Nightmare Boy (Barrie-James O'Neill)

[Nightmare Boy Online 236]

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Hi, I was just wondering if you could help me make a tracklist with the songs we have based on either the old or new tracklists Barrie has talked about?

2/08/14

Nightmare Boy announced the track list of his upcoming album:

 

1. Mary

2. The Art Of Horror

3. Chivalry

4. The Art Of Resurrection

5. Untitled

6. Magic Me

7. Angel Tears

8. Way Over My Head

9. Riverside feat Lana Del Rey

10. Wherever I Go

 

 21/07/15

COLD COFFEE

1. Pictures

2. See Her Smiling

3. Murder Murder

4. Cold Coffee

5. Untitled

6. Chivalry Is Alive And Well And Living In Glasgow

7. Night Burns

8. Mary

9. Way over my head

10. Angel Tears

11. Wherever You Go

12. Thunder

13. In The Night

 

(He posted a photo of Cold Coffee's tracklist and it was handwritten so i am not sure i got these 100% right)

[Nightmare Boy Online 236]

Barrie just posted a demo of an unreleased track called 'Angel' http://bazsongs.tumblr.com/post/129868662692

[comeintomybedroom 8,657]

Barrie just posted a demo of an unreleased track called 'Angel' http://bazsongs.tumblr.com/post/129868662692

wonder if it's Angel Tears.

[AKA Lizzy Grant 2,238]

Angel Tears https://soundcloud.com/user475752895-717828088/nightmare-boy-angel-tears

[Nightmare Boy Online 236]

Since today is Barrie's birthday and we are reaching the end of 2015, here's a video review of the past year. Hope you enjoy it as i did making it

[Nightmare Boy Online 236]

Barrie's album Cold Coffee is streaming for free on his site www.bazsongs.com for another 6h. I think it is fucking amazing. What are your thoughts? (listen with headphones). 

 

I noticed he changed the lyrics to I see her smiling. It was a part definitely talking about his relationship with lana where it said "And further long the way i see us in headlines, waisted away me and then you". Now he sings "I fell further down the drain I’m leaving in midnight I’m wasted away living without you"

 

I tried to write down the lyrics. English is not my mother language so correct me please! Some words i didn't understand i put (...)

 

Intro

Instrumental

 

Pictures

Since I left you I went out of my mind

I had nowhere else to go

All these pictures running through my weak mind

They say that I am not good on my own

 

It’s been 19 years since I last felt alright

My father said that I was going insane

Because I had abilities (..) on me

Pain (in picture?) without word

 

Since I came here I had nobody

But I’ve been living on my own

But all these memories crushing through my weak mind

They say that I am not good being alone

 

I see her smiling

Out under the scars she’s waiting for something

Something that's new, never knew

The girl that's in the park, batting her eyelids

She’s waiting for you, this is true

 

Hiding in the dark escaping the madness

Listening to tunes about blues

I fell further down the drain I’m leaving in midnight

I’m wasted away living without you

 

You're a hazard in my head and I need you

You're a hazard in my head but I need you

 

And there’s this darkness hanging over me

And it's not moving until I’ll set her free

Now she lays over me and then lies over me

Can you see me smiling?

Now she lays over me and then lies over me

Can you see her smiling?

 

You're a hazard in my head and I need you  x4

 

Murder

Murder murder, I kill you baby I kill you lady, kill

I love my love, my hypocrisy the philosophy is you

She smiles, I smile as the kids wept, I wanna please you my girl

 

A fate to burn in, these days i'm yearning

I fate to burn in

 

Lover, lover time to spit on me, time to spit time to kill

She smiles, I smile as the kids wept, I wanna please you my girl

 

A fate to burn in, these days i'm yearning

I fate to burn in 

x2

 

Cold coffee

Instrumental

 

Untitled

123

Sadness happens again, it’s becoming my friend

I’ve not been out for days

All these (..) makes me feel sick

Palms are sweaty and thin

I (..) ashamed of you (?)

 

What’s this thing in my mind, things are harder to find

And I miss when I was young

He hits me with the blue cause he wants me to show

Whatever’s on my mind

 

Now as the sunshine’s by he’s my only light today

(…)

I take a lonely fight with my lonely mind (..)

 

Who’s this devil in my mind?

