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I know i probably sound like a whiny brat but I just feel defeated right now. I drained my bank account, even had friends donate towards me coming and being in pit bc they know how much it means to me, missed my greyhound bus to get here, had to pay an Uber driver $400 under the table to drive me 6 hours to get here. like all of this and for what lol. To probably be at the very back of the pit even tho im about to go line up at 10am. Idk. I know it’s gonna be amazing no matter what, but I hope I can get good close up footage for my friends to see. After they helped me get here it feels like im letting them down if I don’t get it. I just hate that this is so hard. I don’t understand why that guy is doing that. Like who are you…. You’re not the Lana leader just bc you’re so unhinged that you were first in line because you got there at like 3pm YESTERDAY.

Update: a guy at the front of the line is writing numbers on peoples hands. But he doesn’t even work there. He’s just the first person in the camping line. He numbered everyone’s hands and then half of them actually slept in hotels last night while their friends stayed out there? And they’re going to come back and jump up to their “number” in line. im over all of this you guys. That’s the dumbest thing I’ve ever heard. I’m just so done. I’m never doing this again not even Lana is worth the stress it takes to fight these crazy people for a decent spot.

“Barricade” should just be its own ticket at this point I feel like. Even if it’s super pricey. Cause this whole going to war thing for Lana is insane. I love her so much and I can’t stop crying because now I’m pretty sure my chance of getting it is gone. But like even for Lana I just simply can not put myself in a situation where I may end up not feeling well at all. This is just crazy. I did not think there would be 30+ people camping out there. Whatever. I’m about to try to sleep in my hotel room.

there’s 31 people out there now…. I guess it’s over for me. I can’t go out there with them I will feel like total shit tomorrow. I don’t understand how people are even capable of doing this. I’m so sad. I tried so hard and did so much just to get here and now I’m probably gonna be stuck at the back of the pit. I just give up.

Lmao this whole trip for me was incredibly chaotic too. And so many things went wrong along the way. are you in the pit or a seat?

Like I’m just so shook and confused. Wtf are we supposed to do. This woman rly has out here in West Virginia with no Ubers….

there’s literally no Ubers here. None. My friend has been trying to get one for an hour and a half. I’m so scared. And it says it’s gonna charge me $50 for me to schedule one right now for the morning. I don’t even know what to do now

Are you here??

Omfg. Apparently now there are 15 people camped out. This is insane

My friend is going now to be with the campers bc she’s insane lol. If I go later on do you think everyone is gonna be mad if I skip them and go next to her lol. I’m planning to go at 7am for now. It’s 1am right now

I’ve pushed my way thru at a suicideboys show (lol) and it was absolutely Insane I honestly thought I was about to get beat up so many times. Also felt like I couldn’t breathe once I got up the stage (there is no barricade at those shows) it was all worth it in the end bc I lived and wasn’t injured lmao but it was very intense. And I honestly have a feeling for Lana it’s even worse lol. Idk I’m so scared man. But I need real sleep indoors. My plan right now is to sleep for about 5 or 6 hours (until 6/7am) & then go over there and see what the line of campers is looking like

Thank you sm Elle. I have chronic migraines which also come with nausea and im just really afraid to push my body too far before I even get IN the pit where i obviously need to feel okay to make it thru the show. My gut is telling me to catch some sleep and go in the morning because otherwise I may screw myself and end up sick trying to sleep out there on the grass (not getting real sleep) and then I’ll ruin the entir show for myself. So this info was very helpful thank you.

I just got to West Virginia omg. My friend and I have pit tickets. Is anyone else here and doing pit also? We’re in our hotel right now but we were old by someone who’s camping out the venue that there’s already 12 people there lined up and camping… I rly don’t want to but I want to TRY for barricade bc I came all This way. Omfg

Omfg. I just got to WV wtf

I’m $220 away from getting on a greyhound bus to West Virginia and being in the pit. Oh my god does anyone want to help me 😭 please

You guys I’m trying to go to West Virginia and I posted to my insta story that if everyone just sent me $1 on cashapp I could have a chance at going… mostly as a joke but also wishful thinking. But a few sweet friends of mine actually sent money. One sent $20, another sent $33.33 😭 and one sent $100 (he’s the friend who first showed me Lana in 2011) im honestly in shock that they’re making it more possible that I could actually go. I’m still not even close to what I need but omg. Pray for me lmao 🙏

I just love you!!! Manifesting that she’ll come back and one day I will be able to afford pit, and maybe we can go in together 🥰 I’ll protect you down there 😆

gosh you’re so right.

Thank you for providing this info. Not only is it helpful to prepare me for tomorrow but it’s also very validating for me to hear. Like on a serious note yall, I often feel embarrassed with how obsessed I am with Lana. But I just value her art so much. So this is honestly heart breaking, but not surprising. I’m tired of sounding like a whiny brat, I’m sorry. but I just get so jealous and my feelings get hurt seeing people with money get to constantly have the good seats & the pit & barricade, follow Lana around on tour (not you Quincy, you clearly are a real fan and deserve to be there) I know this isn’t the case for everyone but I just get the vibe that a lot of people doing that aren’t the “true” fans. Arriving to a Lana show late or leaving early? I could NEVER. Tomorrow is going to be one of the most important days of my life as silly as that may sound to some people. like, I need every single part of it to be perfect because it’s been something I’ve dreamed of and hoped for for the past 8 years since the first time I saw her live. It kills me that I can’t be down there in the pit or closer and will likely never meet Lana or get to thank her or anything. I don’t want to scream at the top of my lungs in her face or blind her with the flash of my phone. I just want to tell her thank you for everything, hand her a letter… and of course a selfie would be amazing but i could even do without that as long as I could tell her how much I appreciate her. Idk. this is just rly sad to hear but like I said, I’m not surprised. I hope I can just be in my own bubble tomorrow staring at her and not worrying about how other people have better spots than me. It’s just hard not to be extremely jealous sometimes. dude I wish. It would be chaotic for sure but also so amazing. I just feel like WE really deserve our chance at getting close or meeting her! Like if not US then WHO!?!?

delusional as always I’m sure but I’ve been thinking Lana is closing this leg of the tour with West Virginia, doing the stand by your man and summertime covers at almost every show, there’s been a lot of talk about the covers album again…. Maybe she’s going to sing country roads at the West Virginia show, after did you know… and then announce the album 👀👀👀 I know our queen is usually not this organized so even tho it seems obvious it may be a stretch. But I really hope this is the case

What did they get kicked out for?

You look adorable in all the photos! It warms my heart. I hope you had soooo much fun! If I’d had the means to go with you, I absolutely would have. maybe one day 🥰🩵 Im so excited to see her Friday

At least you tried!!! 😭😭😭 Lmao this is why I’m too scared to try to request a song at the Charlotte show. I might make my bf do it lmao. His voice will probably be louder and carry over the crowd better anyways 😭

Section 4 row K! soooo can we all try to chant for a song?? my vote is for serial killer, cruel world or honeymoon

Just got my ticket transfer from seat geek 👌