rosemead ramada

Charlie Puth

The album gets better with every listen. I can't wait to have it in HQ. And my 83 physical copies.

I am someone who until recent events
You shared your secrets with and
Your location, you forgot to turn it off
And so I watch as you walk
into some bar called The Black Dog
And pierce new holes in my heart
You forgot to turn it off

And it hits me, I just don’t understand
How you don’t miss me
In the Black Dog
When someone plays the starting line
And you jump up
But she’s too young to know this song
That was intertwined in the magic fabric of our dreaming
Old habits die screaming

I move through the world with a heart broken
My longings stay unspoken
And I may never open up the way I did for you
And all of those best laid plans
You said I needed a brave man
And proceeded to play him
Until I believed it too

And it kills me
I just don’t understand
How you don’t miss me
In the shower and remember
How my rain-soaked body was shaking
Do you hate me?
Was it hazing?
For a cruel fraternity I pledged
And I still mean it
Old habits die screaming

Six weeks of breathing clean air
I still miss the smoke
Were you making fun of me
With some esoteric joke
Now I want to sell my house
And set fire to all my clothes
And hire a priest to come and
Exorcise my demons
Even if I die screaming

And I hope you hear it
And I hope it's ? in The Black Dog
When someone plays the starting line
And you jump up
But she’s too young to know this song
That was intertwined in the tragic fabric of our dreaming
its tail between your legs you're ??

I still can’t believe it
‘Cause old habits die screaming

isn't it just "i'm callin' ya, but you won't pick up??

I saw him ? fairy lights through the mist
I kept calm and carried the weight of the rift
pulled him in tighter each time he was drifting away
my spine split from carrying us up the hill
went through my clothes, wearied bones caught the chill
stopped trying to make him laugh
stopped trying to drill the safe

thinking how much sad did you think I had
did you think I had in me
oh the tragedy
so long London, you’ll find someone

I didn’t opt in to be your odd man out
I founded the club she’s heard great things about
I left all our ?? you left me by house by the heath
I stopped CPR, after all it’s no use
the spirit was gone, we would never come to
I’m pissed off you let me give you all that youth for free

for so long, London
stitches undone
two graves, one gun
I’ll find someone

and you say I abandoned the ship
but I was going down with it
my white knuckle dying grip
holding tight to your quiet resentment and my friends said
it isn’t right to be scared every day ?? love affair
every breath feels like rarest air

and you’re not sure if he wants to be there
so how much sad did you think I had
did you think I had in me
how much tragedy
just how low did you think I’d go
before I self implode
have to go be free?

you swore that you loved me
but where were the clues
I died on the altar waiting for the proof
you sacrificed us to the gods of your bluest days
and I’m just getting color back into my face
I’m just mad as hell because I loved this place

for so long London
had a good run
a moment ??
but I’ll never run
so long, London
stitches undone
two graves, one gun
you’ll never find someone

was any of it true?
you gazing at me starry eyed
and your Jehovah’s Witness suit
who the fuck was that guy?
you tried to buy some pills
from a friend of friends of mine
they just ghosted you
now you know what it feels like

and I don’t even want you back I just want to know
if rusting my sparkling summer was the goal
and I don’t miss what we had but could someone give
a message to the smallest man who ever lived

you hung me on your wall
stabbed me with your pushpins
in public showed me off
then sank in stoned oblivion
‘cause once your queen had come
you treat her like an ?
you didn’t measure up
in any measure of a man

and I don’t even want you back I just want to know
if rusting my sparkling summer was the goal
and I don’t miss what we had but could someone give
a message to the smallest man who ever lived

were you sent by someone who wanted me dead?
did you sleep with a gun underneath our bed
were you writing a book, were you as sleepless as a spy
in fifty years will all this be declassified?
and you’ll confess why you did
and I’ll say ‘good riddance!’
‘cause it wasn’t sex, ?? forbidden

and I would’ve died for your sins instead I just died inside
and you deserve prison but you won’t get time
you’ll slide into inboxes and slip through the bars
you crashed my party and you’re
you said normal girls were boring
but you were gone by the morning
you kicked out the stage lights
but you’re still performing
and in plain sight you hid
but you are what you did
and I’ll forget you but I’ll never forgive
the smallest man who ever lived

You did the whole album already?!!? I feel so slow now having just done two songs.... I started doing fortnight but that's the one I'm having the hardest time writing out and I'm a native English speaker