Makes love so hard to find

I’m looking all the time

I made a deal and he’s not going home

Once (..) face it on your own

And all will be revealed

 

Now as the sunshine’s by he’s my only light today

(…)

I take a lonely fight with my lonely mind (..)

X2

 

Chivalry Is Alive And Well And Living In Glasgow

I thought I knew, thought I knew, everything

I didn’t know a thing

But here she comes again and again and again

I’m sleeping in her brain

Well I guess we’re all the same

Floating down the drain

 

Well he’s a man, he’s a man, he’d do anything

He doesn’t know her (name?)

Cause we’re gonna sing in the rain, in the rain

Till someone starts to sing

When our love’s in vain

Just waiting to complain

 

[instrumental verse]

 

So tell me your story – I’ll tell you mine

Tell me you love me – and I will be fine

I need no reason – I need no right

I was just staying up all the time

 

Tell me your story – I’ll tell you mine

Tell me you’ll stay with me all night

I need no reason – I need no right

I was just staying up all the time

 

[instrumental verse]

 

She thought she knew, thought she knew everything

She didn’t know a thing

Cause her baby cries again and again and again

Sleeping in her brain

Ah well I guess we’re all the same

Just floating down the drain

 

So tell me your story – I’ll tell you mine

Tell me you love me – and I will be fine

I need no reason – I need no right

I was just staying up all the time

 

Tell me your story – I’ll tell you mine

Tell me you’ll stay with me all night

I need no reason – I need no right

I was just staying up all the time
 

Mary

How come this place that i was brought up in 

don't seem to shine, the way that i want it to shine.

So tell me why the hell i'm brought here?

Did you bring me to be some fool?

I'm afraid that i'm not a fool.

 

I'm like the bird that won't stop singing,

i'm like the child who's insanely swinging,

it's just enough to open up your mind.

 

Why do i feel as though my lucks died?

when i don't want to have fun tonight, i just never was fun.

So tell me all about my history, i feel like a scum bag boy,

i'm sure i am a scum bag boy.

 

I'm like the bird that won't stop singing,

i'm like the child who's insanely swinging,

it's just enough to open up your mind.

I'm like the man who said he has no shadow,

then tells the people fuck you sado's!

it's just enough to open up your mind.

 

Mary, there's no need to worry,

i'm only your grandson, and you'll be fine, fine, fine.

Mary, there's no need to worry, i'm only your grandson.

And you'll be fine, fine, fine.

Fine, fine, fine...

 

I'm like the bird that won't stop singing,

i'm like the child who's insanely swinging,

it's just enough to open up your mind.

I'm like the man saying he has no shadow,

then tells the people fuck you sado's!

It's just enough to open up your mind...

 

Mary, there's no need to worry,

i'm only your grandson, and you'l be fine, fine, fine.

Mary, there's no need to worry i'm only your grandson.

And you'll be fine, fine, fine.

Fine, fine fine.

Fine, fine fine.

 

How come this place is not it... ?

How? I've fell in to the old crowd.

And i don't want to shine no more.

So tell me why the hell i'm been brought here... ?

 

Night burns

Last Saturday night I was waiting on you

I waited all night, there was nothing from you

Last Wednesday night I was begging on you

Last Saturday night I was waiting on you

 

Ohh my night was turning

Ohh my heart was burning

And ohh I knew

 

Last Saturday night I was waiting on you

I waited all night, there was nothing from you

Last Wednesday night I was begging on you

Last Saturday night I was waiting on you

 

Ohh my night was turning

Ohh my heart was burning

And ohh I knew x3

 

And ohh that’s enough, enough from you

Ohh I had enough, enough from you

And ohh that’s enough, enough from you

Ohh I had enough, enough from you

And ohh that’s enough, enough from you x2

That’s enough, enough from you x3

 

Way over my head

Way over my head
Over my dead body
Won't you stay
Over my head
Over my dead body

Won't you stay
Stay away

Way over my bed
Over my dead body
Won't you stay
Over my head
Over my dead body

Won't you stay
Stay away
Won't you stay
Stay away

 

Won't you stay
Stay away
Won't you stay
Stay away

 

Lonely

Instrumental

 

Angel Tears

She purifies everything that she touches

She’s home she dreams of being alone

She fights as she strange dance in the hall

I’d love to know what she knows

Oh what she knows

 

I love her, the dreams that fear

Another tear ..

