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It's been a while since the last time i posted here. So as posted above Cold Coffee is out you can purchase it in iTunes, Amazon, Tidal, 7digital (UK), Google Play. I only found one review and was dissapointed by it. But Barrie's manager is doing a great job and i think soon enough it will be noticed. So here's a few updates: -Barrie is on Vevo -He did a couple of shows, you can see photos/videos here. There is a gig coming this Saturday (16th) in Glasgow. If you are using Bandsintown track him here. -He did a session with Tenement TV. Photos. Video soon -He did an interview for a Russian magazine. You can read it here. Also i wanted to say that it wasn't only Riverside that got leaked. His whole album was leaked. I listened to it before it was taken down. Loved Magic me and Art of Resurrection. but the album wasn't finished, in Angel Tears for example you can hear voices at the end talking about the recording. One thing i notice is a change of lyrics in Angel Tears UNRELEASED: She followed me across the river and to the sea, i love her and i want you, you want me, i need you, you need me. COLD COFFEE: She followed me across the river and to the sea, and anyways i feel dumb without you, you hate me, i hate you And if you haven't watched the promos for Cold Coffee just check out this AMAZING video featuring the milky way and an instrumental of the Art of Resurrection P.S. i think moving back to Glasgow was the best decicion he made. Everything seem to flow in his favor

This is a video i made. I spend a lot of hours i hope you like it! I used my photos and videos from the show. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Ddt5FOnBsXY

For the record, she sang Solitaire too. The rest of the set list was the same as the previous shows. Her family was there. Her dad and sister put up flags of Greece, Wales and UK and a sign that said 'Welcome home'. She said she was very excited to finally be here and she dedicated the show to her grandmother Lambrini, who passed away. She said that it was the best crowd she ever had and that she didn't expect that. (You can watch videos in the link i gave, i added subtitles because she was talking in Greek). She thanked us many times for being there she was so sweet. After the show some of us waited for her. It took her 2 and a half hours but she finaly came out. She took photos with many of us and when she ran out of time she asked for things to sign. I think everyone got something. We were about 30-40 people. The securities were blocking us, when she was in front of me i lost my chanse because everyone was pushing. So me and a guy next to me hadn't talked to her. So we called her and she came back for us she took my phone and took a very shaked photo but nevermind. I was lucky enough to experience that. She was very kind!

Part 1 here: http://insidemyintrovertmind.blogspot.gr/2016/03/marina-and-diamonds-athens-050316.html Hopefully today i'll manage to upload the rest of them. Also guys please could you retweet my post ? Maybe Marina will see my photos here it is: https://twitter.com/...585732924571648

Hey guys!! I met Marina last night after the show! It was fenomenal. She spoke to us in greek and her family was there. It was very special. I am still in Athens so i will post maybe tonight some photos. Check out this video of her speaking in greek dedicating the show to her grandmother. Check the description for the translate: https://youtu.be/BJVPmOa8guA

Hey guys i am seeing Marina in Athens this Saturday, did any of you met her during the tour? how long did you waited for her (before/after the gig). Also this is her first concert in greece so i guess it will be quite special. I'll try to post photos/videos

Murder Murder - Barrie-James O'Neill

When i first listened to Lana i was going through a hard break up and her music was like a remedy for me. It was the only interesting thing in my life at the time. I searched and read many interviews of her and i saw the video of the one at Coney Island where she says a quote like: If you write everyday your muse knows where to find you something like that. So i started writing! And Since 2012 i wrote many poems and songs and i feel so good with myself because i turned a bad condition into something beautiful Also Lana introduced me to Barrie's music with whom i can relate very much since i myself have gone through a very dark period in my life. And both of them are my biggest influences (+ Jeff Buckley who i also learned because of Lana).

