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  11. Posted

    Gosh where to begin here honestly. There are so many things I can relate to when it comes to her music especially. I definitely have my own daddy issues when it comes to men. I always just feel the need to have my love validated through having a person. Like I need a person, I want a person, I have to have a person to feel. Sometimes I find myself being a stonewall. At least that's what people say including my partner. Growing up I learned to not show my emotions and it just kind of stuck with me. So I find myself just feeling disconnected a lot so there is always a certain sense of melancholia that I can feel. In her music I feel this undercurrent of melancholy that connects perfectly with mine. When in the end all I want is to love and be loved.

     

    As for her fast living at a young age that is something that I connect with completely. Whenever I was a teenager up until about 9th grade I had everything on track. I was set to graduate a year early and start college but for some reason my sophomore year I went fucking crazy. When I say this I mean life on the edge booze, drugs, partying, young, wild, and free. I had a lot of independence at this age. My parents were never really parents in that aspect so I pretty much did whatever I wanted. I was skipping school getting wasted and high just doing whatever I wanted. Really I had a control problem but also I was trying to escape my feelings and self. Like I said in a previous post I've had my fair share of tribulations and childhood wasn't exempt from that. It got to the point where my family couldn't handle it. They held a makeshift intervention and wanted me to go to rehab. At this point I had countless accidents i.e. running over trash cans, busting my head open, losing my car, driving in ditches. Too much shit to count. I also had a friend od and was involved in another wreck with two friends in which the driver died. So my life was pretty crazy. I went the first time but wasn't ready. I was seventeen at this time. I left the second day. After that a few months passed before I just couldn't handle it anymore. I was then ready! I went back and stayed through the whole program and it really helped and gave me a different outlook on life. I then stayed in a twelve step program for over two years and remained completely sober and clean. So that whole aspect of her music really resonates with me.

     

    Now I realize I was just a kid who was young and dumb. I don't do drugs or anything but I do drink on occasion. But the point is that part of my life shaped me into who I am today. I did all my partying in my early years and I feel like she can understand that and I appreciate that. Now I'm just like some old man lol at twenty five. But I'm okay with that because it is how I want to be. Idk there's a lot more to go on. I like her style. I like her niche for the vintage. I like her musical tastes as far as artists she likes and I also just feel like I share her same chill laid back attitude. That may be crazy because I don't know her but that's the feeling I get from her. My aspect on it is that shit happens in life and you just have to roll with it. I think she understands that. Lol honestly this was probably all a total over share but I wanted to focus on some more of the personal relations rather than the superficial ones. I just love her music for so many different reasons. It makes me happy!

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  21. Posted

    B E S T

    Cruel World

    Ultraviolence

    Brooklyn Baby

    West Coast

    Money Power Glory

    Pretty When You Cry

     

    W O R S T

    Guns & Roses

    The Other Woman

     

    OTHER HONORABLE MENTIONS

    Flipside

    Is This Happiness

    Fucked My Way Up to the Top

    Black Beauty

     

    NOT SO HONORABLE

    Florida Kilos

     

    Obviously I love this album lol!

     

    :dance:

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  22. Posted


    • 1: When did you first discover Lana Del Rey? Winter of 2011
    • 2: What was the first song that made you fall in love with her music Summertime Sadness (I first heard it on a 90's hr radio show(Kid Kelly Backtrax USA) on a Saturday morning in Dec 2011 and was like damn I have to have this, now! Been here ever since.)
    • 3: Favorite Lana hairstyle? I lover her as brunette! Gentle waves or straight. I liked her hair for Ride also!
    • 4: Favorite live performance? Really love the live shows @ Amoeba(2012) "Just seemed so chill. Down to earth" + Oslo(2013) "Heart Shaped Box, Body Electric :flutter: " + (Carcassonne(2014)  "Ride, MPG, FMWUTT. :flutter: "
    • 5: Favorite lyric? Honestly so many. She's really a great lyricist. I'm always posting them lol. Can't pick just one! Depends on my mood!
    • 6: Would you make out with Lana if you had the chance to? No, she's beautiful though!
    • 7: Favorite facial feature? Nose and smile!
    • 8: What's one thing you don't like about Lana? Inconsistency! 
    • 9: Have you ever met Lana? ​Unfortunately I haven't, would love to though!
    • 10: Who's you favorite artist after Lana? Radiohead and Yeah Yeah Yeahs never do any wrong to me. Currently active though I'm loving CHVRCHES and Purity Ring! (Honestly too many to name, I'm always listening to tons of music.)
    • 11: Would you say you're obsessed or just a really big fan? O B S E S S E D !
    • 12: What if Lana was secretly an evil zombie would you still love her? Lol, sure. Don't see this happening so that's what we'll go with.

     


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  23. Posted

    Love Kicker!

     

     

    Some faves:

     

    C o m p a s s

     

    H y p n o t i c 

     

    S h a d o w P r e a c h e r s (this is currently on repeat)

     

    H i g h

     

    J a m e s o n

     

    S w e e t O p h e l i a.

     

    :dance:

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  24. Posted

    This really sucks!

     

    Ugh, I should have went to Houston. :defeated:

     

    Oh well, shit happens lol. There's always next year!

     

    I was looking at the events for Gexa and they are packed pretty solid, so I can definitely see where there may be some conflicts.

    Like you say also, who knows what else could be in play!

     

    Just not meant to be, that's okay though!

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