yooooooooooooooooooo that's so true. you snapped. like i said, when i transitioned Lana was the only singer I connected with. i absolutely have cried to her songs because of how relatable they were. when i was abandoned by my family, i absolutely needed her music, and specifically the song Bel Air (and the lyric "walk in the way of my soft resurrection" was like the caption of my life at that time). I love Lana and I hope she loves me back as a fan.
edit: i hope one day that LGBTQ people never have to feel loneliness again.