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What Lana songs are your favorite when you're depressed and angry? SORRY I know this isn't a trauma dumping website but i'm struggling with grief and mental illness hard today. When I spiral like this I have to put makeup on while singing and dancing around because there's nothing worse than feeling ugly while sad lol. anyone have a playlist? of course I know which songs are my usual go tos but right now I just can't even think. thanks <333333

1. UV 2. Honeymoon 3. BTD/Paradise 4. AKA 5. NFR 6. LFL 7. Chemtrails I think I’m really going to love BB, hoping it’ll be somewhere between UV and NFR but I’ll still be happy if it isn’t

yes !!! no judgement to anyone listening i get it but I've never listened to one of her official album leaks before so I just feel like I shouldn't start now lol

so are the vocals different on living legend?? I'm not listening but I am reading all your hidden comments so feel free to tell me anything lol

i'm so exciteddddd the wait is killing me but i want the good quality :'(

saw this live with my own eyes in 2015 and I still can't believe it

im crying why does this always happen... i dont think im gonna listen but i really want to is it leaked in good quality or does that never happen??

WAIT WHATS HAPPENING im scared to open these hidden comments someone please fill me in??

why do you feel this way?? genuinely curious even though honeymoon is my second fav. I promise im not here to fight lol

Shades Of Cool, West Coast, Cruel World, God Knows I Tried, Yayo, Bel Air

wait I didn't know about these how do we know they exist? I need the queen of the gas station video!! is it possible we'll ever get them? would they have been on the stolen laptop or whatever ?

I've been thinking about this lately.. like are we just a super lucky fandom? are we also insane? lol

I only see sad girl hate here when I scroll back to UV release year... and on twitter with a lot of the younger/newer fans! no judgement just what I've noticed. same! one of my fav lana songs (and from any artist) of all time. i love that version too! also the instrumental for the album version is amazing

okay yeah i can only accept a feature from barrie at this time lol

Can someone explain to me how so many Lana songs and demos are leaked? I've been listening for years but don't really get who they come from and how. Do other artists have this much material floating around or are we just super lucky?

I like the album version of How to disappear more than the piano

The Other Woman became a fav recently but Sad Girl has been a fav since UV was released!! seeing the hate against them breaks my heart lollll

Sad Girl & The Other Woman

Songs like this one and a star for nick are what made me obsessed with Lana back in 2011 ?

west cost, UFB, trash magic, oh say can you see, a star for nick

yessss came here to say this too. I was in 8th grade in 2011 when my friend introduced me to AKA (random but- it was released on my birthday in 2010. I wish I'd known about her then) My friend from school downloaded it onto my ipod for or me and I was obsessed. I fell into depression and kinda just stopped listening to music or doing much of anything shortly after. I dropped out as a freshman in highschool due to issues in my home so I started pulling all nighters out of boredom, just browsing tumblr and what not.. at like 3am one night I heard the start of Video Games on MTV jams coming from my tv. I was instantly infatuated with the song, totally mind blown by the video and of course DYING to know more about Lana and hear more. I couldn't stop thinking about Video Games for days. I listened to AKA again and appreciated it more than ever. I can't remember exactly when I (or we) started finding all the unreleased material but when I did I was in heaven. I spent hours downloading them to my ipod and then my iphone 3. I still can't believe we have such a huge collection of songs. I feel so lucky for that. My bestfriend and I were acting insane during those years because we had no parental guidance so as you can imagine we related to the Lizzy and BTD era so much. Its always frustrating me when people hate on the lyrics because for me they were relatable. I was never on Lanaboards back then.. I looked around but never made an account because I didn't always have access to wifi. Its amazing to go back to 2012 on these threads and read everything. It makes me feel like a kid again in the best way possible :')

seriously.. BTD (specifically Video Games & its video) was so captivating

thank you!! thank you! I'm excited. I'll let you guys know what I think lol

Hiiii I've never listened to Fiona but i want to!! What are a few songs I should start with?