Let the Light In

I was thinking maybe Tulsa Jesus Freak. Because of the scene where he is drinking , "Keep that bottle at your hand, my man" etc. And also make sense for TJF (White Hot Forever) to be a scrapped single.

Apart from poetic lyrics, I think WW has a strong melody. Personally, the strongest of the three. Imagining the chorus with different instruments like electric guitars, horns or strings feels epic. But in the end, she chose to deliver her poetry with this rendition and I understand how it brings out the heartbreaking emotions. Nevertheless, can't wait to listen to fanmade mixes if there is going to be any.

I just had a dream about the album. The tracklist was revealed, it had around 20 songs. There was an interlude in between. The first song was an intro, track 2 and 3 was TB and WW, BB was like 5 or 6. The album cover was a shot of some river, very dark and gloomy.

Madonna posting stories with candies and now captioning BLUE on the instagram. I know the colobration rumours are just rumours but I believe she and Lana probably encountered during the studio sessions, and that's when Lana started to follow her back. Madonna is hanging out with Mike Dean, Sage Skofield and Sean Solymar for her tour's sound mixing.

I don't understand why people find WW beats messy. It is not a result of a poor production, it is meant to be that way. They remind me of 8 bit Lana covers. You can hear one similar example of beats here:

Well, I see why she chose to release those three; Blue Banisters is for her siblings and her friends, Text Book is for her father and Wildflower Wildfire is for her father's wife.

This song is so strong lyrically. I feel like it was a poet turned into a song. It truly mesmerized me. "I'll be like a wildflower I live on sheer willpower" Also the instrumental of the last chorus reminds me so much of the beats of Heroin's "it's fucking hot wether !" bridge. Considering this song is channeling Heroin with hot weather lyrics, I'm loving it so much. (Omg, also "I wouldn’t know how cruel the world was" -> Cruel World)

It is coming right after California, so I don't think the lyrics are random. If you look at it in that perspective it adds a lot more meaning to the song. California: We'll have a party, we'll dance 'til dawn/I'll throw a party all night long TNBAR: Whatever's on tonight, I just wanna party with you

I want Hey Blue Baby on this album if it fits the sound.

I would love Dance Till We Die as an album closer and I feel like For Free adds nothing to the album. It is her album and her story. Surely, she had some thing in her mind but I cannot feel it.

It's this post: https://www.instagram.com/p/CMneoq4B4lW/ Lana commented heart.

White Dress: 24 Chemtrails Over The Country Club: 10 Tulsa Jesus Freak: 21 Wild At Heart: 24 Dark But Just A Game: 21 Yosemite: 8

Honeymoon - 35 Salvatore - 27 (-) The Blackest Day - 61 (+)

White Dress: 22 Chemtrails Over The Country Club: 8 Tulsa Jesus Freak: 16 Wild At Heart: 20 Dark But Just A Game: 18 Yosemite: 25

White Dress: 20 Chemtrails Over The Country Club: 6 Tulsa Jesus Freak: 19 Wild At Heart: 19 Dark But Just A Game: 13 Yosemite: 15 Dance Till We Die: 16

I have read on Genius that she mighe be referring to river Arkansas, so maybe that is why she pronounce it like that:

These lyrics are groundbreaking I love that the instrumental is structured like rumbling waves. As the song starts you can feel the rumbling from distant shores.

Dance Till We Die/For Free is also cut wrong on Spotify but it is less noticeable. I hope they fix the both issues soon.

In some way, we can say that it is. I'm greatly astonished by the Egyptian culture and the mythology. Thoth, the god of writing,knowledge and wisdom said to write a book that hosts secrets of life and universe. This life should have a meaning, a truth that we are not able to comprehend it yet. We are in a maze that requires us to get out. Some get lost, some get a chance to find an exit. Some don't know it exists, some choose to ignore it and some can't stop dwelling on it. Maybe, the ones we call insane are the ones who found what is at the end.

Well, this actually made me smile because it seems to be my favorite album. So I take it as a compliment I'm just a soul that is lost at the moment. I do try to find a way to get off this ride, but how and when is the question. I am actually not too depressed as I wrote, but thinking of death somehow brings me peace. I like to create a world out of words. Every song I listen to brings me another vision. Life imitates art after all. However, as the words resonate with the world I created, "I'd be lying if I said I wasn't sick of it".

It's strange that my mind always try to find dark meanings in songs. Maybe, I'm yearning for it. I always thought Swan Song as a suicidal song and someone is calling me to end this life and I imagine a woman, maybe woman of my dreams walking through bushes at the shore to the sea with her white tennis shoes. Now I see Get Free this way. It's actually a song with positive meaning: starting a new life. It should be, but no. I cannot see it this way. "Move out of the black, into the blue". I heard that when someone decides to take his life, he feels happy because he finally feels free. When I'll decide to move out of the black, i will head to the blues. Again a vision of walking to the sea and never coming back. Getting out of this prison called life and finally getting free.