helloheaven

if we all abstain from posting completely/go on a leaks strike maybe insiders will get bored and leak something finally

im claiming tracks 9+10

cruel world vs buddys rendezvous

This is the only skip on the album for me. I can’t get over how the chorus makes me cringe. So contrived and cliche and millennial cringe but i defend the rest of chemtrails to the death

This has been on repeat for me for the past few months after i ignored it for years, criminally underrated and arguably the only bop on the album

Religion vs salvatore

Video games vs tv in black and white

Mac vs love song

Terrence loves you vs fine china

shades of cool vs unfixable

I was listening to brooklyn baby in the car with my gf yesterday and started thinking about the line “I'm churnin' out novels like Beat poetry on Amphetamines”. I write myself so this line got me thinking—has lana ever written in a longer form? when she was younger, did she write any novels? has she written memoir pieces? it’s extremely likely she’s just evoking the imagery of famous beat poets like kerouac and burroughs. i do think that brooklyn baby is a character/vibe evocative of her home state, not necessarily about lana’s own life. still, i’m a huge reader and would totally read a lana novel. imagine her writing fiction during the aka era…a book about the girl in gramma or the queen of the gas station

I mean look at my hair, look at the length of it there, and the shape of my body If I told you that I was r*ped do you really think that anybody would think it I didn't ask for it, didn't ask for it, I'm testifying, already fucked up my story On top of this, so many other things you can't believe Did you know a singer can still be looking like a side piece at 33 vs Oh, you're cold as ice, baby But when you're nice, baby It's so amazing in every way Oh, you're cold as ice, baby I don't wanna fight, baby It's like I told you If you stay, I'll stay, yeah

https://youtu.be/gXN9acC9edU?si=VhvHvnHblCVb-5KY

The angel and devil on my shoulders at all times of the day

summertime (janis joplin version)...dark but just a game...BEN