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  1. maysparkle liked a post in a topic by ultrababy in LDR6 - Pre-Pre-Release Thread   
    The guitar intro of Cruel World and the opening line of Honeymoon are mesmerising
    On the other hand, with love being the first track on lust for life, it doesn’t set the mood for the record the way the other title tracks did. I wish the record started with 13 Beaches
  2. maysparkle liked a post in a topic by softcore babyface in LDR6 - Pre-Pre-Release Thread   
    I dont want another Ultraviolence, because I know that it won't live up to ultra's legacy (even though Ultra is my least favorite album; I still understand it's place in her discography). I love that during Ultraviolence, Honeymoon, and even Paradise she was all about the music. I want that again. I feel like during BTD she was trying to win the critics and the fans over, and I think the same thing happened with LFL. I don't care what kind of music Lana makes as long as she puts her all into the music, because I know it will be good.
     
    If she sings it like this 

    It'll be one of her best
  3. maysparkle liked a post in a topic by Cherry on Top in LDR6 - Pre-Pre-Release Thread   
    One thing I never really understood is why Marina has to be mentioned on every single thread, like a million times. I thought this was a Lana forum. In the beginning I assumed that people on here liked her so much because her music was similar to Lana's, but I was wrong. Marina's music doesn't sound anything like hers. I even tried listening to her albums to see what I was missing, but sadly I didn't hear anything that even remotely resembled what I was expecting. If anything she's got more in common with Katy Perry, in my opinion.
     
    Lastly, this is just my personal opinion. I don't mean to offend anyone.
  4. maysparkle liked a post in a topic by daytonadeath in LDR6 - Pre-Pre-Release Thread   
    a song with pj harvey, cat power or courtney love would be incredible too
  5. maysparkle liked a post in a topic by daytonadeath in LDR6 - Pre-Pre-Release Thread   
    I know that it's impossible, but I'd love to see her doing a song with fiona apple, beth gibbons, hope sandoval or even lykke li 
  6. maysparkle liked a post in a topic by delreyfreak in Lust For Life - Post-Release Discussion Thread + Poll   
    So I've been had a few thoughts about this album since I first listened to it in full, but decided to let them stew a little in case any other points came to me, and basically I have a feeling that Lana has been getting professional help from some sort of psychologist, counsellor or therapist and was possibly diagnosed with clinical depression and is now on medication. I know others in the past have speculated about her mental health and it has often been quite unhelpful and actually accusatory of Lana as fuelling her own sadness, when in reality she has probably had a serious mental health condition that she wasn't aware she could treat, or perhaps she was aware but didn't seek treatment.
     
    She has said that she saw a therapist three times before but found it quite unsuccessful.
     



     
    Quite clearly she has had mental health issues in the past (admitting so herself), likely a combination of anxiety and depression, perhaps related to her past substance abuse with drugs and alcohol, that she has openly spoken about.
     
    In "Lust for Life", there are a lot of lyrical allusions to this theme, in my opinion, that I wanted to discuss.
     
    What first struck me was the song "Heroin", in particular, the following lyrics:
     
    "I'm flying to the moon again, dreaming about marzipan
    Taking all my medicine to take my thoughts away"
     
    I think she's being quite explicit here, in that she is clearly taking some sort of medication that is having an effect on her mindset. A common treatment for anxiety or depressive disorders is obviously through anti-depressant or other similar medications. One could argue that this medicine could be for anything, but I say that because she says it "takes [her] thoughts away" it's clear to me it's not to address any physical/bodily issue, but a psychological one related to mental health.
     
    In the outro of Heroin she sings about wanting to make a change for the better, that there's something that "makes [her] head go crazy" and she'd "be lying if [she] said she wasn't sick of it". To me, this is Lana saying that she is willing to admit she has had many problems in the past. And if we look at "Get Free", she seems to admit that she really only has herself to blame for many of these problems.
     
    "Like my part was I was not discerning
    And you, as we found out, were not in your right mind"
     
    Clearly she's had a difficult time discerning when she's in toxic situations/relationships with people not in their "right mind" but is finally coming to acknowledge that and try to make amends to that. It makes sense if you think about what she's said in interviews recently, about trying to finally move on from toxic relationships and take care of herself first and foremost, rather than unhealthy and unhelpful people.
     
    When she sings of taking "the dead out of the sea and the darkness from the arts", and wanting to "move out of the black and into the blue", to me, this is her acknowledging she's been severely depressed and is finally ready to "cross the threshold" and make a step towards taking care of herself properly. She also wants this to be translated to her music and art as well, believing she can help others out there. Her "commitment", her "modern manifesto" is to gradually work on changing her mindset and sharing that with "all of us who never got the chance", "for... [insert name] and for... [insert name]". 
     
    The chorus of "Get Free" supports this whole idea as well. She feels as if she's "got a war in [her] mind" (as alluded to in "Ride"), but finally admits she "want to get off" from "riding the ride"; a ride that has ultimately worsened her way of thinking.
     
    And these lyrics are also really important as well...
    "I never really noticed that I had to decide
    To play someone's game or live my own life
    But now I do, I wanna move"
     
    She is finally ready to take control of her life and get her life back together. Also, as a side note, when she sings of rainbows in the second verse, I have this weird idea that she could be thinking back to when she frequently used hallucinogenic drugs in the past, like going on a trip and seeing a wide array of colours, but they're not real, "their arches are illusions" and they "put you in a trance" (a literal, drug-induced trance). The way she sings about drug use on "Heroin" and that line about wanting to "get that cigarette smoke outta my face" on "In My Feelings" seems to me that she is becoming more aware of the harmful impact drugs have had on her life, and she's trying to move away from that. We saw this idea surface on Honeymoon, in "Religion", where she says "it never was about the money or the drugs", relegating them to something insignificant and a waste.
     
