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LanaFlowers

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  1. yeah i find it hard to believe that she's looking snatched as fuck, contoured & highlighted 24/7, EXCEPT for when she's going out, meeting with her friends, etc. does she take off her makeup at the door? lol
  2. I just think it's so funny how she's supposed to be living the insta baddie life and we're not even seeing Glossier style no makeup makeup looks. She can talk about contour kits and neon shit all she wants (who's even doing that anymore btw??), but I called this from the beginning, this is Sirens era vol 2
  3. like bish u can't be bothered w tinted chapstick simmer down
  4. remember when she said she'd get the abh contour kit? LMAO
  5. jesus she looks ridiculously beautiful here... out of this world <3
  6. actually not a huge fan, it's cute and I like it, but the album version SLAPS
  7. Definitely not my favorite title track of hers, but I actually really like it...when I manage to ignore the weeknd's vocals. His voice is sooooo fucking annoying, he legit ruins the whole song. It took me months to finally be able to just tune it out. I get that they're friends, but I wish she hadn't featured him on her own album. If she had used the original song, and then released a single or sth with the Weeknd version, it would have been much better received. That's actually what I love about the song the most lmao yeah i hate that shit
  8. You know, NFR felt like a Fall album to me from the start, but my dumb ass thought for sure it was coming LAST Fall
  9. I don't really visit the fan art section of the site but it makes me so sad, thinking about how amazing & iconic this era would be if Lana just hired some of you to handle the visuals and promote the album
  10. I can't say I glorify anything... I just find Lizzy incredibly endearing. She reminds me a bit of my younger self, and a lot of my close friends from that period of my life. I love her raw vulnerability, her girlish charm, and her defining desire to live life to the fullest. I was never as wild as she was, but that's something I can relate to. And I miss it. Feeling alive. I will never be happy again, I will never be free again -of care, worry, regrets or responsibilities. The girl I used to be is dead. And that's how it should be. Growing up and evolving as a person means learning from your mistakes, not repeating them, leaving damaging behaviors behind, learning how to protect yourself, and being more cautious, mindful, organized and critical. I sacrificed a lot to get where I am right now (including my own "Lizzy-ness"), and I am not happy, but I am wiser, stronger, and a better person overall. Nothing survived. No trinkets, no pictures, not one relationship. No places, either, I've moved away. Lana's old music...it brings me back. She often references places I grew up in, or lived, and places that mean a lot to me. To be honest, I do live in the past. I try so hard not to, but it's hard to stop thinking about happier times when you're miserable. I miss the things she reminds me of.
  11. But the only insight we have into her perspective is her interviews & lyrics...and she reminds me of myself at 14 Her immaturity is frankly staggering. Her going back & forth, and having some brief moments where she realizes she's an adult, is the best we can hope for I'm afraid.
  12. Changed, yes, but her music is in no way more mature. Half the songs from Lust for Life could have been written by a teenager. Songs like Heroin, 13 Beaches, and more recent tracks like Hope? Those songs I would never call childish or vacuous. But she was writing equally "mature" songs at 21 as well.
  13. someone's journaling again
  14. Jokes aside...she's living her life. Could be I'm just projecting, but I "lived fast" for years and now my life could not be more uneventful. But that's how I want it to be, because that's what I can handle. I'm exhausted. I'm well and truly drained. Every ounce of strength & energy I have, I use to get through the day, and maybe work on myself. I can't work on or for anybody else. Entertaining people and performing in any way, is out of the question. So I can definitely relate to the way she seems to be feeling & living. We're over here losing our minds but...we're over here. We're not her friends, we're not her family or people she works with. She disables the comments on her instagram posts, and we don't exist. I can't wait for NFR either, but there's no point in stressing over it. We're getting worked up and she's getting dicked down by some actor dude. We're over here begging for news while she's having pumpkin spice lattes & steak burritos with her insta baddie girlfriends. She doesn't want to work. She doesn't want to interact with us. At what point do we get the message and just let the woman be?
  15. she spent years chasing the fuck out of fame. she continuously glorified the pop star lifestyle and desperately tried to become a star herself. she was obsessed with fame & glamour
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