Bellevue

[Platinum Greenwich 13,846]

Before I met you, I had no one

And I could go back to having no one again

He doesn't want me around, he doesn't want me around, he doesn't want me around

 

He doesn't want me around, he doesn't want me around

 

Baby in Bellevue, I had no one

And I could go back to being a lush again

If it would make you proud, if it would make you proud

 

I know you like to go out and mingle with your friends

He doesn't want me around, he doesn't want me around, he doesn't want me around

 

And I could change my name, go back to gold lamé

Just like the good old days, tangos and Tanqueray

Nothing can hurt me now, nothing can hurt me now, nothing can hurt me now

 

Nothing can hurt me

 

Now I will wait for you

For three-hundred years I play pretend

And put my arm around a man who isn't there

 

I must be insane and now it seems I've found the one to say that I'm scared

Who doesn't want me around, he doesn't want me around, he doesn't want me around

 

Doesn't want me around, he doesn't want me around, he doesn't want me around

[Veinsineon 76,859]

This has better lyrics than 50% of NFR 

[May 13,311]

Now I will wait for you

For three-hundred years I play pretend

And put my arm around a man who isn't there
 

beautiful  just a shame it’s a laptop demo. these lyrics would slap on a fully produced track

[daphnedinkley 13,484]

these lyricsssss  the idea of pretending ur fine with being alone and going back to "tangos and Tanqueray" and making out like partying and glamour is all that matters to u but secretly ur playing pretend and waiting on a man who dont want you...... lana u spoke to my damn SOUL here 

[Lindsay Lohan 10,452]

 

Wonder if they spoke about it 

[sparklrtrailrheaven 9,057]

for what it's worth, Bellevue is a very old and very famous mental hospital in Manhattan

 

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Bellevue_Hospital

 

I imagine that's what she and Courtney were discussing

[Florida Dark 1,222]

this is so pretty omg and the lyrics are beautiful <3 i love laptop demos, such a interesting viewpoint of her creation process back in the day