heatwaves

wish i could find the insta post she made where it was a pic of an old detention/late note? and the caption, she talked abt how she always showed up late 2 class also this excerpt from a 2013 interview “As a kid, I was painfully shy to the point that everyone thought I was crazy or weird,” she continues, flicking cookie crumbs off the front of her sheer white T-shirt. “It’s misread either as attitude or you’re dumb, but I’m just quiet.” She attended lots of different schools—including “one of those religious schools with twelve kids in every grade and they’re all related in some way,” she recalls—but her social experience was the same no matter where she went. “I’d always have one friend, and we’d have a mutual understanding,” she explains. “I would be around them just so I didn’t have to sit awkwardly by myself. I would also become friends with the people who couldn’t speak English. I’d sit at the table with all the Asian girls. They were like, Who is this girl?’’ https://www.thefader.com/2013/08/20/sky-ferreira-everything-is-embarrassing

since this is my 111 post, i'll bite i was a massive sky fan/stan from 2014-2017. NTMT & Ghost were both growers but i ended up loving them, however when she started announcing a new album and posting snippets of songs i wasn't interested at all lmao. calling the album "masochism" was defo a choice, and idk guardian was always "meh" 2 me, still remember the song & video were supposed to come out in august 2015 i rly thought smth was gonna come out in 2016 or 17, but all we got was a 70s snuff porn film playboy shoot as the "visual intro to masochism" m8. she had me w/ DL & DF, especially since both seemed like roll-outs to smth bigger. the songs r...uh songs lol it felt like a huge deal cos those were the first "official" releases since NTMT. w/ the leaks, i like "pray for rain" and "finders keepers" but her songs r too repetitive sometimes at this point...idfk. feels like flying cars will be a thing b4 sky releases another album

i posted a list like 3 days ago but here's an updated 1 i guess? lol 4 xcxmas - 2hot !!!!! - full version of "i finally understand" - if i cried demo/other version? lmao - asleep/sega bodega demo also can't believe tht it's almost 2 years since the xcxmas of early 2021 holy fuck what is time

this version of if i cried seems good, i love her voice on this more than the 1 we got ngl also, since vocals r being discussed - i rly miss her shouty sucker voice lol

smth basic~ like "crybaby" or "sad bitch"

since it's the holiday season, i felt like posting one of my fav charli fits so kewt omggggg (also the dude in the back LMAO) obsessed w/ her makeup here as well

this pic from tht frat party she crashed is srsly dark-sided

for xcxmas 2hot i finally understand in full

charli xcx - vroom vroom ep vroom vroom paradise feat. hannah diamond trophy secret tko (full version? lol) up n down lay with u not sure if "round & round" should replace "lay with u" or "up n down" i h8 tht it's only 4 tracks and knowing how much was left in the vault, it seems perfect @ 5-6 songs

very keen 4 a deluxe of HTG from miss rina i love this album sfm 😌

sucker reminds me of being sixteen (it was the best of times, it was the worst of times etc) but it always holds a special place in my heart also charli's aesthetic/fits were showstopping back then, i'm too lazy to make a post but sooooo many gorgeous gowns, still my fave fashion from her lastly, i rly wish she would revisit this sound one day, seeing as how much the label fucked w/ it. SUCKER (Charli's Version) pls!!

an underrated moment

any1 know where i can find a similar dress?

this album is truly everything...thank u rina, thank u so much