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Long live her reign, long live our love

I'm listening to the title track in my bed rn and I'm tearing up because this album really holds its own compared to the rest of her discography. I had anxiety about this being her worst album, but I don't have to worry about that anymore. I'm so happy she produced another FANTASTIC album. I could say stuff like "it's better than UV" or "it's better than HM" but imo it's wrong to compare her albums like that. She released another fantastic body of work and it's time to get all of my life for the next few years!!! Long live Lana fucking Del Rey!!!!

He's too young for that ! smh how inappropriate towards a CHILD

my ex and i used to slow dance to serial killer and velvet crowbar

Heroin is Lana's fav track from the record
 
(It's probably in my top 3 it's so good)

Wow, Didn't know Serial Killer was on Lust for Life! That secret deluxe edition track.. 2015 gays are quaking

She's #1 right now.

Ugh Lincoln's Park is blocking Lana from #1 I'm sorry but this isn't okay with me but

Who told ya'll? I told ya'll. They have nothing on Lana. I have Rocky for promoting Tyler's album and not Lana's where he is featured twice. That cunt.

Fun fact: I had a doctor prescribe me a barbiturate while I was already on Ativan once and I almost died    
 
Xanax works great for panic, but it's best when used sparingly and only when they spring up. My doc tried to give it to me to take daily and I was like bitch no. I'm thinking about trying Klonopin, though, because it's a slower release, less addictive benzo, but I've tried the other main ones (xanniez, ativan). They make me very sleepy, and I seriously blackout, so unless I'm desperate (in which case I always have a small bottle prescribed for me just in case), I don't use them. 
 
But I don't use SSRIs anymore either because they made me fat gain 5 lbs and made me more depressed. Now I'm off of everything and I'm feeling okay happiness wise but damn my anxiety is no fucking joke. 
 
Benzos definitely have a darkside, though. It'd be an interesting topic for Lana to explore if she has any experience with them. You can literally die from withdrawal. Which is scary af.

I'm on my 4th glass of wine and getting ready to listen to the album in full for the first time!! I'm so happy rn

yeah! i take xanax for my panic attacks. that whole class of benzos is generally used to treat anxiety/seizures. they're the modern day barbiturates, which is what marilyn monroe overdosed on. i like the husband lyric too though.

The moon is her summer home. There's a replica of Chateau Marmot and everything. 

it's one of the best songs about addiction she has ever written--if not the best

No she's not actually according to U.S. Code § 0721 - Being a Sultry Modern Torch Singer, in which the second Lana cracks a smile she will be immediately thrown into a small spaceship and sent to the moon

HONESTLY
 
I actually screamed when I first heard it because the way she says "bitch!" is almost exactly the same way me and my best friend would say it lmaoooo

Hey, I've taken that! And I probably dreamt about it, too, because it knocked me out for 10 hours straight! It wasn't for Heroin, just anxiety lol
 
I thought she sang "My husband" at first, though. Which I still kind of like. 

i first thought she said dreaming of lorazepam in the third chorus of heroin because they'll use that to treat for heroin withdrawals, but then i looked online and saw marzipan and was like..... oh ok, she can afford brand name ativan, she was just hungry. 

i first thought she said dreaming of lorazepam in the third chorus of heroin because they'll use that to treat for heroin withdrawals, but then i looked online and saw marzipan and was like..... oh ok, she can afford brand name ativan, she was just hungry. 

i first thought she said dreaming of lorazepam in the third chorus of heroin because they'll use that to treat for heroin withdrawals, but then i looked online and saw marzipan and was like..... oh ok, she can afford brand name ativan, she was just hungry. 

ok is it just me or is Lust for Life like Ultraviolence and Born to Die's lovechild
 
i feel like it has elements of both and I fucking love it, Heroin and Cherry in particular are v Ultraviolence but White Mustang gives me BTD vibes

Get Free. It describes how my journey feels right now. I'm beginning to decide things for myself and "get free", but there's still a lot of confusion because I've felt so held back by my need for control before (which I can now channel through my work ). It sort of reminds me of when I first started the process of recovery for my eating disorder, but there are so many areas of my life where my need for control has controlled me. But I'm learning to live. I'm moving out of the black and into the blue. 

ITS FUCKING HOT! HOT! WINTER IN THE CITY!
 
IM SOBBING INTO MY DINNER THIS IS THE SONG

This album is audible holy water

so is anyone else super pumped for the Complex whatever-it-is that's coming soon?