Oh my god, that was my first Lana show and it was so, so wild... the people in the crowd were like wild animals lol. The crowd was like an ocean, it was constantly moving. At no point during the show were both of my feet on the ground & standing up straight. I'd be leaning to a side, one foot on the ground, or even at some points I'd have no feet on the ground and I'd just be hoisted up by the sea of gays lol. I remember before the show started, the whole crowd fell to the left, fell to the right, fell back, and then fell forward and the barricade tumbled. Everyone lost their balance at once and tried to correct it which only made it worse lol. & I'll never forget how funny yet tragic it was when these two guys near me got into a first fight, one socked the other in the nose which caused it to bleed, and they both had to be carried out of the crowd.. the funniest part though was Lana was singing Young & Beautiful when it was happening. The juxtaposition of Lana singing this beautifully sweet love song while these guys were punching each other was just hilarious to me. That crowd also evoked a monster in me as I did the worst thing I've ever done to another human that night - towards the end of the show there was this one guy who was putting his hands above his head, leaning over, and "drilling" his way through the crowd. I saw him approaching me and I was like not today sis so I put my gum in his hair... still feel terrible about it to this day, but it's what he deserved lol. So every Lana show since has seemed "tame" to me (even though I've had lots of wild Lana experiences) x