Divisive Princess

That would be devastating if it was a screw up. 

HOLY FUCKING SHIT LANA DEBUTED AT #7 ON THE HOT 100 WITH 248K UNITS SOLD
 
http://www.billboard.com/articles/columns/chart-beat/6664035/omi-cheerleader-no-1-return-hot-100-lana-del-rey-debut
 
               

I apologise in advance about how much fake deep and arrogant this is going to sound, which is a shame considering how dead serious I am, this is the realest talk ever for me and I'm genuine.
 
I've thought really deeply about this, I've had this thread in mind for days, and actually, I can count people that physically changed my life on the fingers of one hand and she's most definitely amongst them. I realised that in the 8 months that I known about her, I've wrote a twenty pages academic essay on her, I've read several books and watched countless movies when I dislike doing both just because of her, I have 5000 pictures of her on my computer meticulously classed, and I entirely based my first public exhibition of my career as an artist on her and the ghosts of her. My essay also is leading me directly to my thesis subject which hasn't been researched yet so she may be at the origin of my potential career success. And yes, on top of that, she changed my very tastes, she made me appreciate coffee when I despise it and I switched from Coca Cola to Pepsi, Diet Mountain Dew is now my favourite drink ever, she made me discover that I have kind of a daddy kink but for women and because of her intense femininity she made me realise I was definitely bisexual and she taught me to accept it by teaching me to unapologetically accept who I am. I've never, in my entire life, related to someone that much. This is for another thread but it blows my mind how different yet strikingly similar we are. The most ironical part for me is that I hated her with a passion back in 2012, I remember despising how cliché and plastic and "tumblr hipsterical grunge" she sounded and looked, but in December 2014 I was looking for a subject of research for my essay for my course at uni on fans and amateurs experts, and out of pure sheer genuine curiosity I decided out of the blue to do the experiment of "taking the place of a Lana Del Rey fan" and see how it would go, as for example I have an incredible, extreme fascination for the pictures of fans kneeling in front of the H&M adverts. Needless to say, about 30 pages into Lanalysis I was so hooked that I dreamt about her constantly. I remember, I think I became a fan the exact second she points the microphone at the crowd crying in the chorus in the Video Games Vicar Street video. It was like touching her soul. I started watching and listening to her music and interviews compulsively and was so taken aback by the quantity as well as quality of it, it made me respect her so much as a creative hard working person. I'm so glad I've been through this. She's too famous for me, she'll never know I exist and I probably will never go to a concert of hers because I couldn't bear the preparation emotionally, but it's cool, I prefer to keep the perfect idea of her I have in mind and for some reasons I honestly can't explain I'm extremely seriously in love with both her and the idea of her. I've never been a fan of any """famous popstar""" before. This is still so new for me, and so delightful, I think that one of the biggest things she changed is my acceptance towards my own tastes, like I'm *mostly* still ashamed to say I'm a fan of hers and I really don't look like a lipster at all for whatever that means, but I used to dislike pop and charts music by default just because it was mainstream and I facepalm at my old self every time I have the extreme pleasure of listening  to practically any of the around 500 songs of hers I now have in my library.
 
I'm a very lambda fan, really the basic fangirl, but I know for a crystal clear fact that without her I would never have had the balls to accept that it's not necessarily something to be ashamed of and that it can be turned into raw, pure creative and artistic energy. God, I'm so thankful for her existence 

"graham4anything" except logic, apparently

Girl, bye. 

Omg I just realized she is releasing it one year after September 18th 2014 and I realized I was alive that day!! YASSSS QUEEEN

Omg it will be released 240 days before my birthday! Thank you lana, queen. Slay.

Well that's a little rude. Not only is there a better way to say you didn't like the video, but it's not fair to comment on her body. I think she looked great.

Girl you know I was talking about the pregnant comment you made

Bitch needs to decorate!

Well that's a little rude. Not only is there a better way to say you didn't like the video, but it's not fair to comment on her body. I think she looked great.

I thought the video was cute. I wasn't expecting Ride or Born to Die. I was pretty satisfied. It's def better than Ultraviolence.

Bitch needs to decorate!

Well that's a little rude. Not only is there a better way to say you didn't like the video, but it's not fair to comment on her body. I think she looked great.

Bitch needs to decorate!

ok but........

Girl you know I was talking about the pregnant comment you made

calm down beyonce 
 

 
I like how the video mirrors, very well, what james says about the video "being about her and not being about her". It could be about a generic person just wanting to escape or more specifically about lana dealing with the paparazzi

Well that's a little rude. Not only is there a better way to say you didn't like the video, but it's not fair to comment on her body. I think she looked great.

Well that's a little rude. Not only is there a better way to say you didn't like the video, but it's not fair to comment on her body. I think she looked great.

Well that's a little rude. Not only is there a better way to say you didn't like the video, but it's not fair to comment on her body. I think she looked great.

I thought the video was cute. I wasn't expecting Ride or Born to Die. I was pretty satisfied. It's def better than Ultraviolence.

I thought the video was cute. I wasn't expecting Ride or Born to Die. I was pretty satisfied. It's def better than Ultraviolence.