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it doesnt, how is she supposed to breathe through plastic use your brain

willing to pay good money for any LA stan who snatches a copy for me!

i guess it was some kind of deal between Simon & Schuster who would let Interscope put LA on streaming services to promote the audiobook until the actual book came out :/

okay, so.... they only put the 96 kbps version on the CD as well? digital audiobook file is above, the 320 kbps extract from my CD on the bottom

Alright, so this poem also seems to be about her mother...? At least thats how I am interpreting now after her Mother's Day post and considering the content of LA Who Am I To Love You: "Secrets about [...] mother" So Lana is alluding to something noone knows about her mum Then, "all of the people you meet on the street will reiterate lies that she uttered", meaning her mum might have told others something Lana considers untrue. Lana is experiencing nightmares, waking up "late at night", with "tiny beads of sweat dot[ting her] forehead", after dreaming of escaping to the island of Catalina "But alas, this is a real life - and it's been a real fight just to keep my mind from committing treason" You can only commit treason to someone who trusts you, so it must be someone close to Lana - and again, it is a woman, because in the next paragraph, she says "She told the townspeople i was crazy" Lana grew up in the small town of Lake Placid, and I interpret this as Patty telling everyone lies to hide Lana's alcoholism which lead to her going to boarding school? Now, the "treason" might be to just spill everything about their relationship. Lana has said in the past she can't talk about some stuff as long as some people are still alive. "i've gone scorched earth" aka Lana's life has been hell "Would standing in front of Mt Rushmore feel like the great American homecoming I've never had?" Could this mean Lana's mum has never been proud of her, or her achievements? And then, "Would the magnitude [...] take the place of the warm embrace I've never known?" So it seems Lana is not coming from a very loving family. The poem then ends with Lana preparing dinner, giving us insight in what's going through her head when she is alone.

My standard vinyl came and it's so pretty!

this tbh ive also met lana a few times but each time i talked to her i was so starstruck and unable to say anything i had prepared to ask her, and all thats usually coming out is "i love you, the show is great" or smth like that

https://nomorechasingrainbows.tumblr.com/songsorter i did this song sorter btw in case yall need it. it only includes released songs tho my list: Rank Song 1 Get Free 2 Ultraviolence 3 Happiness Is A Butterfly 4 I Can Fly 5 How To Disappear 6 American 7 Mariners Apartment Complex 8 Salvatore 9 Honeymoon 10 Venice Bitch 11 Tomorrow Never Came 12 Radio 13 Ride 13 West Coast 15 Terrence Loves You 16 Change 17 Old Money 18 Off To The Races 19 13 Beaches 20 Guns and Roses 21 Lust for Life 22 The Greatest 23 Cinnamon Girl 24 Brooklyn Baby 25 Is This Happiness

of course not

i love this project so much, Quiet Waiter - Blue Forever remains my favorite poem from this book i hate that theres not more discussion going on here, Violet deserves so much love ?

i didnt interpret it literally. i thought she was metaphorically speaking how she seems to unintentionally hurt people around her. cuz lbr, stepping on a bird and killing it is pretty hard to do

the haikus in general are all sad af

ffs i ordered Violet on 2 different stores and both say there sre delivery delays I hate it here

i wonder if this is patty shade? its a 1-line poem

its 10 haikus, 4 short poems and 19 long ones so 5 new, long poems Titles of the poems according to their appearance, spelled the same as in the book: Also putting this up here, some pics from the book - shamelessly promoting my Twitter account

alright, some of the poems are so sad a few of the haikus really had me in my feelings ugh

Really interesting how the poems "Sugarfish" and "ringtone" reference Cinnamon Girl, so they seem to be about the same guy! In Sugarfish, we got this paragraph: sugar sugar in my teeth from your kiss you texting me from the movie theater seat Dodger Stadium Slurpee " mirroring the "Cinnamon in my teeth, from your kiss" line. And then, in ringtone, we have: Don’t make me be resilient i so want to be soft if u let me be myself u will be the first one who ever did. A 1 to 1 reference to "Be the first who ever did"

omg im reading it rn and yaaaaas

The ebook is now out in New Zealand! Anyone from NZ here who can help me out and buy a copy for me? Im gonna paypal you

its unrelated to lana, some bbc radio programme

thats like asking why a TV network would re-run old episodes from a tv show. to fill a time slot

the way the heart is getting more RTs than the vogue interview tho

yeah, most of her fans are gay or female (or both) tbh at least going from my experience at shows - the only straight men i have met at lana shows have either been the boyfriends of some gals going to the show or Peter so

the way i am so unbothered by these pics cuz after 1 year working in a senior residence for ppl with dementia and having to clean up sh*t on a daily basis i've become so desensitized, i won! hennyways soo whos gonna think were gonna get some COCC crumbs by the end of the week after all the Violet stuff is out of the way?

yuh, so were getting close ladies! also give me mod rights cuz im wasting most of my day here anyway quick assistance ensured