juless

god, this song. anytime someone says she 'glamorized' abuse I love to bring it out. first time I heard it, it was like I was in another dimension. the lyrics, the vocals, I can go on and on. the thing that really sticks out to me is how shes just slightly off tempo coming in a few times (so subtle you barely pick up on it), I don't know if it was purposeful or not, but I think that's what gives this song that unsettling feeling that Lana clearly felt in the situation she was in. the way shes able to communicate her exact emotions and send it out to her audience so flawlessly and clearly never ceases to amaze me

I adore this song, it always reminds me of that scene in 'heathers' where JD goes off on a tangent while talking to Veronica about how no matter where he goes (since he moves a lot), the 7/11 gas station is always there for him and is like his one constant throughout life lol. might be a stretch but maybe this is kinda like Lana finding peace in the chaos of her early career

right now I'm reading "elvis and me" by Priscilla Presley and I am also finishing up "a little life" by hanya yanagihara. a book I really recommend that I finished recently is 'flowers for algernon' by Daniel Keyes, it was actually such a beautiful book and got me feeling all the feels.