I read Howl a few times, i have a book called Howl and other Poems so i read some of them. I have On the Road but haven't read it yet. As for the movies i watched On the road and i really liked it. I am not a big fan o Kristen's acting skills but i liked her in this movie. Also saw Kill your darlings and liked it and Howl starring James Franco. There is an amazing animation of the poem featured in the movie someone posted it, i quoted the post. Also i posted a poem today on my blog called Howl which was inspired by Giensberg's. Check it out here

I just finished The Stranger by Albert Camus and I am currently reading Cain by Jose Saramago

I think the plan is to relese it but we don't have any info yet. I really really liked Murder Murder, Night burns, Wherever i go and Angel Tears. And i enjoyed the album's vibe so much. they would definitely be hits. As he said it is a "sad disco". I too wanted Art of Ressurection here (and i relly love Magic me i want the full song. He once played it on periscope and it is magical, but i don't think he will release it :/ ) As for the Chivalry featured unchanged it is because it was recorded with the same producer as the rest of the songs of Cold Coffee (Rob Schnapf, Elliot Smith's producer). Mary i think was produced by Barrie and Jonathan Wilson. As for Way over my Head and Art of Horror i have no idea.

it turned out that is not Angel Tears! It is a different song. You can listen to Angel Tears at www.bazsongs.com

