Alison by Slowdive

sirens: out with a bang/try tonight/next to me/pretty baby aka: oh say can you see/yayo/mermaid motel/smarty/brite lites btd: off to the races/diet mountain dew paradise: cola uv: sad girl/west coast/florida kilos hm: honeymoon/terrence loves you lfl: tomorrow never came/beautiful people beautiful problems nfr: HOPE IS A DANGEROUS THING/venice bitch/fuck it i love you/bartender cocc: tulsa jesus freak/yosemite bb: black bathing suit/wildflower wildfire/if you lie down with me non-album singles: dayglo reflection unreleased: dance for money/elvis/hundred dollar bill/heavy hitter/axl rose husband clearly it's hard 2 choose just one

the final garden is a rose garden 🌹

also @DragonWhore has such charlie hill grant aka final_garden energy and i believe in a place they take me

i just caught up on like 60 pages and i literally can't believe that rick nowels manifested and meditated in the garden so hard that he accidentally possessed jack antonoff's body to deliver us a blend of baroque pop psychedelic surf rock coconuts cult leader ladies of the canyon, shifting tempos, and blazing uninhibited melodramatic orchestral outros

a southern hemisphere exclusive

i don't know anything bc i have like 80+ pages to catch up on but i do know that coconut by harry nilsson has been on every christmas playlist ive ever made and i think i've been subconsciously manifesting this for years

bc she's covering the psychedelic rock masterpiece riders on the storm by his band the doors on american standards and covers?

these colours are so red white and blue girl flying fighter jets all over the nation

my sad executive loves it's ur time to get twitter famous!!

automatic writing from the manufactured industry plant project "lana del rey"

the only explanation to this phenomenon is that sc*t guy is boz

wait for me im coming let's go!!!!!!

my current ranking (top 8 was rly hard bc in my mind they are equal rank 1-2): out with a bang try tonight pretty baby next to me aviation a star for nick find my way peace my momma dear elliot bad disease i'm indebted to you drive by junky pride birds of a feather

getting my outfit ready!!

ldr9 has GOTTA be an aquarius baby born in the first few days of february (like me 💖)

same i didn't rly listen to it for what seemed like years but what revived it for me a bit was noticing this yr what she says in the bridge "hot, hot weather in the summer / high, high neglectful lover" </3 discovering new details in her songs is one of the best things ever

i think it's rly important to note (bc there's already sm misunderstanding and misinformation abt these disorders) that bipolar disorder isn't a personality disorder - it's a mood disorder, and that u might be conflating it w borderline personality disorder ("bpd") it also shouldn't be controversial to talk about mood/personality disorders. i dreeeam of the day everyone (including the media...) talks abt them without villainising/objectification. what's controversial to me is when u suggest people have it when u aren't qualified and have very little to no information on said people, esp when they already aren't painted in the best light, as it can be stigmatising and perpetuate stereotypes i know we want to speculate on and question certain lyrics but i think we should just in general do so w care aaand i fucking love this song just listened to it for the first time in ages. this, text book, if u lie down w me, and wildflower wildfire forever <3

pretending like im not multiple ddays late to moodboardgate it's farfetched to say the least whilst also being a honeymoon ripoff but this is the vibe im always manifesting for MY surreal dreamy haunting rene magritte pied piper hotel del coronado camera-ready oceanic operatic frantic californian winter birdworld hawaiian glam metal electric guitar/woodwind/strings-HEAVY ldr9 <3 (i realise it's pinteresty but it's the best i got given my skillset of nothing )

dayglo reflection is on another plane but also love stargirl and buddy's rendezvous. for some reason i never rly listened to the others that much so even tho songs like wait for life are objectively beautiful, i feel v distant from it

thinking abt gustavo, who just wanted the simple life w his violets and trucks and insider information but i had to go mess it up and make him famous

dance for money v2 i can't stress enough how desperately in love i am w the melody

dont mind me fully investigating an insider adjacent at best but i went looking for the tweet and here's other things they've said

Where did TWBTKYN come from btw? Is that from Boz too?

doesn't look the same :((

im... moving for coronado lmfaaaooooo googled n it's a resort city in california lynchian song w elements of danger and evil (and a public health crisis) simmering just beneath the surface and a salvatore wayamaya kill kill seaside jazz sound?? ahhhh insiders fake or not ignite my soul