Make me your Dream Life

... it sounds like. You know how your voice gets after you’ve just finished crying? It sounds like she just finished crying and then started singing Love Song...wtf

Gaaah that's adorable! I'm happy for ya both, swear lmao. Is that on Friday? I know some peeps were talking about how they'd be able to get it tmrw, and if I didn't already have like 2 versions of the album coming already, I would've bought another one just because. Contemplating on the checkered neon green vinyl, bc it's actually grown on me a lot after some back n forth but yeah. I actually like the aesthetic of it, reminds me of the posters that they put up to hype the record on streets and construction sites. nd alright, she seems level-headed from what you're saying, but no yeah, gonna form my own opinion of the record first before any of that happens, but I'll let ya know after I've done my own exploring of it nd stuff. Have fuuuuuuun, 2 fucking days dfinrsognaewfnwpaojfwgjea hahahahaha Kinda makes me wonder too. This would've been a lot more effective had she released the vid during the time she was promoting the track, I'm guessing some kinda management friction behind the scenes. Maybe she might've not wanted to make a vid for DT, but there was appeal for it? Dk

I rationalized that it's her inner poet speaking to her

I used to study for tests, listening to Hundred Dolla Bill. Now, I study listening to Money Power Glory

It’s like Tropico but like, spaced owt

Mur*(idk what i was typing then, sleep deprived a bit srry) probs talking about her official store vinyls nd merch, but I’ve the same question about the urban vinyl too. I’d usually just grab her stuff in store, but anyone know when the pink vinyl’ll ship?

Thanks, and yeah I hope so too. I'm not trying to really expect anything, but I'm sure the environments I'll end up in'll just hep me better get immersed with the music. and lol yeah sure go ahead, enjoy, enjoy! and that sounds great. The beaches around here are packed, especially packed since it's summer, and I rarely like crowds unless I'm with a group of friends too so that's probably not gonna happen for like a bit. I actually didn't cry at the videos, cried when they leaked in gq, and stuff was going on that synced me a bit to the situational shit the songs were about and it's funny how that fucking happens unwillingly, unintentionally gaah. And heyo yeah that's cool! California's easily one of my faves that I can just listen to anytime. Both versions of FIILY, bc it's so catchy. HiaB is beautiful, a bit repetitive imo, but it works, and TNBAR's still pretty solid, compared to the original. I think the lyrical changes make the track a lot more intimate, making it more apprehensive for others to understand how much more sadder it can be, when their love goes south. I love the vapid lyrics, like it's some sort of defiance to how intelligent she can be, nd the devil may care attitude is something I've loved in concept too. It's a lot more iconic imo yeah, and I haven't really watched review/reaction vids about these things, but I think I might, after I find my own understanding for the entire record first.

Yeeeeeeeees

My concert ticket cd just shipped.

I think, what this record is, for the most part imo, is the moments where you're just tired, with like, everything, and yet, you still find glimpses of light and love that you try to nurture and foster. Like, when your life's like a fucking storm, and you're trying to make things work and keep things going aside from the hardness and cold rigidness of what goes on in life, and then bam. U decide to share your inner thoughts and feelings, and you realize like a few seconds what goes on and it hits you? That there's still places of softness, and warmth that you'd find, and it just, fucking disarms you, and you feel grateful? Like, so so SO grateful. I think, it parallels a lot to what the trailer was introducing us to, like how we go through these moments of realization and find places of refuge, in the oceans of experience that we just live through. and. even if they're just islands where we feel safe, we're still fucking grateful for em. bc we're reminded of how we truly just want to be ourselves, past the defenses that what we put up. being able to be vulnerable like that. Like, it's a fucking whisper of the fucking heart, and how is that not powerful? Fucking courageous

Like, listening to the record from start to finish is like playing the main storyline of a video game, and then figuring out the nuances and understanding each track separately make up the side quests and missions. Haven't listened from start to finish, waiting til Friday, but ohmygod. The side missions

I actually wouldnt mind the stripped back version of FIILY Have to respectfully disagree. I like how lowkey kooky HtD is. Sorta makes the lyrics sound sadder without being too seeped in. The guitars sort of remind you of some kind of melancholy which I love

Hahahahahahaha I can kinda picture that, my friends’re always looking at me like tf is this guy doing, and no yessss, I did that a lot during Honeymoon, its actually a bit scary bc its all dark and the strings make it seem real ominous, but still an experience. I’m waiting to listen to the record in full on Fri, but thinking of going to some museums, music shops, and star centers. Idk about the beach atm, bc i know it’ll still b packed, but maybe I’ll try visiting when it isnt peak hours. Some secret places too defo. Fave songs, like I originally knew about myself, California, HiaB, Love Song, just bc even if I havent heard it in full. FIIlY, too catchy, the demo’s real stripped and nice, and TNBAR bc I actually love the rework. Everything’s so memorable. Already cried to the double vid bc yeah, Venice is still bb. Been listening to the record song by song, so can’t really say too much yet tho. Wbu?

Just lemme swim in the nood

it's still hot in Topanga tonite don't change thee subject [img= Imma do my best to wait

Already have these places that I want to drive to too when I get the disc and vinyl. Just wowow. I really dont wanna cry, but I'm sure I'll shed a tear or two graaaah, make em good tears 'Jay

I'm sure the lyrics already covered that bb

I haven't listened to it yet, but you're convincing me to.

BAR putting on her bathing suit bc it's hot in Topanga tonite

It's a lot like a Freak variant imo, which I LOVE

Definitely, that works the most potently, for me anyway yeah

I get u. I haven't really listened to the whole thing, not even in order bc former statement. But I guess, for me, it hasn't really hit me yet. FIILY's demo slaps tho random factoid. I personally kinda like it tho? There's like a sense of longing about the tracks that i've listened to, and rn, I guess some songs already hit me emotionally just bc, so atm I'm kinda glad that it feels unfinished bc I'm sorta living some tracks from it right now, and I don't want it to end.. like fuck, pls fuck no

Swan Song

So one sec, gen, which version of FIILY made the vinyls? Bc I'm kinda digging the version we got today.. They're both so good fuck Ur not alone ahhhhhhhh