Barrie's album Cold Coffee is streaming for free on his site www.bazsongs.com for another 6h. I think it is fucking amazing. What are your thoughts? (listen with headphones). I noticed he changed the lyrics to I see her smiling. It was a part definitely talking about his relationship with lana where it said "And further long the way i see us in headlines, waisted away me and then you". Now he sings "I fell further down the drain I’m leaving in midnight I’m wasted away living without you" I tried to write down the lyrics. English is not my mother language so correct me please! Some words i didn't understand i put (...) Intro Instrumental Pictures Since I left you I went out of my mind I had nowhere else to go All these pictures running through my weak mind They say that I am not good on my own It’s been 19 years since I last felt alright My father said that I was going insane Because I had abilities (..) on me Pain (in picture?) without word Since I came here I had nobody But I’ve been living on my own But all these memories crushing through my weak mind They say that I am not good being alone I see her smiling Out under the scars she’s waiting for something Something that's new, never knew The girl that's in the park, batting her eyelids She’s waiting for you, this is true Hiding in the dark escaping the madness Listening to tunes about blues I fell further down the drain I’m leaving in midnight I’m wasted away living without you You're a hazard in my head and I need you You're a hazard in my head but I need you And there’s this darkness hanging over me And it's not moving until I’ll set her free Now she lays over me and then lies over me Can you see me smiling? Now she lays over me and then lies over me Can you see her smiling? You're a hazard in my head and I need you x4 Murder Murder murder, I kill you baby I kill you lady, kill I love my love, my hypocrisy the philosophy is you She smiles, I smile as the kids wept, I wanna please you my girl A fate to burn in, these days i'm yearning I fate to burn in Lover, lover time to spit on me, time to spit time to kill She smiles, I smile as the kids wept, I wanna please you my girl A fate to burn in, these days i'm yearning I fate to burn in x2 Cold coffee Instrumental Untitled 123 Sadness happens again, it’s becoming my friend I’ve not been out for days All these (..) makes me feel sick Palms are sweaty and thin I (..) ashamed of you (?) What’s this thing in my mind, things are harder to find And I miss when I was young He hits me with the blue cause he wants me to show Whatever’s on my mind Now as the sunshine’s by he’s my only light today (…) I take a lonely fight with my lonely mind (..) Who’s this devil in my mind? Makes love so hard to find I’m looking all the time I made a deal and he’s not going home Once (..) face it on your own And all will be revealed Now as the sunshine’s by he’s my only light today (…) I take a lonely fight with my lonely mind (..) X2 Chivalry Is Alive And Well And Living In Glasgow I thought I knew, thought I knew, everything I didn’t know a thing But here she comes again and again and again I’m sleeping in her brain Well I guess we’re all the same Floating down the drain Well he’s a man, he’s a man, he’d do anything He doesn’t know her (name?) Cause we’re gonna sing in the rain, in the rain Till someone starts to sing When our love’s in vain Just waiting to complain [instrumental verse] So tell me your story – I’ll tell you mine Tell me you love me – and I will be fine I need no reason – I need no right I was just staying up all the time Tell me your story – I’ll tell you mine Tell me you’ll stay with me all night I need no reason – I need no right I was just staying up all the time [instrumental verse] She thought she knew, thought she knew everything She didn’t know a thing Cause her baby cries again and again and again Sleeping in her brain Ah well I guess we’re all the same Just floating down the drain So tell me your story – I’ll tell you mine Tell me you love me – and I will be fine I need no reason – I need no right I was just staying up all the time Tell me your story – I’ll tell you mine Tell me you’ll stay with me all night I need no reason – I need no right I was just staying up all the time Mary How come this place that i was brought up in don't seem to shine, the way that i want it to shine. So tell me why the hell i'm brought here? Did you bring me to be some fool? I'm afraid that i'm not a fool. I'm like the bird that won't stop singing, i'm like the child who's insanely swinging, it's just enough to open up your mind. Why do i feel as though my lucks died? when i don't want to have fun tonight, i just never was fun. So tell me all about my history, i feel like a scum bag boy, i'm sure i am a scum bag boy. I'm like the bird that won't stop singing, i'm like the child who's insanely swinging, it's just enough to open up your mind. I'm like the man who said he has no shadow, then tells the people fuck you sado's! it's just enough to open up your mind. Mary, there's no need to worry, i'm only your grandson, and you'll be fine, fine, fine. Mary, there's no need to worry, i'm only your grandson. And you'll be fine, fine, fine. Fine, fine, fine... I'm like the bird that won't stop singing, i'm like the child who's insanely swinging, it's just enough to open up your mind. I'm like the man saying he has no shadow, then tells the people fuck you sado's! It's just enough to open up your mind... Mary, there's no need to worry, i'm only your grandson, and you'l be fine, fine, fine. Mary, there's no need to worry i'm only your grandson. And you'll be fine, fine, fine. Fine, fine fine. Fine, fine fine. How come this place is not it... ? How? I've fell in to the old crowd. And i don't want to shine no more. So tell me why the hell i'm been brought here... ? Night burns Last Saturday night I was waiting on you I waited all night, there was nothing from you Last Wednesday night I was begging on you Last Saturday night I was waiting on you Ohh my night was turning Ohh my heart was burning And ohh I knew Last Saturday night I was waiting on you I waited all night, there was nothing from you Last Wednesday night I was begging on you Last Saturday night I was waiting on you Ohh my night was turning Ohh my heart was burning And ohh I knew x3 And ohh that’s enough, enough from you Ohh I had enough, enough from you And ohh that’s enough, enough from you Ohh I had enough, enough from you And ohh that’s enough, enough from you x2 That’s enough, enough from you x3 Way over my head Way over my head Over my dead body Won't you stay Over my head Over my dead body Won't you stay Stay away Way over my bed Over my dead body Won't you stay Over my head Over my dead body Won't you stay Stay away Won't you stay Stay away Won't you stay Stay away Won't you stay Stay away Lonely Instrumental Angel Tears She purifies everything that she touches She’s home she dreams of being alone She fights as she strange dance in the hall I’d love to know what she knows Oh what she knows I love her, the dreams that fear Another tear .. She flows straight through me like wine again Right and into the sun Angel tears She cries them when she sees my fears Enlighten into the sun She’s so crazy She followed me across the river Into the sea And anyways I feel done Without you You hate me and I hate you I lose my mind I lost it for you And now I’m blind I dreamed you up Now i fall behind Floating through all the skies at night I’m on my boat to the moon Boat to the moon And my dear you’re everything to me Everything I can’t quite tell you enough again I’m going through it back again It’s easy but it depends Angel tears She cries them when she sees my fears Enlighten into the sun She’s so crazy She followed me across the river Into the sea And anyways I feel done Without you You hate me and I hate you Wherever I go I didn’t mean to be shy I want to talk with you And son what have you done? Oh she’s made a mess of you Can it be perfect? Can it be real? Gone, maybe she’s gone You’ve got not time to lose You give, you give all you had Oh but it only works if you Wished to be perfect Wished to be real And is it so simple To live in fear? Oh but i Oh I’m tired And why won’t the sun shine When I really need it to And oh that would be all When everything was new Can it be perfect? Can it be real? And is it so simple To live in fear? Oh but i Oh I’m tired X2 And wherever you go And whatever you do You know I’m always counting for you Only I feel bad for you And whatever you need And wherever you go You feel like (..) is running so (cold?) Only I feel bad for you I feel bad Thunder Time’s getting older Most I lay under All of the way the night knows Remembered how I found you My crazy baby She’s always maybe Another way she fooled me Either gone it can’t be You wake so gentle I wake up mental I want to kiss your eyes babe She blows my fucking mind away Love from a distance She drives me closer Anyways I’ll find you If you really want me to Time’s getting older Most I lay under I love the way the night knows I love the way my mind moves (he is whispering something I can’t understand what) Hidden track Before I sleep and kill the day I wanna kiss your pain away You are my girl the only one in the world And I promise you everything And after this would you spare me a kiss? I need to show you again I wanna see you I wanna know you I heard the whisper, it came from the night Said I’m running out of time You’re so beautiful So beautiful So, so, so beautiful I’m so (horrible ?) And in the night I started falling out of luck Out of luck And in the night there lies a girl She’s waiting for me

