Make me your Dream Life

tulsa jesus freak (homo brokeback mountain version) incoming

the gay cowboy brokeback mountain album we deserve

GIDDY UP BITCHES

Off to the races

I kinda like how Lana’s cover for unchained melody was archived in a way and it doesn’t really matter but it makes my prof pic feel a bit mythic in a way

Made a quick voice demo a while back, tips on what to build from it next. Will probs delete later just dipping my toe in the thread https://m.soundcloud.com/sd7th/go-to-town

too catchy

What are some songs that just click and have been listened to so much that you consider it to be part of your subconscious being now. constant repeat and Flo Milli's Never Lose Me currently come to mind. Too good Discuss

Hold on. Actually. I really love All of us Strangers.

This all’s just sad.

last comment about the film aforementioned but just. oh- I'm glad that the main character was able to resolve that in his world, I genuinely think it fits the pathway of finding this all-consuming sort of love as he replays and reconfigures things but I truly just can't help but feel devastated for him. it's surreal in and of itself, or depends on how you look at things from different styles and perspectives- I think to preserve such an ideal as love is definitely great- oof. preserving and cocooning but at least for me? I'm not sure the outcome of the film should've been the end. it's comforting, despite that from an outsider's pov it might seem disillusioned, but. I understand in how preserving and invertedly doing so immortalizes the love- it's heartwarming and inspiring in that vein but. I wish the film furthered past the last scene just a little more. I disliked how it just ended there.

beautiful film btw, I forget how it ends exactly but the way he carries on even without her. changed him for the better, the love was special no doubt. may you walk with someone you'll end up being with too. paralleling the film, personally want the same, rooting for us if as well for you, if anything. a beautiful film.

I'm annoyed. this movie actually elicited some genuine concern out of me for the characters like. first off. *spoiler warning* I get it. I get it- but why'd it have to end that way. i'm annoyed at how things ended for the characters it's just- and now he's just gonna be stuck there? absolutely shakespearean. mythic. poignant, a photograph. in my own mind, self-aware, placing in the story, he ends up moving on after staying a while, resolution, and finds his own self, healed and learned to let go. awful. meandering to a haze. i'm so annoyed!!

All of us strangers. blistering. Disruptive. Delicate. Fluid. Sorting out the layers on how I feel about it. Tears painted my face but god. Distressing. Marvelous. but bottom line, a kind of personal north star on how important it is to break through. That’s what Imm taking from it anyway. Was thinking maybe it might be good to watch with someone, but I’m glad I watched it alone. It’s just. Heavy feeling like if you watched it with someone, you'd have to be real close, or close enough for them to know you like that bc. under diff circumstances- let's just say it's not a first date watch of a film, it's like, a happy couple w time in of a watch of a film. whew. whew.

Our comment then- hold on I think the wifi’s not so settled-

does anyone else sing Lana's songs and immediately just feel all relaxed after? so good

Random but there was one comment telling her “babe get out of the garage” and it reminded me of that one time someone was asking her to sing and the internet connection wasn’t best either so it went black. It’s so chaotic I love it ahahahahaha. I think if I ever were to be some kind of celebrity I’d choose spotty net places too just in case my social battery ran out. I don’t know, the wifi just- oh no I have to go now ~

I wonder if she’ll style it similarly to how she sang like in dayglo reflection. I’d love for it to sound more downtempo and grand but we’ll see.

Today

It’s honestly so easy to forget how magical this woman is and how she just propagates the kind of magic you can find when you can truly respect the things in your life. no expectations, but I just wanted to say that I’m ready for the next song

1. she needs to get offline. who knows what kind of mindsets these people even have. plain toxic. 2. she needs to address whatever the hell's going on on why everyone's talking about her family, which to an extent I get bc it's your family, but if there's so much convo about it, address it or make some kind of song. communication. she's a rapper. something should click. 3. only bc I think she's been treated like the eldest child turned traumatized turned tyrannical, I don't think it's as simple as some might make it up to be. industry sabotage, trying to replace her with more obedient, less talented in the actual craft this and that, not being able to control her. but. I think she needs to get a reality check of some short/ go see someone cus she seems more threatened when she shouldn't be. this happens all the time cus I guess it's just how the industry is, especially for the more outspoken like rap, but personally? I dislike the whole pitting of sides and fueling of this and that, holier than thou, it's just all sorts of negative circle j*rking and it's not it. seems like both sides are kinda shady and it makes me a bit peeved how rap overall just kinda perpetuates this, cus honestly, with how tender people can be these days? I don't think a lot of people have the grace to really handle these situations well. I just wanted to jam to Barbie Dangerous instead I find all this

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