She flows straight through me like wine again

Right and into the sun

 

Angel tears

She cries them when she sees my fears

Enlighten into the sun

She’s so crazy

She followed me across the river

Into the sea

And anyways I feel done

Without you

You hate me and I hate you

 

I lose my mind I lost it for you

And now I’m blind

I dreamed you up

Now i fall behind

Floating through all the skies at night

I’m on my boat to the moon

Boat to the moon

 

And my dear you’re everything to me

Everything

I can’t quite tell you enough again

I’m going through it back again

It’s easy but it depends

 

Angel tears

She cries them when she sees my fears

Enlighten into the sun

She’s so crazy

She followed me across the river

Into the sea

And anyways I feel done

Without you

You hate me and I hate you

 

Wherever I go

I didn’t mean to be shy

I want to talk with you

And son what have you done?

Oh she’s made a mess of you

 

Can it be perfect?

Can it be real?

 

Gone, maybe she’s gone

You’ve got not time to lose

You give, you give all you had

Oh but it only works if you

 

Wished to be perfect

Wished to be real

And is it so simple

To live in fear?

Oh but i

Oh I’m tired

 

And why won’t the sun shine

When I really need it to

And oh that would be all

When everything was new

 

Can it be perfect?

Can it be real?

And is it so simple

To live in fear?

Oh but i

Oh I’m tired

X2

 

And wherever you go

And whatever you do

You know I’m always counting for you

Only I feel bad for you

 

And whatever you need

And wherever you go

You feel like (..) is running so (cold?)

Only I feel bad for you

I feel bad

 

Thunder

Time’s getting older

Most I lay under

All of the way the night knows

Remembered how I found you

 

My crazy baby

She’s always maybe

Another way she fooled me

Either gone it can’t be

 

You wake so gentle

I wake up mental

I want to kiss your eyes babe

She blows my fucking mind away

 

Love from a distance

She drives me closer

Anyways I’ll find you

If you really want me to

 

Time’s getting older

Most I lay under

I love the way the night knows

I love the way my mind moves

(he is whispering something I can’t understand what)

 

Hidden track

Before I sleep and kill the day

I wanna kiss your pain away

You are my girl the only one in the world

And I promise you everything

 

And after this would you spare me a kiss?

I need to show you again

I wanna see you I wanna know you

 

I heard the whisper, it came from the night

Said I’m running out of time

 

You’re so beautiful

So beautiful

So, so, so beautiful

I’m so (horrible ?)

 

And in the night I started falling out of luck

Out of luck

And in the night there lies a girl

She’s waiting for me

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Angel Tears https://soundcloud.com/user475752895-717828088/nightmare-boy-angel-tears

 

it turned out that is not Angel Tears! It is a different song. You can listen to Angel Tears at www.bazsongs.com

[slang 1,532]

Had I not been scanning LB Entertainment, I would have missed this. Is Acid Bird going to release Cold Coffee, or is he still having release issues?

 

My feelings are generally really positive. I mean, he did go a different route than the EP, I think, and I'm still digesting that. I liked the idea of the lo-fi ambience in songs (prepared piano as primary synth sound, minimal synth and muddy guitars, reverb), liked his falsetto (night burns, angel tears). Liked that he redid Mary to retrofit the CD style (makes the original single a bit more collectible?). He also seems a bit poppier on songs, though in a melancholic way (angel tears, wherever you go, pictures, could be alt-indie hits?). 

 

I kind of missed the Art of Horror, which could have headed the album (and the intro for the album would make some sense as the outro for that song). I also missed the Art of Resurrection (only hearable in ScumBag video) that could have ended the album. This might have given the album more cohesion as a "statement-type" album (for me) and showcase more the guitar side of his instrumentality, but my only real agenda in this suggestion is that more Barrie is more Barrie (and I think those 2 songs were on the original track list he released). I don't know if he would have had to retrofit the songs' styles too much given the Chivalry is Alive ... song is included unchanged, but anyway, I hope those two other songs end up later in his formal discography.

[Nightmare Boy Online 236]

 

Had I not been scanning LB Entertainment, I would have missed this. Is Acid Bird going to release Cold Coffee, or is he still having release issues?