Since today is Barrie's birthday and we are reaching the end of 2015, here's a video review of the past year. Hope you enjoy it as i did making it

How do you know this? Is it official? Edit: I asked Barrie he said he plays guitar and he is also the producer of the song.

He said he went to see her in London but she couldn't stay for long and he was chilling at the hotel when he found out. So they were together, she left for the USA and then the interview came out. She said she hadn't seen him for months. They were spotted together in LA early in April and then Rob posted photos of Barrie backstage in Lana's show in Texas (April 23rd). After that Barrie left for Glasgow for his brother's wedding where he stayed there for a month. In June Barrie was in London with Lana as he stated in this interview. Here's a photo of Barrie and Blake posted in June 19th: A few days later the interview was released. Barrie traveled back to LA and run into TMZ stating it's all lies but a few days after that the photos of Lana and Francesco in Italy were published. So in the one month Barrie was absent Francesco got between them? Whatever happened, it was definately not several months, just one month Barrie left for his brother's wedding.

Barrie gave money as well and recieved some of Daniel's original art and the Executive Producer credit. +He also met Daniel maybe he is in the soundtrack too

Barrie wrote the song, Lana wasn't involved in the song writing. Barrie stated it wasn't a duet, but then he featured Lana on it and after that he couldn't release the song. Probably Lana's label was not allowing him to release it.

Barrie just posted a demo of an unreleased track called 'Angel' http://bazsongs.tumblr.com/post/129868662692

2/08/14 Nightmare Boy announced the track list of his upcoming album: 1. Mary 2. The Art Of Horror 3. Chivalry 4. The Art Of Resurrection 5. Untitled 6. Magic Me 7. Angel Tears 8. Way Over My Head 9. Riverside feat Lana Del Rey 10. Wherever I Go 21/07/15 COLD COFFEE 1. Pictures 2. See Her Smiling 3. Murder Murder 4. Cold Coffee 5. Untitled 6. Chivalry Is Alive And Well And Living In Glasgow 7. Night Burns 8. Mary 9. Way over my head 10. Angel Tears 11. Wherever You Go 12. Thunder 13. In The Night (He posted a photo of Cold Coffee's tracklist and it was handwritten so i am not sure i got these 100% right)

Probably that's what happened. What i don't understand is since Barrie wrote the song, why can't he release it without Lana?

The song was very beautiful. His voice was so soft and the melody so sweet. It's a pity. I asked him why he won't go indie and release his album by himself on itunes and said that record companies give you money to promote your stuff and a bigger audience will hear you ao he is waiting for a record deal. Also about the money i asked if he considered swlling some merch and he said yes he did for a while but then periscope was stuck so i didn't hear the full answer. Barrie is currently in Scotland. He cancelled a show he had for the 25th and left in a rush to go home. He must be in a sad mood. I hope he will be back soon

Unfortunately no record label has shown any interest in Cold Coffee. Barrie is really sad about this. He is really proud of this album. Today he said on Periscope that he quits music. He said he has no inspiration lately but he will not stop writing songs. He will stop playing live. I really hope this is not a final decision. Also he said that he has a lot of songs and short movies and weird videos that are unreleased. And he played Riverside live on his guitar. He said that he wrote it 2,5 years ago and the original version was without Lana. Then he recorded it with Lana and now he can't release the song. He said he don't think it will ever be released and it is not his fault..

Barrie played Riverside today on Periscope!He said that he wrote it 2,5 years ago and the original version was without Lana. Then he recorded it with Lana and now he can't release the song. He said he don't think it will ever be released and it is not his fault..

He always deletes them.. He said that he wrote it 2,5 years ago and the original version was without Lana. Then he recorded it with Lana and now he can't release the song. He said he don't think it will ever be released and it is not his fault..