dissapeared without a trace making me a suspect i was unphased by it i beleived in my shit and i beleive this was a test to se how i handle it i cashed out 2,000 gave 2 adam secured a new apartment i was beating the odds based on my past' i was not letting the magic get 2 my head either next apartment was a repeat of first apartment... lasted exactly 4 months if you include the previous month at old apartment alonew (4 month alone) like before meeting my roommate a year ago this came right after mr astrotheollogy taught about rotations of earth and year cycles it was too crazy 2 be real so my friend fixed me a phone i put every lanba song on it]i move bakc downtown and my buddy adma never came over again hhe was 2 lazy thios comes after my epic journey with him i thot he wud be over everyday but it had 2 happen this way ...... what r odds of the timing 1 year then 4 months then i move bcuz i go broke form gambling pafter i give my noti8ce to move i win again i gave my buddy the money i moved again 2 a new place i broke the cycle i moved in to 6th ave.. my 6th apartment first move that seems 2 be non relevant to my previous onshared with 2 roommates i dont talk 2 them once... i become scared of being seen flashback 2 my parents basement but the knowledge lingered in me and was in my ear all the time no drugs at all since the day he dissapeared\ now beautiful people beautiful problems is FOR Me stevie nicks also did a cameo in am,ericna horror story which the first season i watched had main character named lana] about an insane asylum where my roomate belongs so stevie being on ther only tv i watched from styaryt 2 finish ]that is non related 2 the theme ofd ewnd of the world type shit i stoipped tv in 2008 i slowly started watching tv shows again starting with walking dead atfer habbo gaved me entflix trial i watched more shoiws of same theme revolution wass my fave got cancelled my fave charactewr from rvolution was on loist she came into the show when the time travel aspect announced...happens 2 be a blkonmde female the fact iu abruptyly woke up when she first appeared... originanly i wud sleep thru msot of the first 2 seasons if not for my roommates xbox and entflix i wudda never watched that show which is a huge chunk of evidence that im livinjg an agenda whether natural manmade or scientifcally cvrafted\

i waited a full 5 years on edge of my seat with over 25 pushbacks for courtney loves nobodys daughter lol

well i was obsessed with courtney love my whole life then met a girl online who liked courtney after 10 yrs of searching for a courtney love gf,.... this girl sang me video games then fell in love with lana.... 2 years later suddenly quit lana and courtney realizing its gay and stupid then same day won 3 grand online casino moved out of parents after 4 months went broke moved in new roommate played lana everyday got me back into it for life theres sometyhing very strange goin on

