Make me your Dream Life

This thread is HOLY.

13 Beaches v. California

Still reliving that night ah - nice playing it in the background https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=APysRFhhf-w

Send a gayer song, I'll wait https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GIkipDt7vgU

They've got their moments yeah

"Goddamn manchild, u fucked me so good that I almost said "I love you"" "but I don't get bored, I just see it through, why wait for the best, when I could have you?"

OP, still need to listen to Life is Beautiful. Also, is there a songs u wish Lana sung live, thread?

Gives me hallmark babysitter to something more vibes atm ngl

I forgot about this. Re-HYPED!

No. I'm grateful, for where I am, and I guess I'm the only one who can really say why I am where I am and know that it's valid, but I'm not content, and I'm working more towards where I want to be. It's funny bc I always knew where I saw myself since an earlier age for myself, but I got stuck focusing on other people's problems and expectations of me that I took care of, instead of taking care of myself. But I understand how important it was for me to've been derailed, and take those lessons w me everyday. I've been slowly fixating my focus towards myself this year especially than others tho, so for that part, I'm grateful, but I wanna keep doing more. Do you have any irrational fears? What've ya done about them?

U've seen her live then right? Sorry I don't keep up, but gaaaah!! It really was, and just the feel of it, I honestly just felt like a kid w fucking wonder at everything that was happening, in AWE and like disbelief. I'd probably be the one just like retreating and bobbing my head in waves tbh, but for me, I was just frozen and like- lol in awe. Nice moves lol hahahahahahaha. I'd ask for a selfie too tbh, if I were any closer, I would've shared some nice polaroid pics of the performance, but that'll be for next time if anything ahhhhhhhhhh. The album's been sorta just eclipsed by the performance last week, Bartender's a new fave "and our love, the little games we play, from the valley to the beach" new favorite personal lyric - The title track's as beautiful as it in in mp3 form, but so much better. Makes me wanna revisit her entire discographyyy

Thanks Clamp, like ohmahgawd. I'm fucking speechless- Luv ya too bud. I'm sure u experienced something like that forsure! Was fucking magical! ahhhh ~ fucking giggling like a dumbass rn hahahahahaha

Real super late, and I actually feel like I'm cheating myself off of happiness by sharing this personal experience, but just like- Lemme tell ya. ohman. Ok. So. me and a friend meetup to go to the concert, we hangout in his car, have snacks etc, end up hanging out before the show starts, laughs, and jokes etc. Talking w seat neighbors, show starts, make more friends, talkin bout Lana and just her music w other peeps there. Summertime Sadness remix jokes yada- She comes on, these two people ahead of us like, let's just say they were going thru something bc their behaviors were fuckin uncultured, a fight breaks loose some stalls away. At this time, my mind's fucking racing and shit, but it's ok bc i secretly love all the stimuli. There were some fucking beautiful moments that I just, that were their own, and, ah god I'll forever be grateful. Bartender, the title track. Cherry, White Mustang even, Change IS a powerful thing. HIADT- Daddy Issues, WICKED GAME, her energy during OTTR, and how magical Venice was- THE FUCKING FIREWORKS? (lowkey been wanting to visit disney even more bc of that). I swear to GAWD- Now. it was my first time fucking going to ever seeing her live. I shoulda spent more money to see her straight upfront, I do regret that. But. My experience, was so fucking amazing still. Made friends w all my neighbors, cept for the troubled ones at the front, not even gonna lie, me and some bonded over that lowkey tragedy but. The feeling of togetherness, that synergy, that atmosphere. She's that bitch. She's that love goddess, and I'm so fucking grateful I took the chance in watching her perform like wow. Forking over some serious money next time to just get to watch closer. Objectively speaking, it would've been nice if more NFR tracks were being sung, but I guess that's the beauty of seeing her live the first time, and that might totally invalidate my perspective from how veteran concert goers see her, but man. That was a fucking experience, everything about it, mess and not so messy and all. It was an amazing, and heartwarming experience, so good it still feels and probably will always feel surreal. How tf does that work exactly lol. Gah! It just all felt so fucking wholesome, ya know?

wholesome soul cleanse vibes : https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=q6PBW71zi0g

I- I can't even properly form complex thoughts right now, still in disbelief, she's that bitch. She really is. What a fucking gift that night was. Holy fucking hell

Mm, you're probably right. The pattern probably just amazes me if anything

Thinking from a more protected perspective of expecations, idc whether or not she'll perform The Greatest and more NFR tracks tmrw, but she's got to perform it live at least oncee this tour. It'd be such a terrible thing to not do

it's all bueno lol hahahahahaha i'm flippin ready tho gwahaa!

Heyo, it's actually tmrw / was there any different merch from yesterday's show? Wanna have a mental sneak peek if anything

Does. Anyone else wonder why, Lana gets into relationships and things don't work out? It amazes me how such a beautiful woman, inside n out, always ends up feeling alone. Sure there are factors, the uniqueness of her situation, perhaps her and them wanting different things. It gets me down and so confused.

Wonder what she might do for tmrwwwww

Ohmygod wait yes!, is it a diff one tho? I like to think theres a variety or something hahahahahaha. I- I actually took pieces of the LOVE poster from this one pizzeria wall bc the rain let me. I have it in my room, below a wall-shelf. Cleaned nd pseudo wallpapered. Vinyls on top. Bro. Hahahahahahaha

Got the same one, 'cept in white. Didnt even notice the reference, ur rite. Got a postcard still where she's crying in the FIILY vid, almost made me tear up bc of stuff. Did ya get one too? And isn't it beautiful??