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Music to Watch Boys To: Official Music Video
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Honeymoon - Post-Release Discussion Thread + Poll
ILostMyself replied to annedauphine's topic in Post-Release Threads
Do you guys think they Lana will use the cult leader snippets from her Honeymoon teaser for the next video? Like Freak? -
Do you think Lana still believes in God?
ILostMyself replied to brooklynbaby91's topic in Lana Thoughts
@@LoreleiLee Amazing post!! How could I forget Gods & Monsters?? It's one of my fave Lana songs. And now that you repeat this Nietzsche-an lines, I remember why I thought she wasn't religious at all. I mean "Me and God don't get along" and "God's dead, that's alright with me", at first, sound very very unreligious, even atheist. That's why I was so surprised to all of a sudden hear a "God knows I tried"... I do agree that Lana went through a "rebellious" phase etc. and all you said above that I'm not going to repeat now. However, I don't think she ever NOT believed in God. These lines in Gods&Monsters are super interesting, and I would love to hear her thoughts on this. When did Paradise come out, 2012, wasn't it? There are definitely interviews from that time where she sincerely talks about god. I do believe that she has found her true way now, and is happy now. Amen. You said it. -
Do you think Lana still believes in God?
ILostMyself replied to brooklynbaby91's topic in Lana Thoughts
Wow, I love what you wrote! Thank you! I 100% agree with you! That idea that she wants a "relationship with divinity" is so cool! And the way she talks about Jesus as her "bestest friend" and in the same lines as "Marilyn, Coney Island Beaches, Sparklers and Streamers", just solidifies that! That just proves she's not your typical Catholic, she is much more colorful, freer in her expressions of a belief. The "I am my only God" from Disco is what made me love Lana. I remember listening to that song over and over again, it captivated me so much, the whole song is just fantastic imo! I think that this song and this line goes with her "I'd rather know what God knows" line in Pawn Shop Blues (another one of my favorites). I mean these songs obviously don't sound like she is very religious at all, you could even say that she's disregarding religion or God here, but I feel like that is just 100% Lana. She does believe in a God in the "outside world", a God that "directs" her or lets things happen. However, she must also believe in a "God within one self", like loving onself just as much as anything and anyone else. "I am my only God" means to me that she wants to be free, unjudged and doing whatever she wants. Like she says in Disco "I do what I like I just don't care". At first I considered this to be rather blasphemous as I haven't heard a religious person "comparing" themself to God (isn't that even forbidden?), but it's not at all. As with all the Catholic / religious references in her songs, it's just the way she expresses herself and I personally love that because I can identify with that as well even though I am an atheist. As well as the "I'd rather know what God knows". I love that line. It's SOOO Lana. -
Do you think Lana still believes in God?
ILostMyself replied to brooklynbaby91's topic in Lana Thoughts
I agree with what all of you have said here. @@annedauphine and I had a short discussion on this a while back. When I heard Honeymoon for the first time, in particular GKIT I was really shocked because to me this song left no doubt that Lana believes in a form of God. I always considered Lana to be in a way spiritual, but never really religious as, as some of you have stated, her views on metaphysics and astrophysics, her themes of guns/violence/drugs/sex in her songs as well as her romanticized kitsch representation of Catholic themes (Tropico) seem to contradict this idea. In her songs there are lines like "I am my only God", or "All that's real to me is Marilyn and Jesus". To me, these lines sounded like she consideres her Catholicism a part of her life, however not in the sense of truly believing it, more like using it in her Americana, and ackknowledging it as a way to explain the world. Also, she is not conservative at all, she is quite the opposite. After all this, I went back and I read and listened to some interviews, and the way she speaks about God in a matter of fact way left no doubt for me that she is indeed religious, in whatever way. Like, there was this interview where she said sth like "I couldn't believe that God would give me such a nice person and then it wouldn't work out." Like she truly means it. I don't know Lawrence Kraus... But then again, I wouldn't consider Lana to be a "typical" believer. Maybe she doesn't care about this or maybe she feels partly this way too?? I mean we can all just guess obviously, but I think that Lana very much believes in all the scientific and metaphysical approaches on how the universe came into existence, but there is just one point where science can't explain anything anymore (at least not yet?). And that is where her belief in God comes in. She surely believes that God "created" the universe and that God has some influence over people's lives, like destiny, you know. I think she "connects" with Catholicism so much because it's such a splendid glittering, yet rotten institution (not trying to offend anyone). -
Do you think Lana still believes in God?
ILostMyself replied to brooklynbaby91's topic in Lana Thoughts
I've read on multiple occasions and also seen it in interviews that Lana believes in God, and that, in my view, has not changed at all. Now, I'm atheist, however I think that being Catholic, attending church, saying prayers etc. does not at all contradict being interested in metaphysics or looking at the laws of physics to understand the creation of the universe. God simply is not an explanation for everything. Also, she has a goshdarnit song called "God Knows I Tried" on the album, and I don't know about you guys but to me the song sounds very much like she believes in a God. And that very strongly. -
I have heavy heartstrings? What the actual fuck? I hear that too now, congratulations sisters... :/ I liked the dream line better.
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I hear something like this too, but that unfortunately neither makes sense in French or in Italian... :/ "I adore him" or sth like this would be "lo adoro" in Italian, if I'm correct.
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Riverside (Barrie James O'Neill ft. Lana)
ILostMyself replied to ILostMyself's topic in Non-Album Content
It really is beautiful and I love the chemistry between them. I wish they had done more songs like this... -
Yeah that's why I'm so confused. In Spanish two Ls (ll) are pronounced as a "y", so her pronounciation would make no sense at all. "De Medici" is a good idea, but I do think that she would look up a word (or at least ask Francesco) when she's not sure how it's pronounced. I hear more of a "meda-gine" or "mede-gine". And if it's not an English word, it must surely be Italian as it wouldn't make much sense otherwise for this song.
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Riverside (Barrie James O'Neill ft. Lana)
ILostMyself replied to ILostMyself's topic in Non-Album Content
I hope that I got most of the things right... i LOVE the song so much! So beautiful! I wish there were more "simple" Lana songs like that. Just piano and vocals. That's enough. -
[barrie:] I've seen you walk along the riverside I've seen you walk along at ease And in the air I feel a silence, it whispers perfect on the breeze And there's a voice that keeps me company It takes me closer to the stream And in the break of any suffering It makes me feel like there's no pain Finally, finally, finally I'm getting closer To the dream To my dream I believe [Lana:] I'm up a creek and you're my paddle Where there is you there is my soul Another dream where I'm the witness I am the witness to your goal [barrie & Lana:] Finally, finally, finally I'm getting closer To the dream To my dream I believe Finally, finally, finally I'm getting closer To the dream To my dream I believe To my dream I believe To my dream I believe To my dream I believe
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Honeymoon - Post-Release Discussion Thread + Poll
ILostMyself replied to annedauphine's topic in Post-Release Threads
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Honeymoon - Post-Release Discussion Thread + Poll
ILostMyself replied to annedauphine's topic in Post-Release Threads
Oh okay. Well okay, so it's not really about marrying and all that?