LanaFlowers

Fame is one of the worst things that can happen to a person. It horrifies me. Maybe it's my BPD, maybe it's my anxiety disorder, but I don't think of fame as anything but a curse. I'd rather be poor than famous, and that's saying something considering how much I love money. I need my fucking peace. I've gone through hell, still going through it, in silence, behind closed doors. So many people think they know me and they don't know shit. They don't even know I'm sick. They probably think I'm just lazy, like we say Lana is. I can't imagine thousands of rabid fans harassing me & demanding that I mAkE aN eFfOrT while I'm just trying to get through each day without jumping off a fucking window. But I don't make promises I can't keep. And I didn't chase fame. Way too many people think of Lana as this shy, introverted sad girlTM who just wants to write love songs in the rain and hide in deserted beaches. She might have regretted fame, but she wanted it. She didn't ask for this, she begged for this. She fought for this. She went from New York to LA and London for this. She sucked dick for this. She wasn't a child star who got pushed into a celebrity lifestyle she didn't choose. She's been glamourizing the everloving fuck out of fame for like 15 years now. She worked so hard to become a star, refusing to give up even as the years went by and seemingly nothing happened. What can I say, be careful what you wish for... But she knew what she was getting herself into. She grew up watching celebrities getting harassed by paparazzi and having their personal lives invaded in the most shameless manner. She's been so lucky so far, the SNL thing & the UV backlash are nothing compared to what other celebrities have had to face. Nobody even gives a fuck about her anymore, only her fans. She manages to live a mostly quiet life, while still being able to call herself famous. I don't feel like most of us are asking for too much. Like I said, actions have consequences. Everything comes at a cost. You trade privacy for fame. And when you make promises, you are expected to keep them. When you lead people on, don't get mad if they get upset. And when you give up on your career, don't get upset when your fans give up on you. ...Though of course they won't.

I said it before Lana's daddy did; treat 'em mean to keep 'em keen. And make them fucking work for it. Everyone wants to fuck you over, take a mile off your inch. Showing a little appreciation? Fine. But shower someone with love & endless praise and it's over lmao. It's fun to stan ironically, but jokes aside...cults ain't cute. People should earn your respect and work hard for your support. Because what you support is what you'll get. When you accept & encourage lack of effort, don't expect anything more than that.

I think this will be the first LDR album I will not be purchasing. I only listen to my illegal downloads anyway... I bought all the albums & some deluxe editions just to support her, and I don't feel like supporting NFR. Actions should have consequences.

hasn't been in years

kind of impossible since she'd run away screaming at the first sign of criticism

Alexa play The Other Woman

I have a Windows Media Player playlist and I'm not afraid to use it lol Apart from CDs I refuse to pay for music. Like it still shocks me that people pay to download music, wtf is even up with that lmao

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I am an unhip old but from what I've gathered streaming means using spotify or apple to listen to music, right? Well I don't even know how to use that lmao

I just wanted to say @ I lowkey fucking love you <3

confession time i've never fucking streamed her IN MY LIFE

reminder that we are stanning a literal child

i like being a bandwagon hoe it's fun but deep down idgaf tbh

fixed it for u

wE dOnT hAvE a dAtE

Pretty Baby Tired of Singing The Blues Kinda Out of Luck Driving In Cars With Boys Fine China

was this...news? :/

no hard feelings

I agree! The moment stupid venice bitch came out, MAC stopped existing smh

I don't even remember, but it was from one of those fan group chats he joins from time to time? it was last year

remember that group chat screenshot that everyone thought was fake because she was saying stuff like "i've been making one amazing decision after another lately & doing everything right" or something? like jesus christ girl lmao

tbh i can't really tell when she's joking bc she's naturally cringy and at first i thought she was joking about almost everything when she was actually being serious