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Again, nowhere have I stated I have personally spoke to Lana about what's wrong, nor do any fans here assuming she's happy have proof of that. I'm just going off of things that are based on what she said. For instance, the pitchfork interview, the lyrics to Hope (which Lana said herself were personal) and her overall behavior. Of course she has grown as a human being, again I never stated she hasn't. I'm simply stating you cannot fully fix your psyche in the span of a couple years. It takes at least, AT LEAST a good 5 years to even fix most of the foundation, and they'll still be some things left to fix. So as I stated, don't take this in any way as me having personal info on her, because that's been your point twice now. As I stated and will keep stating, I'm just going off the information we have access to. I don't really know what's going on, you don't, the other fans don't, etc. The only difference is, everything she's stated and said points towards her still struggling with navigating life, so at least I have very little info to back me up, whereas those who are stating she's happy or doing great don't have any info at all. Again though, just so you don't repeat yourself, I don't know anything, you don't know anything, and none of us do. Also I acknowledge that she has grown, I'm just not sold on her being fully recovered as some of you are. That is all.
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Norman Fucking Rockwell - Pre-Release Thread
PerwinkleDreams replied to Elle's topic in Retired Pre-Release Threads
The Grammy's and Oscar's truly are trash to me nowadays. They're ran by old white men who are so out of touch with reality, I just wish Hollywood would say fuck it and make their own non biased award shows. But I guess they'll learn the hard way because I'm pretty sure their number of viewers has been going down significantly every year! -
Oh of course it's none of our business, don't worry I don't think we should know. I'm just stating to think Lana is happy right now isn't exactly right. Mental illness is something we deal with everyday of our lives, and I know this from personal experience. I was just stating that the actions she's been taking have been very telling, and that many people I know who suffer from depression/anxiety/mental illness/ go through a stage of denial, while also being aware of their illness. They'll start working out, taking care of themselves, telling themselves positive mantras, all while the dark demon that is mental illness is still fighting against that in their subconscious. It's more so a journey of self discovery, rather than finding out how you feel. Yes, figuring out how you feel is important, but WHY do you feel that way. What is the main underlying problem. Yes you can do positive things, but that's like putting a fresh coat of paint on a house that's decaying, you need to fix your foundation first. Did something happen to you in life? Was this sadness passed onto you by your parents? Is it emotional? Psychological? Is it a lack of dopamine? Is your mind regulating chemicals properly? Are you eating properly? Are you on any substances? Etc. There's so many things that play into this. That's why I'm saying if Lana is just telling herself positive things, changing friends and drinking a smoothie here or there, yes it works for a month, maybe 6 months, maybe a year, but it's not a life plan. It's like clicking the snooze button, eventually you have to wake up. All I'm stating is, it's almost impossible Lana went from singing songs like the blackest day to lust for life in less than 2 years time and believing that it's all past her now. Your problems cannot be fixed that quickly. Again, yes it's none of our business, and there's lots to the situation we do not know, but it is very naive to think Lana has fully recovered from 30 years of being depressed. I'd say research the interview that leaked from 2017 that's an hour long, it was a magazine interview that was recorded and the recording leaked. Lana cries many times in it, and when asked about being happy, she said something like "I just really don't know" which breaks my heart because I and many others I know have gone through that "hope" for something better while being uncertain about how we feel, when deep down we know we're not happy.
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Norman Fucking Rockwell - Pre-Release Thread
PerwinkleDreams replied to Elle's topic in Retired Pre-Release Threads
I'm sorry ma'am, you can't put legends in the trash, it's strictly against city laws and you will be getting fined. -
Norman Fucking Rockwell - Pre-Release Thread
PerwinkleDreams replied to Elle's topic in Retired Pre-Release Threads
I wouldn't care about a long wait if Lana didn't release songs 6 months earlier, making them feel old and detached from the current project, teasing half the album, and then disappearing on us. You wouldn't show your teacher half of your school assignment before it's finished/due, so why would you show us an album that you don't plan on releasing for a while? It's very messy. People are saying we're ungrateful, but we're not. We just wish she never said shit in the first place, and layed out a proper era over a two month period like HM era. MAC for January with the two interviews, Venice Bitch for February with a couple magazine interviews, Hope Is A Dangerous Thing for March with an end of the month album release. It's not hard to churn out a cohesive proper era. -
Lmao. We're talking about the fact that LFL was Lana trying to force herself into a positive direction to believe her own hype, which was fucking obvious. Also the fact that Hope Is A Dangerous Thing is a clear sign that she really is going down a self deception route, that she's not actually happy, and that she's ignoring her emotions and pain rather than dealing with them, "they write that I'm happy, they know that I'm not, but at least I can say I'm not sad" is Lana's way of telling us she's bottling up what she feels, because you're not supposed to feel nothing lmao. Feeling nothing is a clear sign of depression and I'm surprised you guys haven't pointed it out, because it's not like healthy people feel empty and nothingness. Don't forget Lana's also currently seeking guidance from a place like Hillsong. So all signs point to the answer, if you choose to ignore them as a fan, or as a human being, then I don't know what world you live in. You would think by now people would be more aware of mental illness seeing as it's effects so many people.
