Violently Happy

thank you! I was having kinda hesitant to post, because I wasn’t sure how’d I’d make such a long story short. I’m glad you enjoyed reading my experience! she truly is kind! That’s why I don’t understand how fans can get so upset with her over small things... At the end of the day she is human and there is so much she can do. There were so many fans who wanted to unstan her due to the popups. I get that she said she’d be there for an hour everyday, but if anyone would have seen how it was the first day they would understand how overwhelming and scary it must’ve been for her. One girl even wanted to beat up her driver! O_O It gets me mad and sad when I hear someone trash talk her, because she is honestly a beautiful person who has so much love inside her.

I forgot some other things. She was extremely detailed when signing all of my items. She asked me where I wanted her signature to be on my hat, and when I told her I wasn’t sure and where did she think it’d look cool, she said “I think on the side it will look really cool.” I also asked if she could sign my jacket, and if she had a gold marker for it. “She asked everyone in line if they had a gold marker, and everyone responded with no, but the store employees had a silver one. She placed my jacket flat on the ground and she kneeled down and signed it on the floor! After she was done she got up and asked me if it looked okay and she said “I hope it doesn’t come off, I don’t think it will. But I think it looks really cool.” As for my vinyl she asked if I wanted anything extra written on it besides my name and her signature, and that’s when I gave her those lyrics. When we took pictures she also made sure I was happy with them. I didn’t like the first pic of me kissing her on the cheek, so I asked for a do over. She also grabbed my phone to take some of the other selfies! I also told her that’d I’d be seeing her in San Diego, and she replied with “really? I love San Diego. It’s so beautiful there.” It was very intimate and I am so grateful that I got the chance to meet her. I will always rememebr the day I met her. I’m happy to hear that my story makes you feel like you’re there! I hope one day you can meet her also! I know I never thought I would.

I’ve seen someone post that theirs ripped. That’s what also kinda scares me about getting it. $80 is not cheap at all, but I really want it. I feel scared wearing my racer jacket. It just feels really thin and delicate also. Plus mine is signed so I can’t bring myself to wear it. I’ve only worn it once so far. The hoodie looked like a normal everyday wearing jacket, so I wish I would’ve gotten that one. I hope she restocks it when the tour starts. I wanted the windbreaker to wear at the concert but now hearing that it’s very delicate I’m kinda unsure about that lol.

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thanks! I’m thinking of taking a chance on an XL then. I’m still not sure if I should though lol because $80 ain’t cheap. >.< The black hoodie looked true to size when I seen them at the popup. I didn’t try them on though so I definitely can be wrong. I really wanted that one also and now it’s sold out on her site. :’(

Does anyone know the exact length of the windbreaker? I heard it’s kinda short? I’m 5’10 and wondering if it’ll be too short on me? I thought of buying an XL. I’m typically a medium.

^ I can’t believe I said that! It’s because the morning before we met her I was talking with the people I camped out with. We were talking about how perfect she was and how her nose was so perfect. I even told one of the girls I was with if it would be weird if I complimented Lana’s nose. She was like “no it’s true! Go for it.” I didn’t think I’d actually say it, but I got so nervous it just slipped out! XD Lana didn’t seem bothered or weirded out by it so that’s good. I think she could tell that I was extremely nervous and tired.

I recently met her at her popup shop! I’ve been thinking about making a separate post about my experience as it was something I’ll never forget, but I’ll just post here. I camped out to met her on the the 27th of November, and I met her the very next day. I was so anxious and was super panicky as everyone was unsure if she was going to meet us. Right before we were about to go into the shop, a store employee told us he had a great surprise for us. I started shaking and my heart dropped. Another employee who was beyond sweet (think her name was Alexa) told us that Lana would be meeting us in an hour. She also told us Lana said we could pick any item from the store to take home for free! I ran to the racer jacket as I wanted that the most, and I even had lana sign it! We were then put into a line and Alexa assured us that we’d all have equal time with her. Lana came and looked radiant as ever, and I believe I was fourth in line. I started panicking even more. I told her I was super shy and I was sorry, and she looked so beautiful. I even told her how perfect her nose was! XD I was so nervous I went into shock. She kept thanking me for camping out and she even asked how it was. In my head I was like, “bish there was homeless everywhere and they were peeing on your shop!” But I just said it was interesting and very cold lmao. She thanked me, and I had her sign my lust for life hat, racer jacket and BTD vinyl. I asked her if she could write “filled with poison blessed with beauty and rage” on the cover. She replied with, “that’s a great one,” and then I asked her if I could kiss her. I was nervous (probably sounds dumb), but I told her only if she felt okay with it and it’s okay if she didn’t, but then she was like “you can kiss me on my cheek and it’s fine I received many kisses from other boys before.” I legit died when she said that. I also congratulated her on her Grammy nomination and told her I’d be seeing her in San Diego. She thanked me again and hugged me goodbye. It felt like a dream and I almost even stole her marker without realizing it until the store employee told me I took it. XD She is honestly a beautiful person inside and out. I have never camped out for any artist, but for Lana I would definitely do it again. The experience was amazing. I met so many wonderful people that night I camped out. I hope I can meet her again soon, and fingers cross that I will be less shy and awkward. Sorry this post was super long! There’s so much more but I tried to make it shorter. ^^;

the gate is such a beautiful mv. Reminds me of a Final Fantasy game! XD

I also stan Kerli, and I also know she’s changed her style (she’s actually not edm anymore either). But when I first seen and heard Melanie’s music and image I immediately thought of Kerli. Other people in the comments also noted that the style is similar. Kerli may have changed sounds and image but just Walking On Air alone has similarities to Melanie’s style imo. Not trying to say Melanie copied or got inspiration ^^; Just think she didn’t create her sound or image as I’ve heard artists do the Lolita/creepy thing. Not so much the baby thing though lol

I already have the racer jacket from the shop and the Lust for life hat. I wanted the cherry merch so bad though! I thought it was adorable and I heard the sweatshirt was unbelievably soft! Hope she decides to put those items up later.

[flash=] IMO I don’t think she invented her sound or style...