He added a bit more:
I really do, it's between that and AW for my #1 from the album
I don't think anything else does, the album is mostly about her closest circle - family, friends, her memories with them. There is a lot of retrospection so I guess she felt like this was also something that shaped her as a person, maybe taught her to be tough, or was pulling her down for the longest. I personally don't see Lana being seen like that for years now, she is really well respected as an artist. But she definitely was really judged early on, the entire BTD era so it's probably a reflection on that.
The Tommy "collab" is also not what people think it is but I want to listen to it a bit more before I write about it