Violently Happy

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I can’t believe I said that! It’s because the morning before we met her I was talking with the people I camped out with. We were talking about how perfect she was and how her nose was so perfect. I even told one of the girls I was with if it would be weird if I complimented Lana’s nose. She was like “no it’s true! Go for it.” I didn’t think I’d actually say it, but I got so nervous it just slipped out! XD Lana didn’t seem bothered or weirded out by it so that’s good. I think she could tell that I was extremely nervous and tired.

Man, that sounds like an amazing experience, I'm happy for you!
 
 
 

I recently met her at her popup shop! I’ve been thinking about making a separate post about my experience as it was something I’ll never forget, but I’ll just post here. I camped out to met her on the the 27th of November, and I met her the very next day. I was so anxious and was super panicky as everyone was unsure if she was going to meet us. Right before we were about to go into the shop, a store employee told us he had a great surprise for us. I started shaking and my heart dropped. Another employee who was beyond sweet (think her name was Alexa) told us that Lana would be meeting us in an hour. She also told us Lana said we could pick any item from the store to take home for free! I ran to the racer jacket as I wanted that the most, and I even had lana sign it! We were then put into a line and Alexa assured us that we’d all have equal time with her.
 
Lana came and looked radiant as ever, and I believe I was fourth in line. I started panicking even more. I told her I was super shy and I was sorry, and she looked so beautiful. I even told her how perfect her nose was! XD I was so nervous I went into shock. She kept thanking me for camping out and she even asked how it was. In my head I was like, “bish there was homeless everywhere and they were peeing on your shop!” But I just said it was interesting and very cold lmao. She thanked me, and I had her sign my lust for life hat, racer jacket and BTD vinyl. I asked her if she could write “filled with poison blessed with beauty and rage” on the cover. She replied with, “that’s a great one,” and then I asked her if I could kiss her. I was nervous (probably sounds dumb), but I told her only if she felt okay with it and it’s okay if she didn’t, but then she was like “you can kiss me on my cheek and it’s fine I received many kisses from other boys before.” I legit died when she said that. I also congratulated her on her Grammy nomination and told her I’d be seeing her in San Diego. She thanked me again and hugged me goodbye. It felt like a dream and I almost even stole her marker without realizing it until the store employee told me I took it. XD She is honestly a beautiful person inside and out. I have never camped out for any artist, but for Lana I would definitely do it again. The experience was amazing. I met so many wonderful people that night I camped out. I hope I can meet her again soon, and fingers cross that I will be less shy and awkward.
 
Sorry this post was super long! There’s so much more but I tried to make it shorter. ^^;

Well to be fair that song is actually pretty old and came out during the MySpace scene queen Hot Topic era

You can't say this instrumental isn't totally something that would be on Crybaby
 
Also, like I said before I stanned Melanie before these allegations, I even met her and have art I've made of her. I'm just not delusional enough to keep supporting her after this, it goes against what i believe in.

I thought this too xx  Its similar style/uniqueness/vibes. Everyone you can argue that no one had the sound that Melanie has had, but that's not the point, its still what it reminds us of! 

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IMO I don’t think she invented her sound or style...

the gate is such a beautiful mv. Reminds me of a Final Fantasy game! XD

deconstructed video for "the gate"

I also stan Kerli, and I also know she’s changed her style (she’s actually not edm anymore either). But when I first seen and heard Melanie’s music and image I immediately thought of Kerli. Other people in the comments also noted that the style is similar. Kerli may have changed sounds and image but just Walking On Air alone has similarities to Melanie’s style imo. Not trying to say Melanie copied or got inspiration ^^; Just think she didn’t create her sound or image as I’ve heard artists do the Lolita/creepy thing. Not so much the baby thing though lol

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IMO I don’t think she invented her sound or style...

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IMO I don’t think she invented her sound or style...

I also stan Kerli, and I also know she’s changed her style (she’s actually not edm anymore either). But when I first seen and heard Melanie’s music and image I immediately thought of Kerli. Other people in the comments also noted that the style is similar. Kerli may have changed sounds and image but just Walking On Air alone has similarities to Melanie’s style imo. Not trying to say Melanie copied or got inspiration ^^; Just think she didn’t create her sound or image as I’ve heard artists do the Lolita/creepy thing. Not so much the baby thing though lol

her fans research were literally about WIGS 

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IMO I don’t think she invented her sound or style...

I also stan Kerli, and I also know she’s changed her style (she’s actually not edm anymore either). But when I first seen and heard Melanie’s music and image I immediately thought of Kerli. Other people in the comments also noted that the style is similar. Kerli may have changed sounds and image but just Walking On Air alone has similarities to Melanie’s style imo. Not trying to say Melanie copied or got inspiration ^^; Just think she didn’t create her sound or image as I’ve heard artists do the Lolita/creepy thing. Not so much the baby thing though lol

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IMO I don’t think she invented her sound or style...

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IMO I don’t think she invented her sound or style...

I also stan Kerli, and I also know she’s changed her style (she’s actually not edm anymore either). But when I first seen and heard Melanie’s music and image I immediately thought of Kerli. Other people in the comments also noted that the style is similar. Kerli may have changed sounds and image but just Walking On Air alone has similarities to Melanie’s style imo. Not trying to say Melanie copied or got inspiration ^^; Just think she didn’t create her sound or image as I’ve heard artists do the Lolita/creepy thing. Not so much the baby thing though lol

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IMO I don’t think she invented her sound or style...

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IMO I don’t think she invented her sound or style...