Make me your Dream Life

(I'm just gonna keep using this gif on here bc I get a kick out of it- nothing personal!) But, yes! It really calms me down. Do u like poking fun mischievously? But like, nothing serious?

GODDAMN manch-

Hm. BtD - cold, active, detached Paradise - hedonistic, sinister, loose UV - hot, raging, sarcastic HM - languishing, mindful, hypnotic LFL - meta, hopeful, engaging NFR - vulnerable, courageous, patient WHF - ???

We would love more sexy music like how she saved DCMA

A MOOD

Everytime ive something to say about this record nd the music I stop myself and think. How tf am I gonna articulate my sense of hesitant wonder this time? I'm honestly just shook

Nope. I'm just inserting this Clamp, not directed towards anyone- Do u like going to museums?

Sad Girl

Hm. So. Just realized that the pop up site's still on, which is great. Wanted to get some post cards but. Idfk bc I haven't even gotten a confirmation on my last order so. Gaha I'm conflicted

... the SANTA ANA MOVES YOOOU OOH It's like some sick cocktail of emotions really, but it's so good listening to em after crying over them, and then smiling about it after laughing at urself. Idk how that works really hahahahaha but yeah, my take on it atm

Mm. Before I potentially inadvertently succumb to some sort of neg waves bc of life n shit, I just wanted to possibly one-up myself if or when that happens and just had to say how FUCKING grateful I am for these past several weeks and how the music rollout's been a way of syncing w life atm. Like, just. I'm a mess of emotions most of the time within myself (Alexa stream Soda.mp3 by the chicken murderess but (she's really good love/hate)) but anticipating the music, the videos, the jokes, the merch coming n coming in and just being able to share good feelings w u guys, even the fucking arguments that lowkey test my nerves n trigger my laugh responses (lol) it's been fucking great. Haven't even gotten to really get over the high of everything to really dissect all that much of what the songs are between the lines in the background but, it'll be Fall soon here, and I'm sure we'll all be having diff sorts of revelations w how the weather and life events transition to Winter, and yeah I always do my best to anticipate shit, but ur never really fully prepared for feeling those things through as intensely in the moment, so writing this to remind myself to quit being a little bitch about it after a good cry- to quick sec crab-stand-flip-jump on my feet again. Mm. capping this stream of sentimentality atm, but basically, stream Happiness is a Butterfly, drink something that'll keep u warm/cool w/e, pull yourself together, nd fucking smile as u frontier the daylight (nd nite time hours, flesh it out too, ur call). *in the melody of HtD* This is how, u subvert a spazz fit (Can u spell F A I L SA F E?) Now. Where tf is my hoodie, I can feel the earth spinning sliding into colder weather, the clouds r coming n shit

This lyric gets me everytime and gets me overthinking of ways of how to surpass n best through it

Inb4 White Hot Forever is referring to how stars turn into supernova's then possibly a massive black hole. Queen of referencing the gays SPACE DISCO. SOFT ROCK. Alexa, stream Gimme^3 !.mp3 by Abba

I still wished that Lionsgate would stop hogging LiB ty ty

Stream it girls n gays : https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LrSX_OcpeJg edit: the smile she has @ 5:59 seems so healthy ah ~ still wish the coca cola company would jump on this track bc it's perfect for it imo

Alexa, stream (Happiness is a) Butterfly.mp3 by Mariah Carey, highkey tho, hope any flowers ya have around them are thriving too

Ok. This is really beautiful nd magical, so thank u for sharing wtf.. nd I like the name changes too ah ---- ! Philly nd culture, I like those a lot ahahahahahaha. Do u let them out or? What are butterfly protocols lol idk it must be real magical just letting them flit around. Feels like we're getting sidetracked, but ah thanks for sharing

Yessssss. Glad that u did. and- but I mean- honestly, so much more material to just cause some temp chaos w lmao

Mm. I think the snippet issue really just might be a self-control thing tbh. I mean not to shame anyone, but it's really just pacing w what u get and how often u listen. Personal verdict, would love. I'd rather have something periodically to listen to if needed than not. Holding back n giving in's really just a fun part of the process. and let's be real, it's pretty fun discussing them, and/or fucking w the others who've listened (myself included tf) or not lol

Ohmygod! Yes!! Which name did u choose for him/her?

Mm i sorta am too. I think after taking em u can upload them to imgur. Then that site'll have the option of providing u w links to the pics, so we can all see em! Side note, I wanted to go to this butterfly release day at this science center that I love going to but missed it bc life gets busyyy. But back to it, imgur, upload, link.

Like, not to b a weirdo but I love butterflies, can we see them?

Respectfully disagree. The intimate placement of the vocals, nd soft harmonies laid there, the stripped piano, percussion at the chorus nd kaleidoscopic dispersement of the vocals giving it that smoky, hazy quality. Higher octave piano keys at the second verse- just right, the soft guitar nd then synths. Her main vocals contrasting w the lightness of how the harmonies and synths are, nd the collectedness of the piano carry it, and subtlety of the guitars really blend the song well. It's like delicate, but still somehow heavy and that adds to the already trance-like melody. like ohmyfuck