Make me your Dream Life

@ 'Cadie I was pretty close hm

Ohhh these are great hmmmm. for me. I'd start things off w , m hold on. fuck it, fantasy fueled. Atm Freak The Next Best American Record Diet Mountain Dew Groupie Love Happiness is a Butterfly When the World Was At War Before We Just Kept Dancing Cinnamon Girl Fuck it, I love you Cherry Blossom This is What Makes Us Girls Norman Fucking Rockwell The Greatest Lust For Life Mariners Apartment Complex American How To Disappear Venice Bitch Love Song

fuckin 3 pages off, but I had to do this for myself so, Love u 3k

Ah same buddy, same

I've watched the album trailer just for the second time now, and I like how the narrator mentions the islands of refuge/paradise metaphor thru the storms of all despair etc. , which I'm thinking's a great way of intro'ing how the record's gonna be. Gleams nd islands of refuge, in an otherwise bleak existence. Islands of mental/emotional refuge? nd sad girl shit? That's a complex clash right there think about it. That's it for today's forecast back to u

Where is the sink, I need to wash that image out

Business or actual ?

Shut up don't mess, I'm rootin 4 u

bc everyone loves pink, cherish that shit

GOOOOODDDAAAAMNNN MANCHIIIILLLYD *snippet

nd also made the record

my new life motto tbh it's like, lowkey WTWWAWB hm fuck it, they both are.

Not even funny, well a little funny. But I guess, for me I haven't gotten there yet, and most times, I honestly just see myself working to build the future that I want too, and I've already missed so many opportunities in knowing a lot of great people bc I was too preoccupied working. I mean, I'm still in my earlier twenties, and I'm actually taking some downtime rn, but still keeping productive towards the life that I want, plans are invaluable, if just slower rn, but yeah, the point is, I think I kinda understand what you're saying. Did u get to build that dream of yours? Having a family? It's not futile, I don't wanna believe that, I'll keep that it mind, but I don't want to at least right now, but I think, sometimes it just comes in forms or ways that we sometimes can't just readily appreciate, kinda like appreciating something when it's gone bc we didn't really understand at the time what it meant. It's kinda funny when that happens huh? Hahahahahahahahaha I mean, yeah no I get you on that. Ah- lol and heyo, yeah! Sorry, sometimes I just feel like I'm being stupid at this but, anytime! and, thanks too, let's just talk about life or some shit hahahahahahahaha Have a good one LanaFlowers

Me talking about the Love Song snippet () :

Definitely. I don't know what else to do- but. thanks for sharing these things with me, I mean, for the most part, I was already aware of the truths you were speaking but. I just really appreciate the tone of the convo. If u ever get lonely, or just wanna talk about stuff like this, know I'd love that. PM whenever u want to k? This is gonna b totally random, but I hope u have some kind of comfort w u rn to laugh about this sentence lol

Hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha this gif gets me I was gonna say something but I forgot ahahahahahahahaha Hmm I mean in some ways ur rite, but Idk, I kinda just like the idea of it, the big screen, the atmosphere, just lemme hype, I just wanna fucking HYPE

W a proper theater premier? Yes

Sorry we're doin it! Hmm. ok ok let's see. Not putting much thought as I normally would into it, or tryna put my fantasy setlist bc I mean, there's a new record out nd we have themes to try and guess from so let's see.. well lemme get back to you on that. I know I want her to perform these tracks tho for sure, no order - Venice Bitch, MAC, title track, Love Song, The Greatest, California LFL: Love, LFL HM: title track, TLY UV: West Coast BtD: Blue Jeans I'm honestly too excited to think as clearly rn u go!!

So tix are on sale. Heyo yeah think she'll perform LFA ? Ya guys wanna make fake setlists?

Maybe not in the exact same way, but I know what it's like to lose someone u really love like that. and ur right about those things, and it's good to be self sufficient, believe me, I'd really just rather be alone most the time but. I hope that. you can still find the beauty and all the good that life still has to offer.. and that it renews itself daily. I know ur smart, really, I guess all I can really do is hope that you've got someone to just talk to or even lean ur head on their shoulder and feel some sort of peace, k?

See ya guys on the tenth mothafackas ah !!

I. I hope ur ok..

Ok so like a refresher update or something, but is anyone still longing as much for this song like they were maybe a few years ago? Maybe it might b the new music coming to us soon, but ngl, I still think of what happened to this track from time to time. TLY, 13 Beaches, Y&B, from what I can think of atm, are what comes closest to rekindling that sort of magical longing that this track always seemed to have, at least from the trailer vid we skimpily got. How to Disappear's beautiful, but more so in a diff vein. Maybe it's just bc we haven't heard the track ever, up til now, that keeps it that way. It's stupid impractical but maybe we'll never know