Make me your Dream Life

maybe tmrw

Stream blue banisters

When she ends up giving us the tracklist thru the album name changes- but I hope not cus I really like the album name.

Lana’s not fucking no calamari pre-cooked looking thing. Maybe Grimes, respectfully <3

The Right Person Will Stay: Vibrators Lined Up Shook Up The Alley in The Early Morning Til Dawn, It Scared off Everyone (As Planned) But You and That's How I & the Alligators Found Out It Actually Was True Love: The Symphonic Orchestral Edition

so it's been a long day, good n bad but. it's quiet now. I don't think it's exactly fair or whatever to share my thoughts seeing how we're kinda being breadcrumbed of info atm or rather it's just plain DRY but. some thoughts n genuine interest that I've been having cus it's just a curiosity for me to learn or understand more n more but I'm thinking about the topics that the album'll have. will there be a response to the gen public, or more so her fans about her marriage in which fans don't agree? what's the counterpoint/ answer to that? it's not our business, but we know her to speak for herself so. married life. the right person will stay, the wrong person will go. that brings about questions surrounding, direction. distance. timelines, two trains. was it introspective? more external? or how much of a blend of both. does fame play a part in all of it. an update on the situations of dreams being realized, and some to save towards their growth for later. with what she wanted, was it the way that she expected it to be? or was it something different, and will she document the beauty in that. who she still is, separate from everything, or more so, more of herself because of everything. will she have alligators on the cover as ski's on the bayou? desires. desire. I can wait, would rather not, but it's nice to think about these things as some kind of exercise of asking questions to life.

I've never really been into the musical, or musicals in general cus typically you've got people bursting out into song, but no one's making subtitles for others to sing along it was kinda strange imho but. what I really loved about how this particular reimagining of it's the discourse that's been around it. how people can and do identify with the characters on the screen, how much they might relate to Glinda and which parts, Elphaba and which parts and the how's. I've read somewhere that the creators of the play based it off a tragic event, to which the question of, "is someone born wicked, or is thrust upon them?" and I just love the multiple perspectives of how things flow together, in parallel, unison and contrasts to all come together like gears n cogs in a machine. I never really liked how easy everyone else sort of just fell into being part of the public and what that symbolized. the parallels of different systems and how things can politicized but. what I really love about the discourse most of all, is the kind of opinions/ and how environment can sort of breed or what role environment plays out into possibly affecting an individual's perception and so on. it can parallel hollywood, and how talent can be monopolized, dynamics etc. it can relate to politics and so on. a hidden thing that not many people might realize when they take sides so easily, is that, you gotta be careful when someone says that they're above you, or too good and better than the rest so on, bc it can get tricky with that kind of thinking, whereas evil can be something inside us already, and to a lesser extent, undesirable traits or things that make us human, are keys back to retaining our humanity and it's essences, rather than the evolution or sophistication that comes with the numbing of self and passing off that apathy at the cost of others. I also like the sisterhood that the two cast members shared in and offscreen.

this thread is dusty af w no news.

all I'm hearing rn are the different ways to say that we want new music

The logical side of me’s telling me I can’t really say anything til May if I wanted to say anything. Even if she wanted to say something, she might just get bashed by some and say it’s selfish cus of the fires now so. Thinking of Feb

I’m still waiting for more updates naturally, but there’s been word of someone w a kind of blowtorch and propane or something being caught. A neighborhood intervened and caught them until the authorities came

this might be a predictable answer, but ob, and blue banisters, among the other albums are still something very much here to look back from and enjoy. and I personally don't think that it's a nice thing to keep fans in the dark, or not be as clear and direct, structured w communication, but this is how she's been w her releases. we had snippets in nfr, and a whole lot of users would complain bc we didn't get the music. and I understand the wait, but it became disproportionate and plain repetitive w the complaining. this wait probably is worse. and add to the fact that she actually really does care about wanting to present something of quality, and what her fans think (black bathing suit, arcadia etc.) so in that vein of thinking, she's probably tuned out a lot bc it can get a bit much having a lot of people, fans no less, figuratively breathing down your neck when the understanding of boundaries/ of celebrity isn't even there. I want to say that things'll be ok when the music finally arrives. but I think we have to understand that she never wanted this level of fame, or at least anymore. communication regarding the process should be more transparent (if/when the process clears up for her cus we know she goes more intuitively than a concrete approach) and that we should appreciate what we already have, and not be so quick to do away with the music. we're here for the quality of what only she can do. it's not up to us or our rules. we can either make the best of this time waiting, or waste it. that choice is up to you as the individual user. what I personally like to do is reflect on the growth from her music, artistry. and how things connect and hold consistent. since the music isn't here, reflecting on the deepness of thoughts and feelings behind the what's and where's. the why's. who the audience is. it helps make the music fuller from practicing more of an understanding pov imo.

