lovegodherself

The interview better be good and not some pointless crap.

Delusions of Gender by Cordelia Fine Tobacco by Dimitar Dimov - I need this for school, but it's a great novel regardless

albums used to come out on tuesday for 25 years before the day go changed to friday. i don't think she'll release the album on a tuesday, maybe we'll have a new song or visual.

i haven't been this excited for an album in ages.

I LOVE HER. I AM SO HERE FOR THIS. the film noir vibe, the monologue, the witch aesthetic, Lana being a hologram, the cute faces she makes - i love all of it. it reminds me of my childhood, the scary movies we used to stay up all night to watch, the endless fascination we observed space with, the way everything seemed interesting, new and genuine. she can go on so many paths with this album and i'm sure i'll love all of them. i just love how she brings happiness and warmth with her presence (despite the vintage black and white video and the black clothes) in this video, i love how she titled it 'lust for life' when the world seems to be falling apart. it's the kind of beauty and mystery i need right now. my, she's grown SO MUCH. i need a lemonade-like album film. or at least a dozen videos. the visuals will be so beautiful. come through, lana!

born to die. i remember when the video came out and i was super hyped over lana so i waited for btd to drop.

i think the thing about lana i relate the most to is her need for a life, filled with fantasy and oddities, her desire to escape and live in her own world, the way she craves a life that is never mundane, always beautiful, even when it gets dark. her need for freedom and independence as well. i've followed lana since video games and the combination of addictive music + haunting images won me over. her aesthetic just spoke to me as a young teen and the visuals she presents - from white trash, suburban, kennedy, hollywood, pin-up to the grunge darkness of ultraviolence to the dreaminess of honeymoon - make me feel wistful. it always seemed so glamorous, ya know? i also get her fascination with philosophy, death, poetry, the american dream, and i relate to her depression. i absolutely do not relate to her submissiveness in her relationship with men. yikes.