Beautiful Loser

We need to get a cup of real caffe mocha at a café someday or maybe not, I don't really like coffee tbh lol

Me and Lana are on the same vibe line, I put a square of cheap milk chocolate in my instant coffee the other day just to experience what a bad version of caffe mocha would taste like.

Ok, I don't think I had time to write about my thoughts on the album when it was released so I'll stay up tonight to type when down now, song by song! (but if I did write about it previously, here's my updated thoughts on it I guess lol) Text Book Blue Banisters Arcadia Interlude - The Trio Black Bathing Suit If You Lie Down With Me Beautiful Violets for Roses Dealer Thunder Wildflower Wildfire Nectar of the Gods Living Legend Cherry Blossom Sweet Carolina In summary, I think this album is Lana really wanting to be seen and accepted for who she is, that she's trying to accept that not everyone will, and to appreciate the little things in life and her friends and family.

I’ve been wanting to read Rumi’s poems for a long time now, as a way to connect to my roots, so I’m happy to see one of them posted by Lana.

Just read some reviews of “women who run with the wolves” on goodreads and it definitely doesn’t sounds like a book for me, but I can kinda see why Lana would like it.

I’m listening to the album and thought back to when I listened to it the first time, how shocked I was to hear the lyrics and just wondering what types of messed up things she’d been through. And I realized that I’m so used to the lyrics now that they don’t make me that uncomfortable anymore, or, well, at least not at the moment. I wonder if this is what Lana intended it to be, for the listener to be so immerged in the world she built up and told of that it becomes standard, neutral. Just this numbness of dark things that it doesn’t bother you anymore and you’re “okay” with it. Or maybe I’m thinking too much into nothing. Either way. It’s still an excellent album.

I think it would be on their country album Lana mentioned last year.

Love their energy, and the crowd’s energy, but it’s a bit too country for me to truly love the song.

Comfort

Hmm... yesterday? When was the last time you cooked/baked something homemade?

I can imagine Lana sitting in a tank, but the “door” (top lid?) is open so she can look out. This is really interesting, I wonder what it would’ve looked like if they had filmed it. I imagine the cool space-sky aesthetics Love had, but that MV was made by another director so I guess it might’ve been something completely different...

I’m sorry to hear that, I hope it’s not permanent damage?

A thread for favorite lyrics can be found here! http://lanaboards.com/topic/2356-favourite-lana-lyrics/#comments

I've been learning 3D modeling and texturing the last semester! It's fun, but I'm so bad at it lol, I need a lot more practice! I should actually continue with my 3D animation assignment which I've postponed working on all day...

The disappointment I felt when I heard it was different on the album and that I didn't like it.

I love Borderline, but only the single version! I never really liked the album version, the mix is different and I just never got used to it after streaming the single for so much before the album release. >___<

Yeah, I was just surprised to see the (Nikki) Lane hate coming from nowhere. (at least, to me, I don't see a reason to dislike her or her friendship with Lana)

@LanasLeftCheekFiller Nice! Now I wanna try to make a model for a statuette too.

What’s up with all the Lane hate?

One hour later and I’ve finally caught up!! I’m sad I missed it all (but kinda not since I got to spend time with friends for once) since everyone were so active! I remember past Lipsters which weren’t as active in the comments, which is a bit sad considering the hard work that’s put into the ceremony... I hope it’ll be this fun next year too, and that I can join the fun with you all live! BIG CONGRATULATIONS to all the winners and runner-ups! Cherish your awards, be proud of them and of who you are, ok? Shoutout to @Niko Dealergo who has been a wonderful mod since day one! It’s been about a year since I became a mod now and it hasn’t been easy, but since you became a mod too, I feel like it’s been a bit better. I’m very grateful to work with you, and that you’ve done a great job keeping an eye on this site while I had to step away for a while to focus on my studies! Big thanks to @Elle for being an absolute legend (as always!) and hosting this year! Stunning pictures of yourself too, but I don’t think you’ve ever not been stunning in pics so that was only to be expected. And lastly, congrats @Surf Noir for being crowned as Lipster of the year! An honorable award, so glad to see you win it!

I did?? Maybe those three hours keeping an eye on the pre-BB thread alone when it leaked, waiting for the other mods to wake up, was worth it after all. Thank you all for the votes, I really didn’t expect to win anything this year!

What page does it start on? I need to catch up.

Oops, have I missed everything? :’ D

Y’all lucky to have stylists.

Yup, I still don’t regret buying three copies of the album.