I’m trying to be optimistic, so I just wanted to express. We go thru life day to day, doing our own thing, coming home to our special ones, our family, our pets. I think it’s incredibly beautiful and a powerful thing. That we’re all joining together, and that first responders and local heroes are leading, and things are being communicated well. It’s bringing people together and the resilience that it’s fostering. Contact your families etc. just to make sure theyre ok. I just got news that it’s been classified as a national disaster, so FEMA’s getting involved which is good for aid and supplies <3 If you’re here too, please be smart, get to safety. We’ve got this <3

I sometimes go to the park real early before anyone goes up to watch the sunrise and hike. and right now it's covered in smoke from an update not too long ago. it honestly feels so strange seeing as to how fruitful these parts of the states can be, but can still get like this. it reminds me of Hawaii in some ways, but honestly, aside from the dryness and lack of rain, it hasn't been this bad since the few years ago. a lot of people are questioning the government/ local authorities, and some places just have no access to water despite the lush.

she's been wanting to leave california for a while now if u go by what her music alludes. nfr opened up a kind of vulnerability to start if u listened in between the lines. lmlylaw's written plain as day. to getting married and living by lousiana(?), fishtails from ob. thematically, at least from her music perspective. this can still pretty much coincide w a potential heavier feeling of a southern gothic, but at the same time, be a completely separate stance. precautions and considerations to be thought of and acted upon, we might see an added thought/song like how Coachella was added during the LFL era. though, and communities aside, I also wouldn't be surprised if she didn't mention this at all.

the flames are close to home, and the smoke even closer, and I just wanted to express how I want it to be over already. I really appreciate your understanding, you're a real one for this, thank you.

thank you. and honestly I do feel a bit genuinely guilty for having part in the thread being derailed, but I just don't appreciate how things can be spun when I just felt the need to exhale, thinking that parts of my homestate and town and life are sizzling right now. I thought that it would've been a step forward in being vulnerable despite past experiences seeing as to how it might expose my living area and just knowing my whole life here, so I didn't think that was gonna be the main thing that'd be taken into account, instead of just what I wanted to let out if even thru comment form. I think it relates, I can feel it in the air. and the digs seem insensitive, and I can see how being understood a lot easier might be construed as agreement w likes, but I just wanted to express this, not make it about having to defend myself. thank you. edit: @Dark Angel I was trying to move past it, but I wasn't going to just take these comments like this, and then have laughter in comment form just like that and at least explain myself. thank you.

be however you are. and at least with this I try to be genuine and civil even. I've met men like you and maybe I won't be able to properly explain, but the energy was the same. and I know how they were truly. i'm here having to compartmentalize, and having to put this out just to be able to speak for myself when I'd rather not have any attention on me. I felt the need to express myself and it blew up with help from you. and now you laugh? that's not fair. that might be a bit cruel even.

thank you. and i'm not in a mood to get into a keyboard session, but from personal experience. it connects bc it'- you know what. nevermind. if that's how it's being seen, I just wanted to let off some steam and express a personal account. but if it's gonna get me painted in some kind of light when I meant nothing of ill will. by all means. I question the friction as if it were the main subject, even if it's not what was being personally been made as the main point. i don't think it's entirely fair that it's been nitpicked by a user that's been nitpicking about their personal lives incessantly but that's not my life, and when I finally want to say something, it's this? does that make me seem a kind of way when I just want to speak on behalf of the experience? i don't think it makes my comment any better or perhaps some worser or wicked thing. that's not fair. and now having to feel like I might have to defend myself bc of some second instance perhaps more sass from someone I find to be annoying to tolerate at times? it feels lowkey like qftc but I honestly just wanted to express how I don't wanna think about it anymore. the bone gets picked, the misunderstanding comes. and I might be the villain when I just wanted to speak? is that all mine to have to bear when I just wanted to express and be simple of it? U guys can think the same or similar, but I have to overexplain and be nitpicked? mm. that's not what I meant, and no thank you. but at least you're a step ahead and actually trying to clear things up so for that, a nod.

that wasn't the main point, and didn't mean to make it about that cus that was traumatizing so i wanted to make a comment about it bc it's here, and felt the need to express something. and why is it that i'm the bad person for wanting to be a bit vulnerable to let off some steam. it was a step towards trying to make nothing out of it, and didn't think that was the main idea. why did it have to be construed that way, or that much more so then the actual experience happening now (the thread). but ok whatever. it wasn't meant to be that way, but if that's how it's being understood. take that.

do I continually have to further explain myself for my comment to be valid? it's so tiresome having to have to validate when I personally dislike having to answer to anyone let alone you. and yes it is valid. enough. and then what. a backtrack? or another lol?