Make me your Dream Life

idk i'd be pissed too if i was insulted for creating something of myself on my own and being called so n so, to then influencing the mainstream/ sound and them getting praised for it and being forgotten and pushed back, with little to no recognition for a great part. i'm sure there's more to how it works but they took her wave and claimed it as their own when they were shitting on her before. i am very much glad other artists are praising her, but to have that on you starting out, she shouldn't've had such a tougher time breaking thru when other less seasoned artists were basically just getting their fame for being able to be marketable. good on her for pushing thru.

glittergate, lust for lisa, the mike dean wfwf fire crackle fiasco, the COCC thread COCC jokes, life is beautiful actually leaking

i think part of the beauty that is blue banisters is the carrying hollow that's found in the overall atmosphere and production of the entire album. i think it has a great capacity to hit harder for those who didn't have the sweetest of starts and the emptiness that others might've not really understood/ can't connect with, is a great representation of finding beauty and value in even the tragedy of wanting to reach the bare minimum of calm. i think after the theorized tiredness she's lived thru nfr carried to a need for a breath of fresh air that's chemtrails, to the looming return of uncovered personal topics that the album shyly and subtly shares, it's an intergenerational album that has a great capacity for nurturing those that need it. i think it's a powerful thing that deserves a little more understanding at least. and it's literally amplified more, past and after the spinning thru the journey of the world's stage. it's a great measurement / ref point. w how tnbar was altered a bit to portray more layers of an unhealthy attachment with a twist of sarcastic retorts, the unreleased tracks do have a role of fulfilling the motives of regret, anguish, hope and dreaming that make total sense with the rest of the album's world. it might not be everyone's cup of tea, but i personally take it as a great big deal of the opening up of her world like this. u wouldn't spit on a person that u saw was going thru it/ sad. and how can u be trusted w more if u can't at least appreciate what u already have now first.

woman had me crying about parts of stairs let's be honest i still get emotional about this album forever a soft spot for u bb wtf but actually i love it

manifesting a gay music video

it's time for my periodical promo'ing of this:

seans GAY??? that's hot

someone set up an interview w the plastic bag. what was it carrying? clues? surprise surprise

all i see is DNC

we had a great time practicing today didn't we. the chaos felt so genuine. we manifest again at dawn.

i'm practicing how to look surprised after our manifestations come true

Guns N Roses by Lana Music to listen to by the water

absolutely no one: Lana's nails causing havoc on the forum:

I could defo see the Virgo feel to the aspects of the virgin Mary as well, I think maybe even w Gods & Monsters as well for another side of them. Something about Bel Air vibes Sagittarius to me for some reason, maybe it's the traveling aspect and the different kind of visual components/actions in that part. I was thinking overall, an Aquarius w the traversing of the city of angels I'm not sure how to explain, but it might just be the out of body experience-ish feel and documentary film vibe of it altogether. I'm not so familiar with Lilith so I googled it, and the overall description, I can see how that parallels that body.

but what does it mean

surprise surprise indeed

what is happening now exactly

Idk I got an email but didnt feel like shopping atm

I have news. You’re all invited. To Lana’s birthday celebration. At LDR Village.

it's very exciting yes

It’ll happen, energetically, it’s already happening. The universe’s gears are guiding us to that moment. The planets are having a conga line picnic. The wind, it is a metaphorization and occurrence that literally carries change and the birds sing their songs. That’s the truth, we are ever so much more closer than we were before. That’s trust, that’s a good vibe, we’re vibin u can too if u wanted

spiritually, this is me accepting the good news of music news we knew this day would come but like post tmrw cus hopefully she'll need the day after partying too hard or something but who's to say what'll happen who- who's to say?

manifesting her friends got her a stripper

Happy birthday summer spirit Lana I'm not expecting anything happy happy, and now for us but u know what, surprises are always possible