 

My feelings are generally really positive. I mean, he did go a different route than the EP, I think, and I'm still digesting that. I liked the idea of the lo-fi ambience in songs (prepared piano as primary synth sound, minimal synth and muddy guitars, reverb), liked his falsetto (night burns, angel tears). Liked that he redid Mary to retrofit the CD style (makes the original single a bit more collectible?). He also seems a bit poppier on songs, though in a melancholic way (angel tears, wherever you go, pictures, could be alt-indie hits?). 

 

I kind of missed the Art of Horror, which could have headed the album (and the intro for the album would make some sense as the outro for that song). I also missed the Art of Resurrection (only hearable in ScumBag video) that could have ended the album. This might have given the album more cohesion as a "statement-type" album (for me) and showcase more the guitar side of his instrumentality, but my only real agenda in this suggestion is that more Barrie is more Barrie (and I think those 2 songs were on the original track list he released). I don't know if he would have had to retrofit the songs' styles too much given the Chivalry is Alive ... song is included unchanged, but anyway, I hope those two other songs end up later in his formal discography.

 

I think the plan is to relese it but we don't have any info yet. I really really liked Murder Murder, Night burns, Wherever i go and Angel Tears. And i enjoyed the album's vibe so much. they would definitely be hits. As he said it is a "sad disco". I too wanted Art of Ressurection here (and i relly love Magic me i want the full song. He once played it on periscope and it is magical, but i don't think he will release it :/ ) 

 

As for the Chivalry featured unchanged it is because it was recorded with the same producer as the rest of the songs of Cold Coffee (Rob Schnapf, Elliot Smith's producer). Mary i think was produced by Barrie and Jonathan Wilson. As for Way over my Head and Art of Horror i have no idea.

[Rayse 659]

Really waiting for a download of this album ugh

[comeintomybedroom 8,657]

You can pre-order "Cold Coffee" expected April 8th

(thank god he ditched nightmare boy)

[slang 1,532]

April 8th was National Barrie-James O'neill day and hardly anyone noticed, meaning I'm a bit depressed critics aren't paying attention to Cold Coffee (or perhaps choosing not to notice it). Whatever. The album totally slays me. The last track "thunder" is one of the most powerful things I've ever heard in a breakup album. The first movement is very confessional and the second movement is very "I'm moving on". 

[Nightmare Boy Online 236]

It's been a while since the last time i posted here. So as posted above Cold Coffee is out you can purchase it in iTunes, Amazon, Tidal, 7digital (UK), Google Play.

 

 

April 8th was National Barrie-James O'neill day and hardly anyone noticed, meaning I'm a bit depressed critics aren't paying attention to Cold Coffee (or perhaps choosing not to notice it). Whatever. The album totally slays me. The last track "thunder" is one of the most powerful things I've ever heard in a breakup album. The first movement is very confessional and the second movement is very "I'm moving on". 

 

 

I only found one review and was dissapointed by it. But Barrie's manager is doing a great job and i think soon enough it will be noticed. 

 

So here's a few updates:

-Barrie is on Vevo

-He did a couple of shows, you can see photos/videos here. There is a gig coming this Saturday (16th) in Glasgow. If you are using Bandsintown track him here.

-He did a session with Tenement TV. Photos. Video soon

-He did an interview for a Russian magazine. You can read it here.

 

Also i wanted to say that it wasn't only Riverside that got leaked. His whole album was leaked. I listened to it before it was taken down. Loved Magic me and Art of Resurrection. but the album wasn't finished, in Angel Tears for example you can hear voices at the end talking about the recording. One thing i notice is a change of lyrics in Angel Tears

UNRELEASED: She followed me across the river and to the sea, i love her and i want you, you want me, i need you, you need me.

COLD COFFEE: She followed me across the river and to the sea, and anyways i feel dumb without you, you hate me, i hate you

 

And if you haven't watched the promos for Cold Coffee just check out this AMAZING video featuring the milky way and an instrumental of the Art of Resurrection 

 

 

P.S. i think moving back to Glasgow was the best decicion he made. Everything seem to flow in his favor 

[slang 1,532]

 

Untitled

123

Sadness happens again, it’s becoming my friend

I’ve not been out for days

All these (..) makes me feel sick

Palms are sweaty and thin

I (..) ashamed of you (?)

 

What’s this thing in my mind, things are harder to find

And I miss when I was young

He hits me with the blue cause he wants me to show

Whatever’s on my mind

 

Now as the sunshine’s by he’s my only light today

(…)

I take a lonely fight with my lonely mind (..)

