how the light shines in

There's a certain point the body can't come back from In one year, we've learned the turn of the mouth The depth that the chest cavity takes...

I just finished watching it and I'm stuck between pure happiness at her vocals and performance, mortification at them literally turning her mic off while you can hear music thumping in the background (noise curfew, who?) and sadness at what has obviously been a tumultuous time for her emotionally - girl basically opened with a 'fuck you' to, assumedly, Jack. but jesus christ on a cracker she's got to stop being late

I can't access the google drive file but found this - looks like a small chunk in the middle got claimed and muted, not sure which song yet https://www.twitch.tv/videos/1854883202 edit: it's the grants

I just woke up and am going to be out all day so I'll have to wait to watch the show but I'm so excited seeing you guys updating three pages every thirty seconds freaking out

I also immediately got A&W vibes from the intro of Attention. But not in a plagiarism sense, more like the tracks could fit on the same album. So good.

Good morning from Australia I just woke up to the end of the world as we know it. Don't send thoughts and prayers, I'm off out to drop kick a koala and cry.

Evidently I blacked out for a few months and April 1st has arrived because what???!

omg... I really didn't expect to love this track so much, it's so ethereal and once again her music is somehow making me tear up and feel things without being able to put a finger on why "I've got a swimming pool, I like to float on the surface And think of the stories I've already sold Oh I've got a feeling, I've got a memory Why wait for Heavеn when I can have Heavеn right here like I'm told? Oh, just like I'm told"

we got an official EDM remix of SYTH before Lana even acknowledged the Ocean Blvd Instagram account, this year has been smoking crack if someone read that sentence to me last year I'd legit check them in to a psych ward

the face she makes at 0:50 singing that high note reminds me of when she used to BELT million dollar man at live performances all those years ago help I'm having an emotion

middle part and big hair

dying throwing up screaming shitting that we are being robbed of 1080p shots of the new dress, it looks beautiful

NEW DRESS??!

the ten minute changing dresses sequence is extra painful after being so damn late omg

no wig this time..

Ben's live, looks like shes dressed and on her way

what if she just... doesn't come out

oh my GOD they're boo'ing....

bless you

I have no sound on the Tik Tok livestream?? nvm it ended I'm gonna go cry

so excited for this show, do we think we are getting new outfits or the same Marylin to Mother serve?

my conspiracy theory with absolutely zero evidence is that because she asked for a livestream delay and was late they had to make up for the time somehow. So she didn't get to perform one song on stage, sped up the end of her set and they cut PWYC for time reasons. I have zero proof but that's all I can think of

my disappointment is immeasurable and my day is ruined

I finally just got done watching the show, absolutely cried like a baby during ride, found even more love for CN and TUOB which I didn't even think possible and my final lasting impressions were how strong her vocals have gotten and how happy she looked the whole time. Lana the Performer era, we aren't worthy also that outro would have been d r a m a t i c

I have to go out and miss the official stream, manifesting uploads by the time I get home ladies have fun