when you take every line mentioning "fire" and put them together in order from first released to last then take unreleased mentions of fire as sidenotes you realize fire is a total metaphor for something else when you do this for every thing in her music you decode the web like the secrets of the universe for example cherry coke serial killer cherry knots carmen strawberries, cherries, angel kiss summer wine pepsi cola pussy cola roses in between my thighs honeymoon guns that blaze around you fire that surrounds you guns and roses guns and roses UV into the rose garden burnt norton fire causes burn guns and fire = gunfire roses red like cherries lips red cherries - black beauty burnt turns to black pussy symbolized by roses and cola taste cherry cola linked to cherry knots cherry knots tied with tongue in mouth pussy tasted with tongue/mouth mother heard me singing in the garden - i can fly flowers symbolize fertility and red fruits symbolize her voice and words in general the link to mouth, pussy and gunfure is the ultraviolent relationship the symbol is fire burning her body in an act of love making kinda like honey synbolizing sunlight therefore firey hotness and moon .. feminine cold honey+moon comes after ultraviolet light join ina rleationship got your bible and gun --- cruel world bible is words like cherries and cherry coke links words to pussy the end result after combining all these and way more = shes presenting a message through the metaphor of giving birth to a philosophy the code for philosophy is porno |makes perfect sense to have lyrics about relationships that can be applied to the universe/molecules and everything in between new kind of porno one that has yet been born-o - resistance born to die album all the steps between birth and death are the making of the porno ultimately since birth and death are opposite like crest anbd trough of a wave when the death arrives and her music catalogue is complete.... it will represent a new hidden modern form of buddhism invented by her or someone it is camouflaged due to evil world conspiracy that will not allow a a list popstar to have a posititve influence feet dont fail me now take me to the finish line off to the races - lyrics about her man and symbolizing the giant metaphor to begin with life as the race every step in the race breaks her heart thats why so many songs about heartbreak also thats just glue holding the metaphor together blue jeans and new song blue skies connecting pants to clouds all my dresses with ther tags still on them fine china - clue that she doesnt actually wear the clothes she sings, proof of metaphor all dressed up with nowhere to go ---- carmen and love tying cherry knots from carmen is like hiding messages in her songs and getting dressed up with nowhere to go in particular favourite sweater little red party dress on, take off all of clothes, cant keep your hands off me or yuour pants on, the clothing covers up the body just like the cherry knots tying in her lyrics covers the true meaning of song fine china and fresh linen --- the fresh linen represents all clothing the fina china links to without you to watch her fall just like fine china "im going down now" tonnes of lyrics about going down but only pllace she can really be going is to the finish line like born to die says lets go get high cruel world heroin references if shes using flavour to describe her pussy like cola and uses cherry cola in serial killer this means the die in born to die uses symbol of taste therefore candy in cruel world symbolized receiving her message "i love my candy" lets go get high and so happy now that your gone...... she loves her candy just like the song love.... she feels young and in love and genuinely seems happy shes tasting the candy of her message the road was long had fun in meantime on heroin and guns but those roads were only to one destination.... the road to the birth of the new kind of porno just like video games says everything for you, architecture says all roads lead to you everything i say and do the the road is long but leads to one thing all roads lead to death but death leads to birth if you apply buddhist principles which she clearly references alot so now all her music architecture dancing cigarettes driving through highway all her lyrics mentioning cars + album covers takes it to a whole nother level nevada lyrics and may jailer lyrics prefice this born to die journey perfectly giving it more credibility without overlapping the message which why different names crucial houses of the holy lyrics give perfect support to my theory party favours and cherry knots carmen like to party and have fun - cruel world swan song put your white tennies shoes on and follow me put your shoes on and follow her down the road white symbolizes clean slate fresh start feet dont fail me now if we follow her to the finish line we would say same thing so following her leads to freedom after retirement when all her songs are done it will be our swan song "defition final thing done before retirement" so first song and video born to die confirms theres a race off to the races track 2 puts emphasis on that point racing down the roads, love video finally goes offroad and truck floats into sun cruel world live edit changes lyric to "im so happy now in the sun" sun = flames and violence like jim she sings of hundred dollar bill about a hooker and first song mentioniung jim also mentions ultra violent swing now national anthem money is the anthem of success if her lyrics symbolize a large combined simple message using this song to link jim and bill is perfect hundred dollar BILL ... chasing paper last i heart in blue jeans thousands of girls love the way bill plaqys guitat music to watch boys to - playing guitar only one of my toys its all a game to me anyway - Alan Watts philosopher always stresses life as a game lana vs alan and rey vs watts same letters first name opposite meaning lastname light vs electricity now watching boys like a video game guitar as a toy bill and jim are simply a metaphor for her lyrical puzzel shes the only one playing guitar the national anthem money isnt really the anthem to success its just used to link the names bill and jim just so happens ben franklin discoverer of electricity is on the american hundred dollar bill watching boys like watching a video ---- video games without you ---- stolen images national anthem "image"ination loves me cuz im playing on the radio links the male figures bill and jim to without you song i have nothing without you stolen images and playing on the radio linked to terrence loves you similar chorus to without you talks about transmitting through the televiosion and all the lights on in without you all the lights mean nothing without you now this confirms that whoever she is singing to cannot hear her now mabye this could all be about the true self vs the false ego and she is singing to herself all along???? please note the above post was just off the top of my head with no thinking or looking up facts or editting.... just seeing if anyone here is on a similar path as me with lanas music