 

Who’s this devil in my mind?

Makes love so hard to find

I’m looking all the time

I made a deal and he’s not going home

Once (..) face it on your own

And all will be revealed

 

Now as the sunshine’s by he’s my only light today

(…)

I take a lonely fight with my lonely mind (..)

X2

 

 

Wherever I go

I didn’t mean to be shy

I want to talk with you

And son what have you done?

Oh she’s made a mess of you

 

Can it be perfect?

Can it be real?

 

Gone, maybe she’s gone

You’ve got not time to lose

You give, you give all you had

Oh but it only works if you

 

Wished to be perfect

Wished to be real

And is it so simple

To live in fear?

Oh but i

Oh I’m tired

 

And why won’t the sun shine

When I really need it to

And oh that would be all

When everything was new

 

Can it be perfect?

Can it be real?

And is it so simple

To live in fear?

Oh but i

Oh I’m tired

X2

 

And wherever you go

And whatever you do

You know I’m always counting for you

Only I feel bad for you

 

And whatever you need

And wherever you go

You feel like (..) is running so (cold?)

Only I feel bad for you

I feel bad

 

Thunder

Time’s getting older

Most I lay under

All of the way the night knows

Remembered how I found you

 

My crazy baby

She’s always maybe

Another way she fooled me

Either gone it can’t be

 

You wake so gentle

I wake up mental

I want to kiss your eyes babe

She blows my fucking mind away

 

Love from a distance

She drives me closer

Anyways I’ll find you

If you really want me to

 

Time’s getting older

Most I lay under

I love the way the night knows

I love the way my mind moves

(he is whispering something I can’t understand what)

 

Hidden track

Before I sleep and kill the day

I wanna kiss your pain away

You are my girl the only one in the world

And I promise you everything

 

And after this would you spare me a kiss?

I need to show you again

I wanna see you I wanna know you

 

I heard the whisper, it came from the night

Said I’m running out of time

 

You’re so beautiful

So beautiful

So, so, so beautiful

I’m so (horrible ?)

 

And in the night I started falling out of luck

Out of luck

And in the night there lies a girl

She’s waiting for me

Just thought I'd embellish SOME of your lyrics transcription with what I hear:

 

Untitled

123

Sadness happens again, it’s becoming my friend    

I’ve not been out for days   

Oh this food makes me sick

Palms are sweaty and thin

What is she to you  (?)

 

What’s this thing in my mind, things are harder to find    

And I miss when I was young   

He hits me with a blow (?) cause he wants me to show    

Whatever’s on my mind    

 

Now as the sun shines bright he’s my only light of day

hears me say (?)

I take a lonely fight with my lonely mind to say

 

Who’s this devil in my mind?

Making love so hard to find

I’m looking all the time

I made a deal and there's no going home

One side is (?) face it on your own

And all will be revealed

 

Now as the sun shines bright, he’s my only light of day

hears me say

Take your lonely fight with my lonely mind to say  X2

 

Interpretation: may be about viewing ones depression objectively and disassociatively with constructive sympathy ("As the sun shines bright, he's my only light of day" as well as the overall topic being about a conversation with himself of sorts)

 

 

Wherever I go

 

I don’t mean to be shy

I want to talk with you

 

Son what have you done?

Oh she’s made a mess of you

 

Can it be perfect?

Can it be real?

 

Gone, maybe she’s gone

Oh You’ve got more time to lose

You give, you give all you had

Oh but it only works if you

 

Wished to be perfect

Wished to be real

And is it so simple

To live in a feel.

Oh I

Oh I’m tired

 

And why won’t the sun shine

When I really need it to

And oh how to be old (?)

When everything was new

 

Can it be perfect?

Can it be real?

And is it so simple

To live in a feel

Oh but i

Oh I’m tired

X2

 

And wherever you go

And whatever you do

You know I’m always counting for you

Honey (?) I feel bad for you

 

And whatever you need

And wherever you go

You feel life is running so (cold?)

Honey (?)  I feel bad for you

I feel bad

 

Interpretation: pretty self-evident. But "To live in a feel" works much better for me and sort of reminds me of John Lennon. Could it be a reference to a song?

