BuriedAliveByLove

I know how that feels, and it really sucks. Making friends is usually impossible for me, unless it's online because I'm too afraid to talk to people. What do I hate? Depression, anxiety and insomnia. Combine all three of those together and you get a nice big mess. I need help with the depression, but the anxiety makes that nearly impossible. Then the insomnia just amplifies everything so much more than it should be. I thought I was getting over my problems until the insomnia hit me.

@Arcadia this is for you, I'm listening to this because of you. Until my life is through, girl I'll be loving you forever!

@Arcadia Smart, beautiful, funny, and just simply the most wonderful girl I've ever met.

I came in here to say this exact thing.

Trying to explain my crappy situation to people online, only to have them tell me to try things I just specifically said I've tried or things I can't do.

Listening to the song where I got my user name from

@Arcadia only talking to me for about 10 hours yesterday

Currently play on PS4 mostly. Still playing GTA 5, even though I don't know why since I only play the online mode anymore and usually on my own since I hate playing with strangers and don't know many people with the game. Also working on Sleeping Dogs (PS4 version) as well. I have a ton of other games I need to play still, like 20 of them from sales on the PS Store. Favorites include basically any Zelda game, the GTA games, the older Final Fantasy games, Skies of Arcadia, Shenmue 1 & 2, Elder Scrolls 3-5, Xenoblade Chronicles, and the Sims games. Gamer tags are SpursTim21 for the Playstation and I don't have the One but it's NYY2DJ on the 360, and please no random friend requests if interested in adding me for anything please talk to me first because I don't accept random requests. Looking forward to Shenmue 3, because it's been 16 ****ing years since Shenmue 2 was released!! Here's a list of the games I own if anyone is interested: https://www.gamefaqs.com/community/strife14467/games/owned