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Norman Fucking Rockwell - Pre-Release Thread
PerwinkleDreams replied to Elle's topic in Retired Pre-Release Threads
No need to contact us, our Lord will find you. Until then, cheers! -
Norman Fucking Rockwell - Pre-Release Thread
PerwinkleDreams replied to Elle's topic in Retired Pre-Release Threads
Ok she actually snapped That pose is so elegant, I'd actually love for it to be the album cover. It's such a mature photo -
Norman Fucking Rockwell - Pre-Release Thread
PerwinkleDreams replied to Elle's topic in Retired Pre-Release Threads
I swear some of you would thank god on your knees if she threw her warm shit in your face. It's understandably clear that most of you aren't aware how little effort going on ig is and clicking a record button. Jeez. I love Lana, but I seriously hate these suck ups who will fight for her till the end. It's not healthy whatsoever. -
Norman Fucking Rockwell - Pre-Release Thread
PerwinkleDreams replied to Elle's topic in Retired Pre-Release Threads
Wheres the fourth song? Also no one wants her snippets... It'd actually be nice if she didn't share snippets and you know, shared actual info so the album won't be spoiled for us. Also how are two live songs recorded off of people's mobile devices a gift? It takes two seconds to turn a HQ mic on and make proper live songs to release. I think some people think teasing your songs and being messy is a gift lmao. No a gift is shutting the fuck up when your work isn't even finished yet, and releasing a song or two before your album drops. I'd rather her not tell us anything than give us the smallest bit of info to ruin everything. I'm almost certain some people here don't understand that. I'm glad you do though -
Norman Fucking Rockwell - Pre-Release Thread
PerwinkleDreams replied to Elle's topic in Retired Pre-Release Threads
Those braids braided to her head represent the binding of now and the future! She's giving us a sign that NFR is close! She's so planned this era I can't believe you guys doubted her! (Ok but why do some of the gays here sound exactly like this lmfao ) -
Norman Fucking Rockwell - Pre-Release Thread
PerwinkleDreams replied to Elle's topic in Retired Pre-Release Threads
She's being artistic! Can't you see Lana not delivering for plus six months is her way of creating hype and going against the machine that is the music industry! This era is full of tidbits! Notice how her pics on instagram are pictures of the street with some greenery! She's hinting at being against the pavement filled cities we have built and that we should stand up against the man! Your undeveloped brain cannot comprehend the sophisticated essence that is NFR era! Between her being silent, her cancelling shows, her putting a selfie as a cover, her filming a video for HIAB outside Walmart in the parking lot! The minimalistic nature she is portraying with her instrumentals this era respresents people's minimal effort towards changing humanity for the better! Or whatever the extra gays are saying this era to try and keep it alive lmao -
Don't tell me that doesn't sound wild enough to be something she'd consider
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No cause it's the new album cover
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Norman Fucking Rockwell - Pre-Release Thread
PerwinkleDreams replied to Elle's topic in Retired Pre-Release Threads
Even a little "I see U bitches. Album out early spring" or a "hey guys, I'll be live on instagram for 10 minutes in an hour. Dont b square, see u there x" would make me happy. Christ even if she gave her password to Ben so he could tweet a little on her account would make me happy. Like it's just little tiny things -
Just put a NFR phone number on the carpet and film a video of Lana throwing her type writer at the plane and it explodes, then we got HM cover and HBTB part 2
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Norman Fucking Rockwell - Pre-Release Thread
PerwinkleDreams replied to Elle's topic in Retired Pre-Release Threads
I just wish Lana talked to us once in a while -
Norman Fucking Rockwell - Pre-Release Thread
PerwinkleDreams replied to Elle's topic in Retired Pre-Release Threads
As opposed to Lana releasing a basic song with some basic piano and nothing else, with a basic selfie in black and white? -
Norman Fucking Rockwell - Pre-Release Thread
PerwinkleDreams replied to Elle's topic in Retired Pre-Release Threads
How long did the scat porn come before HM was released? Maybe we can turn this into a mathematical estimate for how long we have left till NFR is released -
Norman Fucking Rockwell - Pre-Release Thread
PerwinkleDreams replied to Elle's topic in Retired Pre-Release Threads
Happy V Day Elle! -
Norman Fucking Rockwell - Pre-Release Thread
PerwinkleDreams replied to Elle's topic in Retired Pre-Release Threads
NOT SCAT AGAIN KSOOVBFJSKVKBIGKWKOFBOBISJSKIJEKEKOEOGOHGIJSJXCJGUUSIAJFKKBIVJAJXJJVISIJDJF Anyways I gotta go to church and pray Cinnamon is on the album and pray that we all find help -
I found a post your own dick pics thread and someone actually posted one and Elle or one of the moderators edited and removed the post and wrote "are you for real" lsoggisikeoghisjjrg