    Heck, even the official iTunes description for "Lust for Life" talks of how in "Get Free" she "makes a vow to shift her mindset".
     

     
    Now, I could be wrong about her having depression (although, I wouldn't say it's that far-fetched considering the highly melancholic tone in most of her work and her admitting she has had to see a therapist before, multiple times as well), but I think that for sure Lana is trying to grow and become the best person she can be through personal commitments to developing her character and living her life healthily. That's why she sings on "Change" about hoping that "by the time summer is done, [she'll] be able to be honest, capable" and so on.
     
    Anyway, excuse the Graham4everything length essay... I hope this wasn't a completely incoherent ramble but rather gives a little bit of an insight into my interpretation and understanding of Lust for Life. I genuinely think that Lana is on a path towards complete self-recovery from toxic relationships, a totally negative mindset and the wild, drug-addicted days of her past.
  7. maysparkle liked a post in a topic by alligatorblood in Lust For Life - Post-Release Discussion Thread + Poll   
    I can't sleep so I just wanna rattle off some of my favorite moments on the album
     
     
     
  8. maysparkle liked a post in a topic by deepseagemini in Lust For Life - Post-Release Discussion Thread + Poll   
    Can we talk about MTWBT tho??? Best song to smoke to
  9. maysparkle liked a post in a topic by GroupieLover in Lust For Life - Post-Release Discussion Thread + Poll   
    Wow just listened to the album for a third time and I honestly think Get Free is the best song Lana has ever released. This album has so many unexpected turns melodically, its phenomenal. That chorus! And WAR and Heroin are also just so lush and rich yet so different from anything I've ever heard from any artist. I honestly think this will surpass ULTRAVIOLENCE for me. Never thought I'd be able to say that and it took me much longer to appreciate ULTRA. So happy I didn't cancel my signed LFL vinyl.
  10. maysparkle liked a post in a topic by terusama in Lust For Life - Post-Release Discussion Thread + Poll   
    ITS FUCKING HOT! HOT! WINTER IN THE CITY!
     
    IM SOBBING INTO MY DINNER THIS IS THE SONG
  11. maysparkle liked a post in a topic by fruitpunch in Lust For Life - Pre-Release Thread   
    How great that we are young, alive and well to witness the prime of this beautiful woman and artist. 
  12. maysparkle liked a post in a topic by JamiDelRey in Lust For Life - Pre-Release Thread   
    Wellllllll, hopefully CD's will be found and we will all be bopping to the masterpiece by Wednesday evening anyways         
     
     
     
     
    I can't wait to smoke a bowl with candles and some incense while taking a bath listening to Change
  13. delreyfreak liked a post in a topic by maysparkle in 'Summer Bummer' & 'Groupie Love' - Beats 1 World Record Premiere + Interview   
    Yeah I'm confused with that. Which is the real version?
  14. maysparkle liked a post in a topic by SuperMegaStan in 'Summer Bummer' & 'Groupie Love' - Beats 1 World Record Premiere + Interview   
    the youtube one is the single version and the one you can stream on other places is the album version (my guess)
  15. Masochism liked a post in a topic by maysparkle in 'Summer Bummer' & 'Groupie Love' - Beats 1 World Record Premiere + Interview   
    Yeah I'm confused with that. Which is the real version?
  16. sprkljumpropegangsta liked a post in a topic by maysparkle in 'Summer Bummer' & 'Groupie Love' - Beats 1 World Record Premiere + Interview   
    Yeah I'm confused with that. Which is the real version?
  17. maysparkle liked a post in a topic by Crimson and Clover in 'Summer Bummer' & 'Groupie Love' - Beats 1 World Record Premiere + Interview   
    wait how come the Summer Bummer on Spotify and Youtube are different? Like literally the first verse is different??
  18. maysparkle liked a post in a topic by LonesomeQueen in Lust For Life - Pre-Release Thread   
    Spotted in Target today. Exculsive poster! No sign of exclusive tracks.

  19. delreyfreak liked a post in a topic by maysparkle in Lust For Life - Pre-Release Thread   
    I never post here because it can be intimidating. But I'll echo everyone else that my hype for this album has completely sunk. I was so excited for it, and I haven't been in the best place mentally. Her songs have helped with my depression immensely. I don't think this album is for fans. It's for her. And yeah, she can keep it. I'll keep replaying Ultraviolence and Honeymoon; at least those were coherent albums. This was giving me something to look forward to in my own dark times, and continually being disappointed (along with other personal matters), I'm just not here for that. Looking forward to HAIM's new album.
  20. expandableclitoris liked a post in a topic by maysparkle in Lust For Life - Pre-Release Thread   
    I never post here because it can be intimidating. But I'll echo everyone else that my hype for this album has completely sunk. I was so excited for it, and I haven't been in the best place mentally. Her songs have helped with my depression immensely. I don't think this album is for fans. It's for her. And yeah, she can keep it. I'll keep replaying Ultraviolence and Honeymoon; at least those were coherent albums. This was giving me something to look forward to in my own dark times, and continually being disappointed (along with other personal matters), I'm just not here for that. Looking forward to HAIM's new album.
  21. maysparkle liked a post in a topic by expandableclitoris in Lust For Life - Pre-Release Thread   
    Quick test: If you want Coachella on the album, like this post
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