Beautiful Loser

The screen was just black for the the other day, was it the same for anyone else too?

Wait I’m stupid, the thread title literally says the magazine is for this month. Never mind lol.

I know, that’s why I wrote that you can’t always blame things on others. Sometimes, yes. Every time? Not so sure.

Ok, so some of my thoughts: When is “this month”?? When is the magazine supposed to be out?? September?? October?? YES ADD “DEALER” TO THE TRACKLIST AND GIVE ME THE SCREAMO SONG I’VE BEEN CRAVING SINCE 2017!! As we’ve been suspecting already, COCC most likely has country vibes. Not a genre I’m too excited about. But hey, Stupid for feeling so happy sounded like a sweet song! Not one I’m craving exactly, but cute nonetheless. It’ll be interesting to hear how she mentions her friends and family. Loved that they gave us some more info about the album, thank you. She’s been mentioning cats before but she has chickens too? I’ve totally missed that. I love Lana because her music is just genius and so beautiful to me. She definitely deserved the praise for Norman. But I think it gets dangerous to think that you’re the best and always knows what’s right - if you know what’s right for you, great. Also worrying about the “I’m feeling really bad because of you” mentality. I mean, it’s good that she has the courage to tell what’s bothering her but you can’t always say it’s someone else’s fault and never yours. Maybe you did something that made them behave in such a way that it’s hurting you? I don’t know, I try to see things form different points of views and understand people’s opinions. It seems a bit too easy to just point fingers and say “you made me like this”. I imagine it must be very hard to hear “you’re wrong, I’m right, look at how you’ve hurt me” from someone you care about deeply.

Love the lashes!!

In today's class, we practiced sketching trees growing away from us, as if they're tilting a bit.

I thought the word was a play on “fanatic”? :0

Lana stans will definitely lose, we’re not as organized as k-pop stans I’ll still vote tho

She definitely lurks or she wouldn’t have given @vodkaa his pink vinyl!

One half of my assignment for school this week is to go out, find a building and sketch it so I did that. I don't draw buildings that often (read: never) so it's not perfect but that's okay because the teachers just want to see what level we are on. I'm glad the lines are somewhat straight! I forgot to bring a ruler with me yesterday when I started sketching, haha.

Omg I need the FIILY hoodie...! I shouldn’t spend more money than necessary since I just got a laptop but... I want it...!!

Eh, there’s lots of celebs I wouldn’t recognize or have heard of either. Plus, she looked completely normal so I wouldn’t have suspected anything either.

I’d literally jump and stare in disbelief if that’d happen to me lol

I just noticed that I've gotten e-mails in my spam folder every time there's a new message/DM for me here on LB. Is there a way to disable automatic e-mails?`Just feels a bit unnecessary since I check LB daily anyway. Edit: Never mind, I think I've found it.

http://lanaboards.com/topic/11428-ex-mando-diao-members-talk-about-meeting-lana/#comments

When are the physical audio books supposed to be released? I can’t remember. Just wondering how long I can wait to preorder the vinyls lol.

I’m still surprised to hear ex-Manson Diao members describe their time with her, how they shared pizza, had to play with her on MTV instead of Minaj, and that gala they were at. Little stories but pretty fun to know.

My new profile picture!! To match my cute disco kittens signature!

I’m not too surprised, she sang “Scarsborough Fair” under a whole tour after all.

Taste!

I lost the feeling of excitement whenever she posts on Instagram in the Norman era lol, if I see a notification in the early morning, I usually go back to sleep.

I saw “Lana posted a video” and really thought we’d get something, huh

I finished the third book last night. And man, it was intense. The third book really made me feel that this is a modern classic. It covers, what, ten years?? of their young lives, from their early 20’s to around their 30’s and a loooot of things happen and changes during this time. As it does for many lives in the real world too! This book didn’t make me envy them as the second one did, what they had in the second book was something I’d like to have too. Someone close to feel a connection to, even though their friendship has never been perfect. I also appreciate how fearlessly the author brings up tough subjects, I haven’t seen that in other novels before... but then again, I haven’t read that many novels for an adult audience before, most were for young adults or teens. 10/10!

The Summertime Sadness outfit has been found!! https://www.instagram.com/p/CECNdXVnWc6/?igshid=1xgtz4k985t8m