 

Thunder

 

Time’s getting older

Whilst I lay under

I love the way the night knows

Remembered how I found you

 

My crazy baby

She’s always a maybe

Another way she fooled me

You're the girl you can’t be

 

You wake so gentle

I wake up mental

I want to kiss your eyes babe

She blows my fucking mind away

 

Love from a distance

She drives me closer

Anyways I’ll find you

If you really want me to

 

Time’s getting older

Whilst I lay under

I love the way the night knows

I love the way your mind moves

 

<<WHISPERS:

 

What happened?

I love her.

I love.

 

>>

 

Hidden track

 

Before I sleep and kill the day

I wanna kiss your pain away

You are my girl the only one in the world

And I promise you everything

 

And after this would you spare me a kiss?

I need to show you who I am

I wanna see you I wanna know you

 

I heard the whisper, it came from the night

Said I’m running out of time

 

You’re so beautiful

So beautiful

So, so, so beautiful

I’m sorry honeeee

 

And in the night I started falling out of LOVE

Out of LOVE

And in the night there lies a girl

She’s waiting for me

 

 

Interpretation: The crucial difference is at the very end, where, even though the whole song agonizes over her, he finally indicates he is over her (or was at least starting to be over her).

[graham4anything 2,859]

She changed her hair back

to her original shade of blonde

blonde beauty

[slang 1,532]

She changed her hair back

to her original shade of blonde

blonde beauty

Interesting point, but I don't think UV was much about Barrie, or even in reaction to Barrie, but about being the other woman or being in, or addicted to, abusive relationships (at least for the first half of UV). Maybe Barrie "facilitated" things by being dark at the time, but he was definitely not intended as the topic. Also I think she was intentionally shooting for "dark" on UV as a critic-reaction to Born to Die (which we can now understand as her HAPPY album, LOL). Probably Black Beauty was about Barrie, but that's about it.

 

On the other hand, Barrie's (also great) album Cold Coffee, is about Lana, sort of. However, what is most interesting about the album is that it is virtually all about his internal feelings, with nothing much external blamed or referenced as to what went wrong. I also think he still adores her, well at least there's this cryptic tweet (the pronoun "her" is left unspecified):

https://twitter.com/NightmareBjo/status/732047059310804992

and some interesting twitter banter from him from time to time.

 

However, at the end of "Thunder" (and admittedly he's very sloppy on the enunciation of that critical word) he makes it a little more clear that he's moved on, imo.

[graham4anything 2,859]

@@slang-

I agree about UV

Black Beauty was an "extra" and not part of ultraviolence so to say.

 

I do believe that was specific to him.

 

the rest of the album, not. (although he does have a writing credit, I think on Brooklyn Baby).

 

which reminds me, if Lou Reed didn't die, and would have been on that song, would they have used the chorus sounds from Walk on the Wild side?

[forkpt1 831]

Can we please talk about this new song Barrie just posted on twitter 

 

It's so dreamy

[Galatea 8]

Hello guys! this is former Nightmare boy online. I was having problems signing in using my twitter account so after many tries i just quit. But today i saw something i thought i should post here so i made a new profile. So Barrie's manager, Scottie Diablo (who was a friend of Lana and met Barrie through her) posted a playlist on spotify with all Barrie's discography, including TWO songs he co-wrote with Lana. The one is of course BROOKLYN BABY and guess which is the second?? BLACK BEAUTY. I wonder why he is not credited though..

 

Also when Hi, how are you? was out, and i listened to Lana's soundtrack i was sure that Barrie was playing the guitar so i contacted him and asked him. He said that he was indeed playing the guitar and he was also the producer of the song (!!) - both Barrie and Lana were credited as producers of the film as well. So i asked him why he wasn't credited to which he replied 'i guess the one name is bigger than the other'.

 

So i'll give you a quick update:

-Barrie is working on his second album 'Psychedelic Soup'. In e recent interview he said it is almost ready. (you can listen here

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-Barrie is going on a tour in North Scotland, starting today

-He gave a lot of shows the past year and has more planned in Glasgow. He said there might be a show in Europe soon.

[NamiraWilhelm 5,050]

I found this super sad

 

https://www.indiegogo.com/projects/psychedelic-soup?create_edit=true&fbclid=IwAR0JdzOw2pvm5nXaJnYkEx_-2DnmpOgdKr0M7Jn4oINQXvAE2gciGUvsnno#/

 

Poor guy