Make me your Dream Life

fear

reflection

was having a shit day but ohmygod ohmygod happy kween

idk but she's dressed like a Spice Girl? she can be Gorgeous Spice

Blue Banisters single cover picture disc RSD release manifesting

Multitasking look how I do this look how I got this

it's ok if ur not ready

They trampled her dreams and mocked her, and she broke. and now, her revenge is like leaving the equation, where she takes all that's good with her away, putting all of that love back to herself and what she cares about. it's an album that's big on self-respect and reclaiming one's self. she wants to continue sharing thru music, left social media to then having a private account. it's like she's saying, hey i'm here, but only for those who care enough to actually want to get to know me and see me for me, nothing else. and then what adds more to the record is that it's just so stable and solid enough to be her last record. as a long time fan, i'm having trouble thinking about what her next step might be for the next record if what i'm theorizing above is true. because this is such a beautiful and just response to the outside, and a more intimate answer for those who've stood/listened to her for the longest. I KNOW this record is going to be remembered as being something pivotal in her career, even past it's beauty. i've always been the sort of person to sort of peer into someone's perspective first than my own to understand them better first than forming opinions, so connecting and understanding her work past the upfront was and is a real extra genuine pleasure. this album just wraps so much of what her public professional career has been the past years. for those wanting more on lush and intricate production, as enticing as that'd sound, the atmosphere, personally, and from a cultural standpoint/counterpoint perspective, I think blends perfectly for it's own. I read somewhere that reduction is actually an act of mastery, and she does so beautifully w holding and creating the space she does w this album. ofc I'd love to hear more music and projects from her, but for me, like how she's shifted from NFR to making listeners shift their way of listening to her music from more grandiose, direct fashion, to a more contemplative and immersive delicate place NFR onto COTCC, to now the very much more tenderly-charged, tender BB. I know a lot of people might've not noticed, but this all gives the kind of experience and feelings when getting to start actually knowing someone, to then having them disappear. as a fan, it's truly heartbreaking to know that she's been through so much to have to have raced through all this, but makes me even more happier that she's able to start moving past it. I hope she keeps sharing the beautiful and unique pockets of universes that she does w her work. a lot seems to be answered already, but maybe some more movie soundtracks, maybe even directing? the poetry's still very much gladly welcome. and of course maybe she'll get to better write the album of her dreams, that'd really be something. maybe more gradually and little nods. I'm real happy to know that we've been part of and get to experience her career like this firsthand. Universe pulled and is pulling through wow ah Said this time and time again, but thanks Miss Rey. It's been and is incredible.

what did u think of it?

Spotify Aura legend

Top 0.05% I am not ashamed 😌 Ohhhh ohhhh klaholllllmmmaaaaaa mm mm . . .

Cloudy weather , harsh sunlight

it's crazy strangely beautiful to think how she's sorta mothered an entire generation without having much of a mother herself (from what we know anyway)

more of this n a nectar of the gods soundscape

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I just stare at my vinyl and like I’m happy like I know it’s weird but ohmygod. The proud sense of having them. Idk if I even wanna open them ahhhhhhhhh

She's gonna be a favorite within deeper music circles. Her stuff's just too influential and carries a lot of substance that's been recycled itself in the forms of other more popular artists. I really can't name another artist in the scene rite now that does music just like she does. Still cant choose proper favorites bc i love what each track brings to the album its actually kinda shocking

I think it's always been meant to be like an anthology of her work so far, and what her career could've gone to, but it's just the strangest most ironic thing that this album was for the fans and it kinda imploded in regards to the majority of her more serious fanbase. always loved this record because for me, it was meant to be more fun, so glad that others are kinda seeing it's value easier now.

this, but i've just been lazy about putting on the vinyl especially since cocc was released. mite go to it on an easy day but yeah the atmosphere's perfect

this yt page. I remember i'd always be looking for music to sort of enrich life somehow, and i'd put the unreleased on itunes so i could listen to them while i biked down this hill in my neighborhood during sunset thought the page was holy

opened my vinyl, US, and got the azure/deep blue vinyl. the color defo changes depending on the light imo, but i mean look at it there's some kind of like thin waves on mine, and it looks beautiful. it looks like blue fire or the avatar state

i didn't sleep much since like yesterday morning/the nite before. worth it finally. actually the black version isnt included in the pic, but she's there too now i can nap

My vinyl arrived