analwinterofmylife

I was a blogger, not very popular one,
Who one had dreams of becoming a beautiful tumblr famous twink
But upon an unfortunate series of events
Saw those dreams
And divided like a millions stars in the night sky
That I wished on over and over again - sparkling and broken.

But I didn't really mind because I knew
That it takes getting all the dick
You ever wanted and then losing it
To know what true freedom is.

When the people I used to know
Found out what I had been doing
How I had been living - they asked me why.
But there's no use in talking to people who have a home
They have no idea what it's like to seek safety in other people,
For home to be wherever you can give head.

I was always an unusual gurl,
My mother told me I had a chameleon soul.
No moral compass positioning due north, no fixed personality.
Just an inner indecisiveness
That was as wide and as wavering as a prolapsed asshole.
And if I said that I didn't plan
For it to turn out this was, I'd be lying -
Because I was born to be the other woman.

Dick from no one - dick from everyone,
Who had nothing, who wanted everything
With a fire for every experience
And an obsession for anal
That terrified me to the point I couldn't even talk about -
And pushed me to a nomatic point
Of madness that both dazzled and dizzied me.”

Every night I used to pray that I'd find my anal -
And finally I did - on the open road.
i had virginity to lose, experience to gain
Nothing we desired anymore -
Except to make our lives into a work of art.