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I wonder if she avoided posting about the anniversary out of embarrassment. I don't even mean this in a shady way necessarily, but "10 years of NTMT" also essentially means "10 years of false hope and promises"
 
Remember when Masochism was supposed to come out in 2015–16? all the other artists around her sphere (thinking of other "alt girls" who were popular on Tumblr around that time period, for example: Charli/Lana/Melanie/Marina/Halsey/etc). They've all released multiple albums since then.
 
Matter of fact, Halsey has released a total of 4 albums under Capitol since NTMT. Don't get me wrong—I'm a ferrari 5ever and never really got into Halsey—but we all know who got the last laugh 

Masochism is actually here, in concept. It's been delivered to us. We all practice it, daily, by coming into this thread, by entertaining the idea that the universe, and the atoms within, would even possibly vibrate into a position that could TANGENTIALLY spur this woman, and the people around her, to finish and publish any coherent and cohesive body of work.
 
She's delivered Masochism to us, just not in the way we wanted.
 
Now let us pray (for rain).

Since almost whole album is out at this point, she'll need to record new things if she ever decides to release an album again.
 
Which means it can only happen in like 2050.

this album is so refreshing…definitely better than troubled paradise.

I feel so bad for her re: leaking. It's such an invasion of privacy and the leakers never consider the artistry behind the music. Not only that but I'd question myself as to what else these people have access to; having no sense of privacy would make me extremely paranoid, so props to her for maintaining her composure. I'd feel so invaded if people went through my emails, calls, photos, music, etc. Like, stop. It's fun to share demos and alt cuts from scrapped/released projects between us fans, but it's a whole diff vibe to leak someone's record.
 
Plus, you can tell she puts her heart into her projects. She makes the best with the budgets she has (in a complimentary way, not shady) and gives us visuals and sounds that are fucking fun. IDK but her songs getting leaked almost seems weirdly targeted/evil/misogynistic. I say this because her leaks are usually shared in such a toxic 'haha fuck her she's a flop' kinda way. And like?!?!?! IDGI?!?!? She's out here traveling the world whilst sharing her projects with people who like her. That's badass, no? That's what art and music is all about!?!? How is that a flop? You don't need to be breaking records with your music to be successful.
 
This went on for quite long. I should buy her record.
 

this is the delusion talking but imagine if the zombie emoji is eluding to a Slayyyter halloween album that permanently ends Turn Out the Light for good.

shes real asf

album next week 

So excited! Even if we already know all the songs…
 
Imma stream the shit out of this one 

new life shouldve been a stand alone single instead of stupid boy like its so cute and fun!! if she was a A-lister it couldve def been on the barbie soundtrack. i hope theres a song on starfucker with the same vibe as new life

i love hollywood next single it seems. we won

Highlights (mentions):
7:58 — Hannah Montana idea and wanting to be famous
8:49 — Love for Beyoncé and "I Care"
9:09 — Monster Ball DVD Special inspirations
9:40 — Ayesha Erotica and That Kid being "early on" y2k
10:04 — The mixtape influences in others artists
10:37 — "I'm a twitter girl"
12:39 — The ascencion of Marina & The Diamonds and Lana Del Rey back in Tumblr in pop culture
15:58 — Webkinz
18:37 — "I love Club Penguin"
20:57 — Tired of the "hyperpop" title stample for whatever music
22:11 — Kesha aesthetics 
22:45 — Glee but not part of the fandom
25:43 — "I love cabaret"
29:21 — "I love my virginity at..."
38:59 — Searching how to sell your soul to become famous
40:26 — Mommy YYY to Slayyyter songs
 
The whole ep is so fun, she's very funny I can't even.
Shout out Good Children podcast for having her.
 

i love hollywood next single it seems. we won

i love hollywood next single it seems. we won