Make me your Dream Life

Mm. Letting u know now, I never really kept up w that sorta stuff those days, gen curious, but I do remember at that time, that things weren't as tender back then. She slipped away w it, bc the atmosphere wasn't as heavy. I think the main thing about her work, was the romanticization of domestic abuse, but yeah, i think it's a lot easier to judge than think for yourself, so things might've been easier to just judge. Wasn't into her as much as I was since West Coast, but I remember how her sound was really apart from the others at the time, and thought her tone was so different and drunk sounding. Born to Die sounded like some kinda suicidal record, and maybe it's just my perspective, but I always thought that the record was some kind of gate, having a kind of metaphorical death of yourself, and being new again. I think it's worrisome that things are being so minutely dissected, and I get both sides, but sometimes, art, or at least the more profound it is imo, really carries a lot of pain and touches on how that came to be, and it's not necessarily wise to just blurt out how that pain might've come to be by pushing it down, bc life really isn't just about the beautiful moments alone, but how we get there, and, at least for me, it's a lot wiser to really look at the outliers of normal social behaviors and taboos, if only to share those experiences thru starting the conversation, and to really be able to respect the pain, to be able to deeply heal. Not gonna get into what the guidelines or criteria of what something is or has to b to b considered art, but it's a definite kind of expression, and imo, it should be in some way, honest of what that individual is thinking or feeling. I think it's a shame how people can repress and limit themselves because of how they can't lose control (at least in a safe space), bc sometimes, I think really, it's the highs and lows we explore that really teach us the hardest between the constants we experience. We should really be a lot kinder and more understanding w one another, instead of chastising each other, like what a wasted opportunity for moving more socially forward as a species. He logged in today, i think he's waiting for that too yeah mm

Black Beauty (bump!)

dk bout u guys, but I'm already mentally preparing myself for how i'm gonna listen to this record, which tracks'll go to which drives. what times. how i'll listen to it, and just. GAWD. i'm excited as heck. It's been a shitty ride, almost like a year, but negl venice held things up for a real long time for me. MAC haven't listened for a while, so it'll still be a bit fresh. Hope? Had a weird sincere moment w it already, so yeah im accustomed to it, but bc I already explored the song, I'm ok w it. The Greatest came out, like a week ago. FIILY? I caved and listened. The rest of the record? Nothing against the peeps who've listened, but i've waited so the hq'll be fresh. IDK how it FUCKING HAPPENED. but we got the groovy vinyl colors after my fucking rants. PINK? Someone's looking out for me I just know it I swear. So fucking happy. Like idk who to thank, but just (I'm mentally pointing to that person(s)) like, T H A N K Y O U. u guys, we're a fucking mess, but. it works somehow? nice sharing laughs w ya's, let's keep going. I can't wait to get lowkey annoyed of how our opinions'll clash and shit next. it's already so fucking memorable for me imma shut up now.

I actually dk what to feel rn. high quality streams. TMRW. it hasn't hit me y- wait. wait. wait. mm. not yet https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hWMG4cYqJF4 edit: FUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU CK

Turn this into something sweet, I always thought it was "turn this in to something sweet" mm ahhhhh audio tricks missed opportunity but it still lowkey sounds like that - I need another whore bop

Dream a lil dream of me turn this inta something sweeheeet

Get IT

My gay ass just remembered that I already bought the vinyl in pink 10 daaaays Edit: oh shit, 9

I believed it for a quick sec bc I mean-

We support ur decision Sameeeee but i think atm, from the snippets at least, it seems like it's sorta drowned in production? It's a lot smoothersure, but I wonder how the rest of it's gonna sound

This is a really great way looking at it yeah

But she didn't nd I'm glad, nd not to b jaded or anything, but imo it's a lot more important to respect yourself first (like love's present, but back to the former). Hope's an honest closer

R they new or the same ones from before?

Mm don't forget about the PINK too henny

Hm what struck me as different was how happy she looked in the video, and how, fourth wall it, she seems like she was really having fun, at least making it too. Like not to b weird or anything, but that makes me glad; it's like a nice contrast to how sad the song can be.

Honestly I don't mind. I'm there every other week, u guys should check out the port and the queen mary, nd the beaaaachees edit: tf is that price tho

Deffo off topic but where th do i get that jacket. Please let it b part of her merch

I- I'm just so grateful for all this rn especially

The colors. THE COLORS

Thats rough buddy. Gl gl

... she hasnt released the videos yet bc shes meshing them to a Tropico 2.0 . Mm think about that

I like that idea too, but then, it'd sort of shift how the record would've ended, from her personal view, and just self growth / Lowkey the incoming love for HiaB, just -

Lowkey standing up for the other side bc i want to. Let em have a proper first listen, we've waited a year for this, might as well wait another two weeks for the actual release. Nd, we're always pretty dramatic so that last bit doesn't really validate anything haha