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  1. I mean astrology's fun but like- hahahahahahaha somebody make a page so ya know to stay from it lmao
  2. lowkey highkey would love if she pulled a sailor moon and released some subtle astrology based jewelry, bracelets, rings, necklaces, accessories etc. no symbols, but maybe planets?
  3. alright so lowkey story time, went out this past weekend, had loads of fun yada ok now. past the forced hurling and getting back to centering myself like pre sunrise. I'm driving out from my childhood neighborhood, to this bridge of my past neighborhood. the sun's fucking rising from the fucking clouds to my right, as I'm driving down the giant bridge. Like a giant ass eggyolk, lighting up the fucking gray in the sky, to this magnificent, like orange, to this yellow- while Love Song's playing, and everything about myself is calm? not happy, not excited, not anything. just calm. peaceful, and safe and shit. I mean I defo smiled after and everything but, those moments before the day starts? Always the best, and like, it seemed so much larger, life at that moment and, being at that higher vibration of thinking? god I've been too busy to not realize that. it was one of those, u know? like a fucking movie moment but it was just all around me. Siri, stream Love song ty ty
  4. This night honestly helps me ride thru some bs not even gonna lie
  5. Do u believe in magic? Do you? https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7of8d3oE7TM Do you?
  6. stable 6. is it for v's day? or christmas? i'm not sure, but the gesture's weirdly endearing and obviously there's some genuine feeling to it so hey
  7. Still reliving that night ah - nice playing it in the background https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=APysRFhhf-w
  8. Send a gayer song, I'll wait https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GIkipDt7vgU
  9. "Goddamn manchild, u fucked me so good that I almost said "I love you"" "but I don't get bored, I just see it through, why wait for the best, when I could have you?"
  10. OP, still need to listen to Life is Beautiful. Also, is there a songs u wish Lana sung live, thread?
  11. No. I'm grateful, for where I am, and I guess I'm the only one who can really say why I am where I am and know that it's valid, but I'm not content, and I'm working more towards where I want to be. It's funny bc I always knew where I saw myself since an earlier age for myself, but I got stuck focusing on other people's problems and expectations of me that I took care of, instead of taking care of myself. But I understand how important it was for me to've been derailed, and take those lessons w me everyday. I've been slowly fixating my focus towards myself this year especially than others tho, so for that part, I'm grateful, but I wanna keep doing more. Do you have any irrational fears? What've ya done about them?
  12. U've seen her live then right? Sorry I don't keep up, but gaaaah!! It really was, and just the feel of it, I honestly just felt like a kid w fucking wonder at everything that was happening, in AWE and like disbelief. I'd probably be the one just like retreating and bobbing my head in waves tbh, but for me, I was just frozen and like- lol in awe. Nice moves lol hahahahahahaha. I'd ask for a selfie too tbh, if I were any closer, I would've shared some nice polaroid pics of the performance, but that'll be for next time if anything ahhhhhhhhhh. The album's been sorta just eclipsed by the performance last week, Bartender's a new fave "and our love, the little games we play, from the valley to the beach" new favorite personal lyric - The title track's as beautiful as it in in mp3 form, but so much better. Makes me wanna revisit her entire discographyyy
  13. Thanks Clamp, like ohmahgawd. I'm fucking speechless- Luv ya too bud. I'm sure u experienced something like that forsure! Was fucking magical! ahhhh ~ fucking giggling like a dumbass rn hahahahahaha
  14. Real super late, and I actually feel like I'm cheating myself off of happiness by sharing this personal experience, but just like- Lemme tell ya. ohman. Ok. So. me and a friend meetup to go to the concert, we hangout in his car, have snacks etc, end up hanging out before the show starts, laughs, and jokes etc. Talking w seat neighbors, show starts, make more friends, talkin bout Lana and just her music w other peeps there. Summertime Sadness remix jokes yada- She comes on, these two people ahead of us like, let's just say they were going thru something bc their behaviors were fuckin uncultured, a fight breaks loose some stalls away. At this time, my mind's fucking racing and shit, but it's ok bc i secretly love all the stimuli. There were some fucking beautiful moments that I just, that were their own, and, ah god I'll forever be grateful. Bartender, the title track. Cherry, White Mustang even, Change IS a powerful thing. HIADT- Daddy Issues, WICKED GAME, her energy during OTTR, and how magical Venice was- THE FUCKING FIREWORKS? (lowkey been wanting to visit disney even more bc of that). I swear to GAWD- Now. it was my first time fucking going to ever seeing her live. I shoulda spent more money to see her straight upfront, I do regret that. But. My experience, was so fucking amazing still. Made friends w all my neighbors, cept for the troubled ones at the front, not even gonna lie, me and some bonded over that lowkey tragedy but. The feeling of togetherness, that synergy, that atmosphere. She's that bitch. She's that love goddess, and I'm so fucking grateful I took the chance in watching her perform like wow. Forking over some serious money next time to just get to watch closer. Objectively speaking, it would've been nice if more NFR tracks were being sung, but I guess that's the beauty of seeing her live the first time, and that might totally invalidate my perspective from how veteran concert goers see her, but man. That was a fucking experience, everything about it, mess and not so messy and all. It was an amazing, and heartwarming experience, so good it still feels and probably will always feel surreal. How tf does that work exactly lol. Gah! It just all felt so fucking wholesome, ya know?
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